This is Suze

Just another day

Is it ok for life to be mundane sometimes?

Is it ever going to get better?

Not able to talk as i have lost my voice, so this is a subtitled morning from me

Suze x

Adventures in Malta

Funny how long I have been on this island and not shared much of it with you!

Time to change that!

Sorry I have been late to post, I've been struggling with some physical symptoms that have made me a bit under the weather

Plus...I don't finish one of my stories in the video...

what I was saying was " I went to a workshop and basically paid $25 to sit on a rock with people!" and then I started talking about something else, lol......

Come to the beach with me!!!! 2024-10-17 19:22:59 +0000 UTC View Post

Last 2 Days in Wales

Wrapping up adventures in Swansea, Wales.

Big shout out to my patron Stuart for inviting me to discover his hometown in Wales. Thank you for renting such a comfortable and snazzy Airbnb, thank you for all the lovely food, for driving me around on the adventures, the clothes, perfume and all the other gifts. Thank you especially for making such a yummy Eaton Mess Dessert, one of my absolute faves!!

I know how much care and thought you put into me coming, probabl...

2024-10-02 13:00:13 +0000 UTC View Post

So much content coming at you!!

Hey delicious patrons,

New content this week:

New bath vlog on why I fell down a sticker rabbit hole!

NEW Morning dance off!!! Interactive as always, encouraging you to get up and shake it out and dance your way into a new day!!

TOMORROW: Last 2 days of my adventures in Wales, including our hunt for fish n chips and a fire ceremony....

COMING UP THIS WEEK: Another dance off, specifically designed to guide you throu...

2024-10-01 17:27:31 +0000 UTC View Post

Dance Your Way Into The Day

As you know, when I make these videos my intention is to get you into your bodies and for you to dance along with me too, and reap the benefits of freely moving your body, free from self consciousness, moving in whatever way your body needs.

The more you do this, the more normal it will feel. afterall babies can dance before they can walk. For any of those precious patrons who are injured, you can at least have a dance workout with your upper body, sitting down, and move your...

2024-10-01 14:22:14 +0000 UTC View Post

Why Did it Take Me 3 Hours to Make a 6 minute dance video?

LOL

DRESSING UP in Wales

8 dresses. Which one do you like best?

In Wales, Patron @stu wanted to treat me to some shopping!!!

So I introduced him to thrift shopping.!! SO much more for your money!

Only 2 dresses were from a shop (with 50% off) the other 6 are ALL THRIFT!!

FOR ALL 8 DRESSES IT CAME TO ABOUT £85!!! BARGAIN!!!

I've included the bloopers for you!!!

Enjoy!!!

Clearing to start afresh

Cast Iron Grandeur

What kind of fabulousness is this?

hey guys

hey everyone, I have a new video from a very special bath tub in Wales for you......but it is too big for our weekly storage limit on vimeo ....so I will have to wait until I have the go ahead to upload!!!

Then after this, we have a dress up in all the lovely new dresses I got in Wales, and that should pretty much conclude the Wales trip

So, i guess you'll just have to invite me somewhere else!!!!!! so I can film more adventures!!!

suze x

this thing called trauma

Not been an easy week, got stuck in freeze mode....

has this ever happened to you?

Mumbles, Wales

More adventures from Wales...

Wales

Wee walk in Wales

Sharing some little adventures in Wales....sorry Stu, I'm a fast walker and he was carrying all the bags!!!!!

Looking at toxic relationships

September it seems has a glitch.....technology and me as warned in the stars are not aligning...

if this continues, I may just meditate through the rest of the month, go offline and see you in October!!!!

Sunflowers

Photography- Stu in Wales

Editing Suze

Ghost

I see yellow.

You see grey.

Ghostly whispers haunt my day

With taunts of endings, telling me to go.

I look for yellow, it tells me no.

I look for yellow and it gives me hope.

That nothing is forever.

Baby, please don't choke.

I know my life it feels so weary

All we do is climb

Always striving to be better

Always running out of time.

Hold on to a little yellow it's just one ray of light

When the darkness pulls...

