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Grief

It's been 14 days now since Marv left. Marv is my closest friend and this loss is the hardest I've had to face. It seems to come at a time even harder when some friendships have ended too. I seem to manage to push people away, some of them it's my choice, some of them it's theirs. Either way I'm grieving more than the loss of Marv. A friend warned me it would get harder as the memories of Marv returned, he was right. 

The first two weeks, the first two days I had such immense suppo...

Tarot with Tarot

Topless Tarot Without Tarot!

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11 Days After

Sunday I decided I couldn't take the pain anymore and I made Bourbon Day!

I don't drink so I figured I'd be a lightweight. Nope! 11 drinks later....the pain hadn't left....

And then i did a Kyle Cease video and I got a breakthrough...

When I woke up I made this video and I also decided to get back to YouTube making daily videos...(I'll share with you first)

So much to share with you as grief opens the door to way more than I realised i had to let go of....

Grief Part 2

Second part of accepting the death of my dear friend Marvin. Taking you through the stages of grief and my story around grief, sharing the process with you.

I'm doing OK, it's been 11 days now, I have needed quite some time to myself.

Yesterday I went on a drinking binge, which did nothing to help the pain, more on that later in my wearing last nights makeup video of the morning after my bourbon fuelled day!

Thanks for being here for me, thanks for your patience, it has been...

Meditation on Grief

Thanks to those that reached out over the death of my beloved friend. Marvin's original name was Friend actually! But my boyfriend at the time felt the kittens should have "proper" names, so Friend became Marvin.

Thanks for giving me some time and space to grieve. I had 5 days off and then when I planned to come back I was procrastinating with work and just couldn't start. I don't know why, then this video took two days to make, my editing software on my phone I still can't get my head ...

Rest Peacefully Marv

Hey Guys, You may have heard as my patron @ramon posted to let you know why I was a bit absent at the end of the month

My beloved best friend died, he was poisoned. Grief is intense but it works through us. The extent of our love is the extent of our grief.

I have taken a few days off. I know those of you that know me will know he was my closest companion, far better than any human I have met. 

I buried him the day after in the field opposite my house with the help of s...

Surrender & Release

I used to get really upset when people left my life. Now I trust the universe. I believe that I'm here on Earth School to transcend trauma and help others to do so too, so that we can live in a healed world rather than a hurt world. Hurt people hurt people, healed people heal people.

I have noticed that people leave my life when I activate a trauma in them that they are not willing to release. I used to blame myself but now I accept that I some people don't want to do this work and that...

Blessing part 2

This took me a little while! Two hours of decluttering storage on my phone....too many videos!

This is the second half.....I'm looking at choices we make from our ego and ones that come from our soul....and yes, Suze goes off on tangents, and yes i take nearly 20 minutes to say what I want to say!!!!! Tweet suze Tweet!

Next video coming today.......

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Holy cow so things are heating up. First, I got a car. Well, getting. I was wondering why this was taking me so long to manifest. I did Kyle Cease’s weekend money event and during a deep meditation I tapped into the information I needed. My desire for a flashy car was coming from wanting to impress the haters. Hey haters look at me. Nothing good ever came from that said God. I know. But I really want some payback for what I went through. I got it covered, said God, but not that way. You bei...

Blessings When You Surrender

Hello Patrons,

Coming up this week, some videos from me...here's the first one...part one

Lots to catch up on! 

Part 2 and part 3 coming this week! All your months content crammed into one week!!!!

Suze ;-)

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Hey Patrons,

Sorry I've been a bit quiet, i had to take my phone to be repaired, so was without one for a few days and its time of the month so on my emotional rollercoaster...will be posting plenty of content soon to give you everything expected for the month...

How are you all doing?

Suze :-)

My Unglamorous Life

An update of what the last week has been like while I do my unglamorous housework

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Dance Break

No sun this Easter weekend here in the mediterranean

So all I can do is dance to keep warm!

It's been a while since I danced and it feels good!

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I have had a request for more Topless Tarot where I do reads for Patrons....

but my cards got burned by some religious zealots over Christmas!!!!

I would love to order some new ones, if you would too,...

SPONTANEOUS LIVE ANYONE?

I don't have the luxury of family to be celebrating Easter, so I was thinking a spontaneous live might be in order, (TONIGHT FRIDAY) only if you RSVP

If I hear from you, let's hook up over Skype at 9.30PM CET

ONLY WITH A RSVP here in the comments

Rules for lives: you must interact by audio or video

Suze :-)

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Hi Guys,

Just to fill you all in!!! So...I have been paid correctly (although alongside the usual patreon fees I seem to have lost $215 in 4 months, which I am investigating, I have checked with Paypal, it's def not them, so it must be Patreon)....it's sad but I lose about 25% of what you pay me, the rest goes to patreon, paypal, and exchange rate from dollars to pounds :-(

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Bella

Bella woke up juicy. Her pussy woke her up, purring. She took her fingers in her mouth and sucked until her wet fingers were ready to wake up her yearning yoni. she reached down, pulling her trousers down and pressed her fingers against her sex, teasing them open with her wet fingers. Teasing, teasing, until her pussy was fully wet and juicy. Bella loved to nourish herself this way every morning. It was 1 in the afternoon. Who cares? Her slaves were busy working. Their job was to attend to Be...