This is Suze

Happy Weekend Patrons

Hey delicious humans,

I had plans to film some new content for the $50 tier today, but ended up having to take a day off because I am crazy exhausted. I will be in bed in a minute and it's only 7.30pm Saturday night....

I have to be online tomorrow at 8am and working until 1.30pm and then I shall make the new content and get it out to you

Just want you to know that my plans didn't quite go to plan to spend all weekend making my $50 content, but I have a couple of hours tomor...

Suck Your Own D!ck!

You will be accustomed to my Pulp Fiction style of going back and forth between present and past, which is why I've added in the written commentary to connect it to what you already know.... this is part of the story that has brought me to this day....

What Are Your Desires?

In my spiritual work and energy healing class, we are looking at what are our desires....

As we become more of our authentic selves we discover that sometimes what we previously desired is no longer of interest anymore...

But we will always have desires. Desires are not personal. We have many. 

Which desires are resonating with you now?

Out and About in Gozo

Some of you have said you would like to see more videos from me out and about in Gozo...so I have a few lined up for you of my little island....

Swim and Yoga in Malta

I left everything in organically, so if the sound of the sea annoys you put it on mute, or if you haven't been for a swim in nature in a while, settle in and bring yourself in complete presence to the sound of the waves and the roll of the sea.......join me for a swim, followed by some yoga and the final bit of this catchup....

FULL BODY MEDITATION

Sorry guys, I thought I uploaded this yesterday....

Now that you have seen me do the practise...in the last video

In this video I lead you in a guided meditation for you to do the practise, with a guided voiceover

So if you want to watch it first, you may, but then PLEASE, lie down, close your eyes and listen to the audio and EXPERIENCE IT FOR YOURSELF

This is an interactive video!

give yourself 30 minutes to fol...

feel EVERYTHING

In this video I am simply lying down and FEELING EVERYTHING

Might sound simple and yet i have only shared a tenth of how long I felt for. I lay down and tuned into my body and you may not see it in this video, as I lay there for about an hour and a half, just becoming aware of my body and being completely present to it (me) 

This is all part of becoming more energetically present with ourselves, to be IN TOUCH with ourself, to heal addictive patterns, to allow the tears to co...

Unresolved Anger

Once again, anger has arisen and after making this video, I remembered my latest thoughts on authenticity and how it's important to speak authentically from the HEART and not just the HEAD

OK, so this kind of righteous anger, you might call it, it doesn't come from the head, it's stored in every cell of the body and comes up like an eruption or VOLCANO!!!!!

So, I decided NOT to share the actual things I was angry about, but a comment on anger itself, so this is a VOICEOVER....

Tomato on Toast

Don't be fooled by the thumbnail

I Am An Orgasmic Woman

from G0 T0UCH Y0URS3LF SERIES

By The Sea

Authenticity by the sea in Malta (part 2)...and the third part is me swimming...coming soon....

This is Tarantino style, going backwards in time, so this is at least 2 weeks ago, but i wanted you to have the full story of this love situation.....

Because it will be worth it in the end,,,,when the story comes to full conclusion!!!!

Erotic Journaling

Podcast with Gabriela and Suze Part 1

Hello my $37 (Suze & Friends) and $50 (50 Shades of Suze) Patrons!

FINALLY I have uploaded this well overdue podcast between me and Gabriela who you will remember from the $37 Tier....HEAR GABRIELA FOR THE FIRST TIME!

🤩 Is her voice as you expected?

🤩 Did you expect her to be this way after only seeing her body?

🤩 This time I have uploaded with a password and the reason for that is that I want to write to ...

Welcome to G0T0uch Y0urs3lf training

Introduction to the exploration about to begin...

This is What's Up?

Good morning Everyone,

I have many many vlogs to upload....but this is today right now, just to fill you in....

There was a storm and no internet, and since my two days of crying, I have been exhausted. So relieved to have my energy back today...so I will devoting today to uploading...

For my $50 Patrons "Go T0uch Y0urs3lf" starts today......

Do Our Hearts Break or Do they Just Break Open?

My heart feels like it is breaking...