Up all night

Up all night making a vid for my patrons that WILL NOT UPLOAD!!!! I literally cannot get it out of editor!!!! I tried about 12 different ways on two different computers!!!! File must be corrupted.....or spirit says NO YOU CANNOT HAVE THIS VIDEO!!!!!

My big lesson in LETTING GOOOOOOOOOOO!

DAMN I struggle wit that!!!!!! I spent so long making it and then to not be able to share it.....

Moving on......next video coming later today.....and some new photos, courtesy of patron @st...

On this day - 7 years ago

Look what I found, scrolling through my cloud!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts?

Puritanical Patreon?

Tell me what you think...because I have been wondering why 18+artists don't get the same treatment as all other creators on Patreon. Firstly we are not entitled to any traffic...so I can only get patrons from my promotions, which I don't feel like doing anymore, and hence we have this little cult like group of hardcore patrons who come and go each month. Second I have to pay $100 a year for vimeo, where non 18+ content creators don't have to even use vimeo anymore.

So, I decided to shar...

Let me know...

Having issues with vimeo, not auto renewing my membership....please let me know if you're having troubles viewing content, as they seem to have downgraded me,,,as soon as i hear back from them everything will be back up and running hopefully within 48 hours....unfortunately as an 18+ channel i can't upload my videos straight to patreon unlike other creators....i have to pay for vimeo.....but keep me updated.......and i'll keep you updated too...

Suze

Wales

Hello my lovelies, I've been in Wales making you lots of content as I met a fan for the first time and spent some lovely time in Wales enjoying nature and fun times with my patron Stuart.

*Apologies for my absence....having troubles with vimeo, am waiting to hear back...if you are finding my content is not available it's because they didn't auto renew my yearly membership fees, and I can't do anything about it through their bot chat, so have to wait for their email to resolve it.

First time...

First time meeting a fan! Wish me luck....I'll let you know how the adventure goes!

Suze

Free Spirit

Hey Guys, sorry I was away last weekend, I was a bit down and didn't feel like posting...so plenty of videos coming your way.....

enjoy

Suze :-)

Marriage in India

Adventures of experiencing an engagement party in India

I wish I had gotten more footage. I just felt a little shy to be filming too much.

In all honesty i wish I had had a gopro strapped to my head the whole trip, because it was all so fascinating, but sometimes you just have to be in the moment.

It's also hard to believe when I watch these vlogs how bad i was feeling the whole time. I mask very well. Except this day I was genuinely feeling good because there's nothing tha...

Cooling OFF!!

Hey gorgeous fans, thanks for your patient on content this week....yesterday i was in bed all day, in pain, time of the month, so am relieved to have energy again today to send you my latest content 💗

On its way is my next vlog from INDIA....on the topic of arranged marriages...coming soon...

brownies

spoiling you rotten with content this weekend, sorry I can't spoil you rotten by giving you the spoon to lick!

brownies were a sensation!!!

RAW BROWNIES

1kg medjool dates

oats (half pack)

toasted walnuts (in airfrier)

peruvian cacao with cacao butter

sea salt

toasted sage leaves (fresh)

BLEND AND MIX

THEN LEAVE IN FREEZER TO COOL

EASY! Even Suze could do it! x

You Know???

I had to do this!!!! Hope it makes you laugh!!!!

If you've seen my latest catchup in the hot tub, you'll understand.

Do I have taurettes???

#youknow #youknow #youknow

Hot Tub Catchup

Reflecting on life

By the way, the first person to correctly count how many times I say "you know" in this vlog , wins a prize!!!

Joking.....but it killed me when I heard this back....I promise to faithfully practise removing these words from my vocabulary...because it's not like you're going to answer back and say "I know"

If you''re watching this, leave a comment in the community chat letting me know what you're doing this weekend

Suze x

Gently Moving into Shape

Join me for some gentle stretching this weekend!

First day back after months of no exercise!!!!

It's time to get fit!

Happy Saturday everyone

Let me know how you're doing by leaving a comment in the Community chat xx