I made a shameless birthday wishlist!
Well I mad two one for those in the US, and one for Europe!!!!
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1BP65SE3EN7FC?ref_=wl_share
https://www.amazon.de/hz/wishlist/ls/27F88QP7EPRC?ref_=wl_share
Check them out!!!!!!!!!!
A...
2021-01-22 21:55:40 +0000 UTC View PostI was a guest on the Morning Brew this week...
The guys enjoyed having me on so much they invited me to be a regular guest!! So I'll be on the show every Wednesday!!!! It's an american show, so most of you will be able to watch it live!!!
ENJOY!! (I pop on around 55 mins in)
2021-01-22 18:41:29 +0000 UTC View PostAfter the Wim comes the cold immersion-like ice today!!!!!!
2021-01-22 18:31:15 +0000 UTC View PostBreathe along!
No watching!
Join in!!!!
x5 rounds (30s, 1 min, 1.5 mins, 2 min, 2.5min)
2021-01-15 19:16:19 +0000 UTC View Post
WELCOME TO SUZE NEWS
THE UK IS IN CRISIS BUT DON'T WORRY EVERYTHING IS OK FOLKS
2021-01-11 19:07:30 +0000 UTC View Post2020 didn't end well, let's be honest. Probably our collectively worst year ever...
After my shower, I went to do my x5 rounds of Wim Hof, jumped into the sea and then turned into an ice ball!!!!
Last ramblings of 2020, last bath of 2020!
2021-01-11 15:24:21 +0000 UTC View PostWOW 2020 was a real ass kicker wasn't it?!!!
I have quite a back catalogue of videos waiting for you...forgive me, I spontaneously decided to move house on January 1st, New Year, new start, and I have been packing and moving and unpacking...cannot WAIT to share you my house tour!!!
So here was me on the morning of New Year's Eve..
I didn't end up going through with the 7 days of silence and stopping all communication with everyone. In the end I decided with my mending heart ...
2021-01-10 18:20:15 +0000 UTC View PostHey Patrons Happy New Year!!!
What have you been up to?
For anyone who missed my live videos..here is what has been happening....
Got involved with a new guy...his flight got cancelled because of major lockdown in UK, we spent our Xmas's together online, sharing our parties and then.....
HE GHOSTED ME!
Just no contact since the 26th other than "I need some time to sort myself out" LOL and OUCH actually!
Ghosting is a really damaging and abusive behaviour th...
2021-01-06 17:49:31 +0000 UTC View PostIn this live, thanks @stu for showing up, great to have some presence
In this live I talk about my xmas, my new man, or lack of him! The parties, the ups and downs of Christmas Day and eat some toast!
I have made this one available to all my Patrons today!!!!
2020-12-28 12:49:22 +0000 UTC View PostHERE ARE THE DETAILS:
You will be muted upon arrival, and camera off. You can join at anytime, it will last 40 minutes....so it ends at 1.15pm CET (EUROPE TIME)
RULES: In order to join, you must participate, you can text in the comments box, you can unmute yourself and talk to me, or you can add your camera so I can see and hear you, but please at least say hi in the comments box, so that this is a two way conversation, thankyou!
Any unwanted sexual behaviour, may mean you a...
2020-12-28 11:21:14 +0000 UTC View PostIN BED WITH SUZE!!!
TODAY THIS IS OPEN TO ALL PATRONS...I WILL SEND YOU THE ZOOM LINK IN A FEW MINUTES, I'LL POST IT HERE!!!
2020-12-28 11:15:13 +0000 UTC View Post
It is all happening in the UK...is it just a co-incidence that the borders were shut a few days before Christmas for man flu? Or is it something much more sinister? machine guns at UK airports......flights cancelled, the public herded in, separated from loved ones, you know I am not going to stay silent! In that you can trust! OK , so freedom of speech is on its way out and comedians are being taken down on FB AND YT for making jokes about the mainstream narrative.....if artists, singers and ...
2020-12-23 08:44:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm just posting this because my video got 69 views and it amused me!!
What's your favourite number? LOL
Well it is a comedy!
2020-12-22 16:42:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I know you have already seen the shameless version of this but if you want some Christmas cheer then head over to YouTube! You can shamelessly LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE....Let's get my YouTube channel to 3000! Fuck 3000 it should be on 100,000. Repeat after me, SUBSCRIBE AND SHARE (if you haven't seen the Uncensored version and can't find it from scrolling through my MASSIVE COLLECTION of videos....I believe it's in the $50 Tier, then message me and I'll troll it out for you.
Big love. C...
2020-12-22 16:07:36 +0000 UTC View PostWell that was lonely!!!
No one showed up to the 1st Zoom and one person turned up to the second and wouldn't chat with me!!
These lives are about me getting to know you, they are about us having a two way conversation. This is your chance to ask me questions live and in person! You could have just had a one to one conversation with me! If only one person turns up I will not record the session. I am only recording the session so that everyone can catch up on the replay, but if you ...
2020-12-17 07:47:04 +0000 UTC View PostHEY GUYS, my mouse stopped working and i don't seem to have any other woring batteries, so I need to move to my laptop...which I am on to write to you, give me 5 minutes to set up zoom here thanks!!!
2020-12-17 06:39:24 +0000 UTC View Post
I am here!!!!
There's not long now for the first live!!! I'm about to start my coffee!!!
P.S. The live is being recorded so that no one will miss it if you don't show up!!!!
2020-12-17 06:16:32 +0000 UTC View Post$50 PATRONS you can come to both of these zooms, the first link you can find in the $25 tier, then i will log out and log in with these log in details, the second zoom is only for $50 patrons
SUZE is inviting you to a scheduled Zoom meeting.
