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Love it when I feel good...how are you feeling?

Dressing Up No.4

PATRON ONLY LIVE HAPPENING IN ONE HOURS TIME!

You will have received an email from me to tell you about the PATRON ONLY LIVE happening tonight (or day or morning depending where you are in the world!)

Here is the link:

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PERSONAL AND UNCENSORED!!!!!

it is on ...

Not a morning girl

Woke up this morning feeling a little bit feisty!

Let's open surprise No.4!

This is the last of the four outfits I have been sent!

What will it be?

;-)

Blue Bloopers

Obviously we went with the mermaid idea, cos' this rolling around on the bed idea really sucked ;-)

Last outfit coming up....UNLESS YOU SEND ME SOMETHING!!!

Mermaid Interaction

it's time to take this mermaid out in public!!!

Yoga

It's incredible to me how long it has been since I did some yoga or stretching!

My life has been so full, without realising it I haven't stretched for ages, and it feels so good to give my body some attention again.

My mornings as a "shit shovelling farm girl" are where I get most of my exercise from these days, but with all this tension in my muscles I need a good old stretch!

Time for the soul

I have noticed how life accidentally became a bit of a to do list recently. I opened an email from Kyle Cease (check him out on YouTube) and he reminded me that it's the soul that should be in the drivers seat. So today I asked my soul what it wanted, and it wanted to stretch my body so badly. I think it's time to get to myself and all of the practises that keep me connected with what matters.

Love you.

Thanks for being here this April

Suze

;-)

Time for a dance!

It's been a while since I let my hair down, or in this case, put my extra long hair on, and had a dance! It is TIME!!!!

Music from my friends RayMorgana 

Suze ;-)

Challenge Accepted!

Today the sun came out, we filmed the "in public" video of the 3rd outfit...

which i will be sharing tomorrow!

See you then,

Suze ;-)

Frustration

Sharing everything that's going on...

Surprise Me Challenge

Surprise Me is surprising me! 

As someone who prides herself on rocking the status quo as une femme provocateur....I am surprised to discover that this public challenge of wearing this outfit in public has really got me unsettled!!!!

As my creative directors -YOU- my Patrons-in this interactive tier, I need your help! I hand over this challenge to you to solve.....

Watch this video and share your thoughts (in the comments or via email or message)

GO!

Back to the sea...

Got out in the sunshine today

Looking back to times before I traded my fins away,

My sparkly green scales,

My stunning golden fins,

Out in the sunshine

Are these better than limbs?

Trust v Shame

Some thoughts are going round in my mind around the topic of nudity, shame and trust.

Let me share them with you and you can tell me what you think...

Loyalty Reward Announcement!

I mentioned a few months ago that those who supported me for six consecutive months would receive a personal reward from me. I have finally figured out Patreon's website and found those who have qualified for this loyalty reward! 

A quote I found on loyalty that I am not sure makes any sense at all, but it makes me laugh: 

“A [wo]man is not an orange. You can’t eat the fruit and throw the peel away.”– Arthur Miller

Thanks for eatin...

Tears are good for the soul

So much happens in such short spaces of time, and I am so happy to be a bit more settled now after another move that I can share it with you.

Last night during a very transparent chat with my friend and new business partner I released some tears. Worries that must have been held in my body for some time and had not shared with anyone openly. It's so wonderful to have a release and a safe friend to share our biggest fears with. Now I feel as if some weight has dropped, well emotionally a...

My Mermaid Adventures

Getting creative with the 3rd outfit!

This series is all about MERMAIDS!!!! 

Photos coming soon!

Suze

;-)

Unpacking

Since I moved to Gozo, I have moved five times! now I finally have all of my belongings in one place, and it's time to unpack them all!

Fish out of water

Here is a short story inspired by the third outfit sent to me!

Only one more outfit to go!.....

UNLESS you send me something!!!

ENJOY!

#interactivetier #undressmeup #surpriseme

A fish out of water...

Coming tomorrow...a NSFW movie about a mermaid who trades her fins for legs!

One of the toughest days of my life

Accepting what is

This last few weeks has been MANIC!!! 

Some things have been flowing beautifully whilst others have felt like huge blocks, but I know that everything happens for a reason, and I also know from experience that life goes in waves.

Sometimes it's manic, and then there's calm, up, down, rough, smooth. 

I am so looking forward to settling into my new place in Gozo, and stopping the constant house moving for 6 weeks, and getting back to "normal", whatever that is!

...

Against the flow

I'm swimming against the stream tonight

Every move I make, I hit a wall. One technical problem after another.

I ask myself " If you could do what you naturally want to do, without feeling that there are things that you SHOULD do, what would you do?"

I would go to bed. 

I would sleep and get up knowing that tomorrow night my assistant is joining me in London and we can get it all figured out, and my phone will be fixed and life here on Patreon will be resume.

Life as a Vlogger

So i'm back in the UK, at my parents, and so i sat down to make a Vlog, but after two attempts it looks like my (very very old) laptop is just not willing to video. I can film on my phone, but the audio on the video is also not working, so I shall go to the store today to fix it...when I'm travelling, this is all I have, and neither are working!

These last two weeks have been super stressful. I have perhaps taken on too much, and now with the imminent trip taking my two cats to another ...

Undress Me Up Episode 3

This is the new outfit...

What will it be?

What will i think?

Will you direct what I film?

Will you decide where I wear it in public?

Over to you...

Suze ;-)

Dressing up to lift me up

What do you do to lift yourself up?

As authentic as frickin' possible!

Life is piling up on top of me. My head is a whirring to do list of uploading, scheduling, filming, editing, planning, and my upcoming trip to London is weighing heavily on me. I know it will be traumatising for my cats and most definitely for me too, and I am already feeling stressed and anxious about it.

Other things are weighing on me too, many of my patrons fled the nest this month, which made me sad. Staying on top of promises i have made to people, and finding time for myself to r...

UNDER SURVEILLANCE

It's 1am here in Gozo and we've just finished editing!

For the "in public" video of the second undress me up outfit,  we devised a short film. 

A very creepy short film. All shot in Gozo. 

Here it is: 

"UNDER SURVEILLANCE"

Enjoy ;-)

Loyalty Reward!

Do you remember I mentioned a little while back that I was introducing a Loyalty Reward for any patrons that have stayed for 6 consecutive months?

March brings us up to 6 months. WOW! Time has flownnnnn!!!!!

I'll be checking out today if anyone has won this reward and I will email you...

Is it you?