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Introducing Bella

WHAT BELLA WANTS BELLA GETS AND IT'S YOUR JOB TO MAKE [IT] HAPPEN

WHATEVER HER [IT] IS

BOW DOWN AND WORSHIP 

BELLA RICH BYTCH DOMYNATRIX

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Hey Patrons


I feel really strange. It felt like my world has just flipped upside down, one minute I was feeling great, and now it feels like everything I was working towards feels like a game of snakes and ladders, one minute i'm up the ladder and now I slid down a snake again. When does this end? Do we ever get to stay up the ladder permanently? That's what I would like to know. In these times, and living with CPTSD is really hard, it's hard to increase my income, it's hard to make forward pr...

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to strike or not to strike

Hi Guys,

Just to let you know I am owed $1800 from March by Patreon I had 40 patrons at least 24 were paying $50 and so far they've only paid me $700

I will wait until the end of the day, I got a letter saying that i have to wait ten business days, with no explanation of why, I don't understand, but I'm not feeling like working if I'm going to get paid less than half of what I'm owed, please write to Patreon on my behalf if you want content

Thanks

Suze xxx

please...

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Bringing the past back...

So the past came back to haunt me. A very good looking past and to be honest Daniel is more gorgeous looking than ever. But is he good for me?

I feel like Sex and the City!

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What's Going on with YouTube?

In case you're interested, some updates on my youtube channel and what I've been dealing with there....

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WELCOME TO April!

Damn! i should have done an April Fools joke! Missed that one!

It's April! HOW ON EARTH IS IT APRIL ALREADY???

I'm overdue an upload, I was having issues uploading last night, am retrying again now...

Thinking of you, lots to share....WOW what a few days!!!!!

Had a major flashback, that's why I have been quiet, will explain all to come in my next videos...

Suze ;-)


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What did you MISS?

So, all these livestreams you keep missing patrons!!!!!

I need to keep you up to date on the JUICE!

Well done @david I know you showed up and i was in my own little world and i rocked up ten minutes late, so apologies, but stick around next time!

@ramon made it (as usual) AND being the wild creative that he is, he came up with a suggestion for my name as a singer/artist...

I know it's time to share wit...

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LIVE, LIVE ,LIVE!!!! FOR MY $50 PATRONS

Hey Beauty's

It's that time again! Live with Suze! How did the week come around so fast?

Well, let's snuggle up and get cosy at 9.30pmCET TODAY!

See you later!

You make the conversation

I'll be sharing what's happening on YouTube and Fansly, my music career, "Behind the Curtains" and anything else you want to talk about.....and maybe I'll include some dancing!!!!

Here is the link: https...

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Possibly too Shocking to Post?

Body De-cluttering

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Girly Time

No words, just me hanging out with myself, well, and Marv

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GOING LIVE AGAIN AT 6PM CET!!!

Jumped on for a brief chat with patron @ramon, but we decided to meet again at 6pm CET for 30 minutes

See you in about 30 minutes time!

If anyone wants to join here is the link: 

https://join.skype.com/Hne9uG8GAZy1 

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CODE FOR TODAYS LIVE

https://join.skype.com/ALiWQgYYOTjr 

I will keep doors open until 4.30pm CET TIME

Hope to see you there!!!!

Suze :-)

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Running late!

Sorry having issues with Skype...will be a few minutes late then i will upload code!!!!

Suze x

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LIVE CHANGE OF TIME

The LIVE with me will be 4pm CET until 5pm CET, I forgot I had a call at 5!!!!

Please RSVP so I'm not waiting around, and if no one shows up the room will close at 4.30pm

i know it's a bit early for those of you in the West of America but there will be another next weekend!

This one is open to both $25 and $50 tiers

I will share link ten minutes before via Skype!!!!

Rules are: this is interactive so please be available to talk, video or text mini...

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Out n About

I know some of you have asked me to share more of my life outside the little box that is my home!

This winter has been the quietest winter in my history here in gozo. Gozo has felt like a ghost town. The lack of human contact has meant that it feels as if all my friendships are virtual. And whilst there is nothing wrong with that, it's just different. And as an ENFP (I talk about personality types in this, check out 16 personality types, and tell me yours, if you're an INFJ, we could da...

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LIVE WITH SUZE THIS SUNDAY!

Hi Lovelies, 

I've been invited as a guest to a Heart Summit this weekend, so I have decided to schedule our live for Sunday 20TH March @5pm CET

Please RSVP below, this is open to both $25 and $50 patrons 


There will be another next weekend (probably Saturday) for my $50 Patrons exclusively, where we will be going behind the curtain with the development of my new kinky character!

I will attach the link just before ...

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Photo Time

A little something for my $20 Patrons

How are you all doing?

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Let's go Live Next Weekend


Let's do our LIVE WITH SUZE next weekend, FRIDAY NIGHT

I need to prepare for a podcast I am being interviewed tomorrow

Remember if you are my $50 patron you can request a 20 minute zoom call with me anytime outside of this live and yet do come to these lives where you can meet other patrons, the conversations are really great and an opportunity to build characters with me behind the curtain! View Post

SPONTANEOUS LIVE!

Oh me! So spontaneous!

Tonight 9.30pm CET let's go live for an hour

JOIN ME!

Open to my $25 and $50 patrons

I will send the link ten minutes before the door opens!!!!

Suze 

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Introducing...

My $50 patrons get to see and hear about my behind the curtain creations...

Here is a character I am exploring creating and her name is.....

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Tantra

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Setting boundaries

timestamps for anyone who finds the longer vlogs too long:


00:42 Valentines Proposal

6;50 Tantra festival

7:32 Pirated content and the effect it had on me

13:50 Exploring my sexuality in public

19:15 Patreon updates

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Watch Me 2

Second watch me video

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Hey sexy peeps

I had planned to post two more videos yesterday, also got some photos for my $20 tier, but I had a major flashback. Was crying for 20 minutes and was just feeling all of these suicidal thoughts (don't worry they are passive) but the thoughts really torture me. 

I decided the best thing was to reset my nervous system and go to sleep, so I was in bed by ten.

So I'm going to be uploading today.....including another Watch Me style video for the $50 tier....

I'll also be ann...

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Naked Tiramisu with Tiramisusie

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authenticity magnified

Authenticity. What a journey. I think there was a point where authenticity to me was all about being natural. Natural hair, natural body, speaking honestly, transparently, sharing your behind the scenes in a world of showreels.

Being real is a confusing conundrum, in a world where we have grown up conditioned out of our natural nature. 

I started my journey of authenticity by sitting in front of the camera just being myself. That has moved onto times where i have felt really ...

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I can see you!

I can see 2 patrons attempting to join my live but you're not getting in!!!!!!

Do you want to join?

I will close up in 5 minutes!!!!! message me on skype

Suze 

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watch me

THIS IS BRAND NEW CONTENT

WHY is this different from the content I normally post?

One reason: I am exploring my desire to be seen. To enjoy being seen. I made this video with the enjoyment of being watched and seen. 

What's the difference? I let go of self judgment. i let go of shame. 

I enjoyed knowing I was being watched.

This is new territory for me. I have rarely ever allowed myself to enjoy being seen. 

Watch this knowing that I fully co...

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LIVE LINK FOR TODAYS LIVE

https://join.skype.com/KFzbAxxlbMLN 

Hey gorgeous sexy people

I want everyone who can make it to show up tonight with your gorgeous juicy energy!!!!

Let's get live!

We'll be talking about sexual energy how to use it, leading your life from authenticity and living a life that's fun, even if the tribe don't think so, I'm gonna introduce voxer to the $50 tier, so we can talk about that, maybe...

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