Streaming!
Added 2019-12-02 00:47:23 +0000 UTCJust gonna get some food first.
I initially wrote a long post about this where I explain the deadline thingy, but I ended up going off on tangents that had nothing to do with anything so, lol, that was a waste of a good two hours... why am I like this lol..
TLDR;
I thought the deadline was december 1. I was convinced it was. Then my publisher informed me that I had somewhat of an abundance of time, which allowed me to finally rest for a little bit. Only to inform me again this friday that holy shit it's the apocalypse and it needs to be done ASAP or you won't get published at all cause we're giving up on you if you don't get it ready for publishing this spring.
So there's that.
Thing is my mental health refuses to let me work more than something equivalent to a 10 hour work week at most, if I'm lucky and the stars are in position or whatever. No I am in no control of this and yes I have tried probably everything you will suggest and then some.
Like if I was some rich asshole with servants and limitless funds and shit, then sure I could use all of my energy on drawing for... heck maybe 20 hours a week? Wouldn't that have been the dream, huh? But I'm not a rich asshole with servants. I am an unemployed little shit living off of social welfare cause I have a mental condition that doesn't want me to succeed at anything, someone who can hardly do the dishes without needing a five hour powernap. So yeah... this deadline might literally be the death of me, there is that risk, but ech... isn't that also the whole point of making art? Suffering for it? lol... That's why it's called PAINting lol... I love that meme...
I hope this doesn't sound passive agressive, it is just my self deprecating sense of humor tbh xD Laughing at a bad situation makes it more manageable, I find.
So come watch my suffering and laugh with me as I draw puppies and rainbows! xD lol.. see ya there?