I had an intense energy healing on Thursday night and for the last two days i have found it hard to stop the tears

But do our hearts break, or just our expectations?

Do our hearts just break open?

And will that lead to enormous blessings and freedom if we just have have the courage to allow ourselves to feel the pain and let our bodies do the work of healing us?

It is very hard to get on with life when you have heartbreak, an...

Go Touch Yours3lf

My hardcore fans will know I have been taking about ENTITLED TO PLEASURE for a LONG TIME!
It was a documentary that I had the idea to make, but it never birthed...
What IS arising on my path is to take part in a S3LF PLEASURE PRACTISE called Go Touch Yourself...

I have decided to embrace a full exploration into s3lf pleasure. The aim is to

transform mas-tur-bation as we know it into a powerful self love ritual of awakening

Included ...

Authenticity in Nature

The latest authenticity vlog out in nature....

Keeping you afloat of the ins and outs, the ups and downs of my adventure on this thing called life!

In other news,,,Vimeo came through and corrected the problem...which means my last 5 videos will be unable for viewing, as the new account was deleted in order to access my real one (with 3 years of content, still in tact, PHEW!)

So, I will RE-upload those videos again......but i want to prioritise uploading NEW content (assuming...

Check out my latest Podcast!

Creative Rebelution is a new project that is all about allowing our limitless creativity. Not judging our ideas and just allowing all of our talents to flow through us and bring them into the world. 

In these podcasts (which you can hear on Apple, Spotify, Google and all other Podcasts) i support you on your creative journey. Anything that you want to bring into the world, a new business, a new project, an art piece, remodelling your house, moving home, anything that requires your ...

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That was the night where Anna discovered that Daniel would never have a relationship with her. It’s hardly surprising I was confused, she thought, after he was all excited to see me, introducing me to his parents and friends telling them “this is my best friend” whilst grabbing my ass and kissing me. It didn’t last. Temporary infatuation. Men like this fall in love easily. The next day it will be a double vaccinated Italian schoolgirl with questionable shoes and the next, some acousti...

Me, My Cat & Music

My Dating Life

Will I ever find success in love?

Suze Got Played

What do players do that make them players? or Butterfly Boys as I like to call them....

Authenticity Steps

Raising the level of consciousness means that we go from a beginner in authenticity to a more advanced level......I am figuring out the steps and the journey to authenticity...I hope everyone watching is not just watching but taking their own steps in bringing more authenticity into their lives and shedding the conditioning...???

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Hey guys,

One of my new patrons was offended by something I was trying to explain in one of my vlogs. I listened back and I can see why that would be deemed offensive. Something you should know about me if you know me, is that I think out loud and work things out as I talk. 

It's also really good timing, because for my die hard fans you know me well and you know that I share everything here, but i am also aware with the way the world is right now, we are all very easily trigg...

AC#34

New hair!

Let's talk about honesty....with consciousness....

GOOD NEWS!

Good news,,,I discovered I can start a free trial with Vimeo under a different name..

Let's see if it works!!!!!!!

If so, expect Videos today!!!!!!

Thank you for your patience xxxx

UPDATE

Hey Patrons,

So....oh my goodness what a mess Vimeo is...

i can't get into Vimeo because I cannot access the email set up for it (I don't use that email for anything other than vimeo) so thanks for your support but no i cannot just press the forgot password

I set up a free vimeo account....just so I can contact customer support, on the free account they take 3 days to reply

I contacted Patreon they said they would make it urgent...that was 12 hours ago....

My fri...

Keeping you updated on the situation..

• So I can't use YouTube, well, I can but there won't be nudity allowed, I have had my unlisted video I made for patrons flagged with YT, so it's fine for censored content but not the rest...
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Help!

Hey guys,

Feeling really stressed...I can't log into Vimeo because I lost the new password and my recovery address was set up by a friend with hotmail and Microsoft is not letting me in...

I HAVE NO WAY OF UPLOADING VIDEOS...

ANY IDEAS?

I have written to Patreon, please write to them too, the more pressure they get the more they will act. I will search my house for any sign I have written the password down. I cannot even contact Vimeo, you can't contact them unless you...