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Bonus. Zagreus x Patroclus

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An angel (selfies)

I haven't been feeling very well the last few days. Hopefully I won't get sick. There is no strength to do something. I just watch Korean dramas. Some Korean guys are so handsome. Haha))

The question of influence. (selfies, diary)

Lovely light and romantic TV series. I really liked it.))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mblFBSFHisw 

Diary. Megalomania and persecution mania are twin sisters. If a person has delusions of grandeur, then (one hundred percent) he also has  persecution mania  and vice versa .... I continue to find and study algorithms that violate mental integrity. ... A question of influence. There ...

Theo. My OC. Bonus.

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Theo searches for ancient divine revelations in the labyrinth of the Minotaur. It seems he found one for sure. )))

An innovative algorithm (selfies, diary)

It was so powerful. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynmbNWEP-oE

Diary. When I write a new innovative algorithm in my psyche, it always has consequences on the mental and physical levels. The new algorithm begins to squeeze out from the depths of my mind what contradicts it. Sometimes this is accompanied by vascular spasms and pain. And these pains continue until I understand the essence of the inner conf...

Theo. Bonus

When I'm short on time, I sketch. This is Theo, my original character. He is a god. His Parents are the Greek Gods and the Inca Gods. )))

In search of divinity. (Selfies. Diary)

I like his .... green sweater. :))) https://youtu.be/DOGhYz5tS2o

Diary. Many years ago I read a book on clinical psychology and psychiatry. I was particularly interested in neuroses, but I also liked the information on schizophrenia. The analysis of the self-identity of patients with schizophrenia seemed very interesting to me. The author said that their self-identity does not reflect reality and includes many external...

Inner integrity (selfies, diary)

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1.  I did not expect that kind of content on YouTube. Hahaha )) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjPj1Mr144A

2. The person who drew this anime is a genius. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsj6AkTvAa8

Diary. So far, I have no inner integrity. And divinity implies absolute inner integrity and self-suffic...

Shiva and Shakti (selfies, diary)

Diary. Modern culture is far from the idea of ​​human divinity. Modern culture says that man is an animal. However, this is always an individual choice, the choice of who to be. You can be an animal or a human or a deity. Of course, it's easier to be an animal, for this you just need to take a step back, because this is the previous stage in the development of our consciousness, we have all been embodied as animals. If someone thinks that such a complex mental structure as the human psych...

Nirvana and Neurotic pain (selfies, diary)

My mood at the moment))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doda2qlIVt0

Diary. 1. Refused black and green tea. I don't drink them for a month. I already have too much excitement inside. I haven't drunk coffee for years. I do not drink alcohol and I have never smoked anything. ... I was recently at a phlebologist and did ultrasound of the veins and arteries of both legs (there was pain in the right leg)...

Nature (selfies, diary)

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Diary. "Now I understand the basic meaning of neurotic spasms. You can deceive yourself, but not your nature and not the nervous system of your body. The body always shows the truth. The main meaning of neurotic spasms is the rejection by the unique nature of the dissonant interaction. Interaction can be on two levels: inside yourself (with your thoughts, feelings, beliefs, images) and with something outside. As soon as you choose to interact with unpleasant thoughts or unpleasant s...

Triptych Eternal Maitreya (selfies, diary)

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1. I bought an oriental carpet. I like it so much. ))

2. I have finally finished my triptych Eternal Maitreya (For one of my kitchen walls). According to Buddhist tradition, Maitreya is a bodhisattva who will appear on Earth in the future, achieve complete enlightenment, and teach the pure dharma. According to scriptures, Maitreya will be a successor to the present Buddha, Gautama Buddha (also known as Śākyamuni Buddha). The prophecy of the arrival of Maitreya refers to a ti...

Two different worlds (diary, selfies)

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I watched several programs about various countries, about everyday life and culture. I really liked the program about Tibet, about the current relations between Tibet and China. I suddenly realized that I live in very good conditions. ))) Everything is relative. ))

I read books about cognitive psychology. I watch Korean and Chinese feature films about robots. )) I do not really like to call the soul a program, and the body robotics, because it is a little humiliating, but for ...

Need. Two aspects. (diary, selfies)

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Need. Two aspects. Each choice and inner state is multiplied by evolution over time. 1. When you say: “I need love,” then over time this need will be greater. And if you have established self-sufficiency, then there will be no painful addiction. There will be a desire for love, but not a need, not an addiction. 2. Second. Need is something that you have closed in your soul or in your activity or life. You can give it to yourself but you don't do that. Then you will be desperate ...

Legendary creatures. (selfies, diary)

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1. I love mountains so much. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qg93IYG16kQ&t=24s

2. Almost every computer game now has a division of characters into classes. There are Common, Uncommon, Rare, Epic, Legendary, and Mythological. Legendary and mythological creatures differ from ordinary ones in that they have a very striking uniqueness. They have a unique personality, unique abilities ...

Sense of community or cosmic uniqueness. )) (selfies, diary)

1.  The lyrics are so funny ))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDnoUrpqBcM&list=RDMMiDnoUrpqBcM&start_radio=1

2. Any infernal society is ruled by the idea that the universe has not given to an individual his own individual, independent from other people, a happy path. Such a society will always "sing songs" about how you cannot survive without othe...

