New Year New Start!

Hey Patrons Happy New Year!!!

What have you been up to?

For anyone who missed my live videos..here is what has been happening....

Got involved with a new guy...his flight got cancelled because of major lockdown in UK, we spent our Xmas's together online, sharing our parties and then.....

HE GHOSTED ME!

Just no contact since the 26th other than "I need some time to sort myself out" LOL and OUCH actually!

Ghosting is a really damaging and abusive behaviour that leaves the one receiving the ghosting act feeling really traumatised AKA me 6 days after Christmas...YEP, that's how long it took me to NOT feel sick to my stomach not knowing what was happening...

Plus I realised i was still in love with my lover, but new year, new start! Neither of these guys are giving me the love and attention I deserve!!!

New Years Eve was fun, got my out of my sad mood and on the 1st the su was out so we went to the beach and had a prosecco picnic! And that's when i decided to move into a new house with some friends of mine....and WOW it's AMAZING!!!!

5 BEDROOM HOUSE.....TBH I'll just wait and do a "look at my crib" video!!!! HAHAHA! Maybe I'll try do it in the style that those kind of youtubers do it in! That'll amuse me!

So today i have been packing (5th time in 8 months!) , moving, cleaning and unloading....I am just waiting to be picked up to cart the next load of stuff, and then tomorrow I move my cat!!!

Anyone who knows me knows that Marvin is the most precious being in my life, my best friend forever and if anyone lets him out of the house I will......do very bad things to them!!!

The plan is for Marvin to have the top two floors, and the new puppies of my friend will be on the ground and outside! It requires some serious logistic engineering, and one of the guys I am living with is quite the stoner and I just pray he will remember not to leave doors open!!!! HIPPIES!!!! They are a flaky bunch!

Anyway, this new excitement of moving has taken away the pain of being single and having this new love and romance disappear....AND the coolest thing is we are converting one of the bedrooms to a studio! We will get a green screen and maybe make a podcast area etc, so that it will be easier and easier to make videos!!! watch this space! super excited!!!!

I'll aim to make a video tomorrow!!!!!!

Goodnight or good morning wherever you are!

Suze ;-)