This is Suze

Flower Bath

New photos from photographer Kama Wuwu from cargocollective.com/kamawuwu

Long Walk Home

Sharing one of my favourite walks,,and sharing my thoughts

WHAT ARE YOU MOST EXCITED FOR?

I have SO many EXCITING things to post! I can't decide which one to get started on first!!!!!

YOU DECIDE! 

WHAT ARE YOU MOST EXCITED FOR?

Life is Beautiful

My favourite time each month are the days following my period. My energy picks up, I feel excited about every little thing, the depression, anger and sadness have disappeared and been replaced with positivity and this is when I get hungry about doing what I love with gusto! Knowing that this good vibes only might fall again into a downer, so I embrace every day of these good moments. This would be the perfect time of the month to plan days out with friends, to know this is when I have energy ...

Breaking Free

I was thinking today as I woke up...

"How can I have been doing this challenge for 4 years and STILL not be completely free!

I once said I want to be so free that if I want to have sex in public online I don't care what anyone else thinks of me. But I'm still not there yet.

I get very tentative and fearful of judgment and rejection when people ask to see my Patreon page. I have no problem with strangers finding it, my target audience who are going to sign up..but if its peop...

Strength

When Kama took this photo she was directing me to be a strong woman. The other side of myself I reject is being "too" serious. This little word "too" holds a lot of judgment. How many times i've been told "you talk too much" "you worry too much" "you think too much" "you care too much" I'm not sure how these reflections help?

I know when I'm judging myself for being "too serious" it comes from being told "stop taking everything so seriously" "lighten up" sometimes it felt growing up, th...

Collaboration vs Competition

As women we often compare ourselves against each other. We are often fighting for the eyes of the man we are after, and want to come up trumps against our friends. We want, in our fragile, damaged egos, to be the most attractive in the room.

Buying out of that perspective, where we shift from competition to collaboration is exactly what I love about sharing my Patreon with Gabriela.

I think Gabriela has nice feet! Our bodies are not that dissimilar in their small frame. It feels s...

When I First Saw Gabriela Topless...

Meeting Gabriela at the Yoga Retreat, I thought she was quiet and shy, although she was a strong woman, I didn't see her wild side.

Then one day we went up to the rooftop to read our books together in the sun, and she said, you don't mind if I'm topless> Then she started doing some yoga. I was intrigued. This was another side to Gabriela I hadn't expected. A lot of people that aren't from Europe are much more conservative around nudity generally and I knew her background was very rel...

Uncensored Stills

I just wanted to let you know that I used to offer a daily still on the Uncensored Stills tier. After Covid I realised that it was too much to sustain. 

You may have noticed in the tier description I made some changes, and I have not committed to how many photos I offer every month. I have created a huge library of photos for you to enjoy that are still currently available to all my patrons at any time...

I will do at least one photo shoot every month and share the photos one...

Sadness

Fuck I struggled with this photo when I first saw it. I look so sad!!! But that's because i was sad that week. I was really, truly, deeply sad. And i can see such a huge difference between that week and the week after where I made the bath photos.

The AC Challenge (or A Challenge) is all about me not judging myself. It's about me stop giving so much of a monkeys what other people think of me. And the invitation is for you to join me on this challenge in any way that resonates with you. ...

Xtra Personal, Xtra Long Self Massage

Just what it says on the tin

Getting Personal with my VIP Patrons

Guided Healing Breast Massage

My healthy way to take care of myself  when I'm feeling worn out and under pressure......

A nurturing self massage guided and gifted by my friend. 

She is an expert in all things womanly. I have been working with her to connect with my womb, the centre of my creativity and life force- and this beautifully loving and gentle breast massage was a much needed gift.

A gift which I am sharing with you.

Enjoy!

Releasing Emotions - Guided Breast Massage Intro

I made this video a little while ago, you know this, because you know I already received AMAZINGLY LAUGH OUT LOUD FUNNY photos of my ACE Patrons recreating my makeover...and as you'll hear in this video i hadn't received those yet (just to give you a time perspective, but I wanted to share this guided breast massage) this is the intro to the massage....which my friend who facilitates yoni, womb, belly dancing and womb workshops led a few friends in, so this is me listening to her recording an...

Why Am I Faceless?

Why I’m Faceless

Gabriela       

I am a free and open person, and my nude photos express that. But what conflicts with that freedom is the fact that I’m hiding my face. How does that go with the personality I just said I had? Unfortunately, our society isn’t as free and open as many of us would like it to be. The reality is that, to be accepted in this world we live in, we have to follow certain rules, even if t...

Gabriela

Quarantine Corner

Pre-lockdown, I noticed this corner receiving wonderful lighting, but I never thought to pose by it—much less without any clothes on! I am grateful for all the time I had to explore myself during lockdown because I was able to see different sides of myself that I didn’t know existed. I spent so much time in my “Quarantine Corner” experimenting, playing, and posing. It is also through these first photos that I feel confident enough to...

50 Shades of July

Hey $50 Shades of Suze Patrons,

You are highly valued and I'm happy to have added another tier to bring more value to your generous pledge.

All the content from Suze & Friends is now included in your pledge, as well as the AC Challenge, all the $20 photos and all the $5blogs....as well as your exclusive $50 content. This month I will be adding Naked Virtual Reality Dancing to the mix, where you are in the game and seeing me fr...

Time To Get Silly

So I made it through the CPTSD flashback I made it through my period (well the worst bit which was yesterday - the first day) and IT'S JULY!!!!!!!!

How can I take for granted I live in a sunny paradise? I don't want to be so serious! it's time to have some fun! Things have been a bit heavy lately!

So tell me......what silly videos shall I make this month?

I've had some requests for dancing....(give me a few ...

Gabriela

Quarantine Corner

These are some of the first nude portraits I’d ever taken and they are very special to me. They aren’t just naked photos: they represent self-exploration, freedom, and my newly-discovered artistic side. 

NEW TIER "SUZE & FRIENDS" JULY 1ST 2020

JOIN US FOR THE NEXT ADVENTURE!

NEW $37 Tier....

Get exclusive access to Suze & Friends PLUS The Authenticity Challenge (100s of videos) PLUS 100S of Photos from the $20 Tier PLUS all the private journals for just $37 a month!

SUZE & FRIENDS LAUNCHES JULY 1ST!

So excited to introduce a brand new tier...with someone other than myself!!!

JOIN ME ON A NEW ADVENTURE......photos, podcasts, naked yoga and seriously funny stories in "Naked in Lockdown"

Introducing Gabriela on Suze & Friends the new $37 tier starts tomorrow!

SUZE & FRIENDS LAUNCHES TOMORROW! JULY 1ST!

Wow time flies and it's that time already!

Summer!

July!

New tier!

It feels so exciting to be introducing Gabriela to my channel!

This is the new $37 tier (which is included for all $50 Patrons)

What you can expect:

This months theme is "Naked in Lockdown"

+Nude & semi nude photos, including her stun...