Correlation of inferno and freedom. (diary, selfies)

1. So infernal, but so sincere.)) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0wEe-_8wSw 

2. Correlation of inferno and freedom. Inverse correlation, i.e. the more inferno, the less freedom. This physical body has few freedoms. It does not even fly,))) there is no mobility in its matter. It is not difficult for the universe to create a body, for example, on plasma, and not on carbon and water. Apparently, cons...

Eternal life and work (selfies, diary)

1. Douluo Dalu is a beautiful and amazing anime. The script is just great. One of the most interesting anime I've watched.

2. That body))) ohh))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rTjGEABva0

3. I really liked this method of determining individual vocational guidance. Imagine that you have everything, that you have achieved everything you wanted (you have love, friends, money or something else t...

Eternal soul (selfies, diary)

0. Good song)))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSQlnCoW1hA 

1. I heard him saying, “I have no one left who would be dear to me and who I would like to take care of. Why should I live? "I know this is a difficult situation. But you have yourself. Aren't you worthy of your own care and love? You are a living being. You are a child of the universe too. Why don't you see yourself as a living be...

The meta key (selfies, diary)

1. Funny))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNCyWfVVgcg

2.This is tasteful ))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2hfvkxoJbE

3. A few days ago I had a revelation.))) A very important awareness to me, ...the meta key.))) It is one thing to understand what you are talking about, and another thing is to feel it...

Neural alchemy (diary, selfies, video)

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Once again I plunge into my inner world. I feel infernal algorithms in my mind. They sound like “Faster, faster, faster. You don't have much time. You need to do it faster. You only have one life. You need to achieve social status, make money, find friends, find love. Get, get, get the outer elements. You are not enough for yourself. You cannot be your source of life and joy. You are nothing without society. Get our approval. " These programs involve the adrenal glands. I feel a s...

Resonance (diary, selfies, videos)

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Resonance arises when systems are similar, when cosmic uniquenesses are similar, or there is a similarity in self-centering shifts. You feel it as the strongest magnetism, as strong love or admiration. Anything can cause resonance, but if you do not have some elements, then external forces can provoke you as much as they want, it will not work. You won't give a response. You can choose certain external elements and use them to strengthen your specific traits or qualit...

Betrothed to the sun (diary, selfies, videos)

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Great TV series https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rI55SRM6uhs

Some Malaysian music is so good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE1S8-e7J8k

Diary. The equation I am = I am. I am what I am. The first part is what I really am in reality, and the second part is my ideas about myself. These two parts must match. T...

Thirst (selfies and diary)

1. I want a cowboy outfit like those guys have and I’m gonna learn couple those dance moves too.))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lx8mmWZxWuQ

2. My mind showed me a few more forms of psychological gluings. Social roles. If you want to play or fulfill any social role, you will never leave the inferno zone, because any social role is a rejection of your own personal freedom. Even if you are the leader ...

Psychosomatic excavations (selfies and diary)

1. My favorite superhero ever ))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKpr55FoxnQ

2. Interesting ))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tTETfXbKi0

3. A panic attack is born out of fear of losing something (usually life). Digging deeper, it's the fear of losing your body. Man defines himself through the body. Psychological...

Nirvana (selfies + diary)

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1. One Archangel and six angels.))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87pIt44-n04

2. Nirvana or inner grace or inner comfort is a natural, primordial psychological state. It is the cosmic basis of all living things, the basis of the entire cosmos / the essence of the universe. When a person tries to hold onto or receive something that is not part of his structure, nirvana disappears, ...only tens...

Sport (selfies and diary)

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1. The most humorous and hilarious Thai TV series I've seen. Diary of Tootsies 1, Diary of Tootsies 2, Tootsies and the Fake. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcr-gSaZOuM

2. I started to study a new course. Investments. I always wanted to learn about stocks, bonds, the stock exchange, but I never had free time for this.

3. Clarification on self-identification. "I" is self-awareness and a s...

Buddhas come as Spring. (selfies and diary)

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1. I am reading a book about Buddhism. I really liked the phrase "Buddhas come as Spring".

2. So cute))))))) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muvXX2UN9ao

3. Diary. Refinements and detailing.  .... Infernal zones (infernal worlds) are quarantine zones. Infernal worlds are inhabited by infernal beings, i.e. mortals. They (we))) are isolated like lepers. Infernal beings are livi...

Eternal life. Part 2

1.My favorite song of the week))))  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXdNrXtzKqc 

2. A diary. I can use this as a script for a novel. )))) Eternal life. Part 2 ...I think… not the entire planet Earth is a prison, but human society is for sure. What do all prisoners in prison have in common? Right...They all have a sentence and a term of imprisonment. Yes, we all have the same sentence. Death. ...

Eternal life. Part one.

A diary. Eternal life. Part one. There are eternally living beings on this planet. For example, the immortal jellyfish, etc. Of course, forever living and indestructible are two different things.)) Many religions talk about the existence of different hells and heavens (different houses or planets for different kinds of beings). Infernal worlds are … prisons. But if you were born in a prison and have never seen the world outside the prison, how can you know that you are living in a prison? A...