Topic: IN BED WITH SUZE $50 PATRONS
Time: Dec 17, 2020 07:30 AM Paris
Join Zoom Meeting
2020-12-16 20:17:17 +0000 UTC View PostSUZE is inviting you to a scheduled Zoom meeting.
Topic: IN BED WITH SUZE! $25 PATRONS AND ABOVE!
Time: Dec 17, 2020 07:00 AM Paris
Join Zoom Meeting
https://zoom.us/j/98337381688?pwd=VTNaZm5UUWtpdUtIZmhQdGpqcmFWQT09
Meeting ID: 983 3738 1688
Passcode: pDtF1b
Here are the details.
Be sure to find your ...
2020-12-16 20:08:59 +0000 UTC View Post30.
I would love to explore my sexuality. I would love to go to Munich and be a bunny for the Shibari master I met (if you haven’t seen me tied up in ropes hanging from the ceiling in my first Shibari bondage workshop then you need to head over to the $50 tier right now!!It's Christmas! Gift yourself!!!)
As you know, my journey with nudity and maybe with my sexuality has been a bit hot and cold. It doesn’t mean I want to explore that side of me every single day, there ar...
2020-12-16 10:24:48 +0000 UTC View PostGood Morning Gorgeous Patrons,
I am chuckling to myself because I am sitting in a café and they are playing Jolene by Dolly Parton. It's ironic because one of the waiter's here told his girlfriend that he had slept with me and now she hates me! So this song is perfect. I didn't by the way. I think he was just saying that to get back at her because she cheated on him. Ooooh HUMANS!!!!! WE ARE SO MESSY! I am starting to embrace that fact.....
But anyway, I mentioned an announcement...
2020-12-16 09:21:44 +0000 UTC View PostInspiration doesn't come everyday....sometimes it's time to brainstorm over breakfast and then get myself in the mood for some PLAY!!!!
This is me, getting into the creative process and letting the inspiration build and grow again.....
This is my new studio.....and this is me playing before the sun set.....
Here's a photo with my clothes on! It might shock you! It's not a recent photo. This was at the Hilton Hotel in Malta, when I was exhibiting at the innovation summit last year. Wow time flies. Can't wait to have hair again!!!
I wanted to talk to you because you are always on my mind but my inefficiency and indecision can get in the way. I've been determined to rejuvinate my YouTube channel and share more personal stories, moving slightly away from my normal Vloggin style. I got all exci...
2020-12-10 10:42:03 +0000 UTC View Post29.
There I was, getting cosy with the idea that love loves to love and that it’s totally OK if this guy that i am in love with is not in love with me. I sent another text that he never replied to. One morning I woke up feeling kinda’ sad about that. I had been on a “self enquiry” spiritual retreat online at the weekend, and my teacher was teaching me about desires and relationships
“If you feel diminished by this guy, then that’s not good. When we keep going towards p...
2020-12-10 10:13:54 +0000 UTC View PostHey Friends,
To the ones who are still left in December!!
I have been in a CPTSD flashback, this is the third day. I'll try and Vlog later. I hope you enjoyed my youtube video. I don't know when I will be well enough to work. Right now I just want to crawl under a stone and die. But just because I am not posting doesn't mean I am not thinking of you. When I am feeling well again I am going to have to re-evaluate my life, as I cannot live from Patreon anymore and I am tired of bein...
2020-12-04 08:31:57 +0000 UTC View Post
MY LATEST YOUTUBE VIDEO!!
HELP ME TO REACH 3000 SUBSCRIBERS!! SHARE THIS LIKE A VIRUS!
COMMENT, LIKE, SUBSCRIBE!
And then in the comments underneath make your request for my next Patreon videos and photos......
2020-12-02 19:05:57 +0000 UTC View Post28.
My kind of man is not what I imagined he would be. I guess something has changed in me since I moved to Gozo, something kind of wonderful has happened. I am in love with someone who is not that in love with me. They’re INTO me, just not in love with me. But what’s wonderful about that? Well. It’s the first time that I’ve been in love that I can remember where it wasn’t essential for me that the man I am in love with has to be in love with me.
As Mooji says “Love lo...
2020-11-30 17:21:49 +0000 UTC View PostIf you've been following me for some time now, you'll know I adopted the nickname Dory from a couple of YouTube followers that said I reminded them of Dory from Finding Nemo!!
Sometimes I look back at my content and I'm like "Oh Dory!" you lost the thread! I usually find my way back from the conversation I started to the end of it, but not always!!
And today Dory remembered that she edited this vlog for you and hadn't uploaded it "oh Dory!!"
It's Monday so maybe this will be...
2020-11-30 17:18:21 +0000 UTC View PostSO MUCH PLEASURE
OH TO BE A MAN
I am feeling super grateful to Noah for letting me go. How different I feel. There I was sitting around and waiting around all day for him to text me! I put all my energy into seeing him, when would I see him? Oh my God I was infatuated! I was addicted to the sex. I thought it was the best yet, and it was. But what do all these amazing sexual experiences have in common? Me! Hahaha! I love how arrogant that sounds!! I want to know what it feels...
2020-11-27 11:42:06 +0000 UTC View PostAs promised here is a dancing in the shower video. After I made my most recent YouTube video, which was essentially me doing a one hour long confessional. I felt so much lighter after sharing what I shared in that video. It might be the most boringly serious video, but for me, i just had to get that off my chest, and now I feel resolved! I feel that now I can own where I stopped feeling good about what I was doing and where and how I got blocked from sharing my voice and my body freely and wh...
2020-11-15 21:31:34 +0000 UTC View Post