benjaminkoll

Shadows and light (NSFW)

Hey guys! This has been an eventful week on the B Side, lots of drama mixed with a family situation left me destroyed for a few days.

Something that (thankfully) never happened here before, happened there for the first time. A guy (OF subscriber) stole some of my pics and pieces of videos and started posting them on a Telegram group and other places. I was able to discover who he was with the help of one of you (thank you ❤️), and when I confronted him let's say it wasn't pretty, th...

The Harness (Part 4) NSFW

Hey guys! Here's the penultimate harness gallery. Got myself one (among other stuff that I'll be showing you soon) and started playing with the lights, editing, and well, letting myself go, you have more about that on the B Side haha

Have a great Friday 😘❤️ 

The Harness (Part 3) NSFW

Got myself a new harness and started playing around with it, taking pics, changing backgrounds, trying different faces... more coming later 😉

Here are the un cropped versions from the first post. This series was posted entirely on the B Side, but since it seems censorship is getting a little relaxed here, I'll start posting them here as well, re edited and with the added bonus that Patreon allows bigger sizes and more interesting screen ratios. 

Have a great day! 😘❤�...

The Harness (Part 2) NSFW

So, as I was telling you, I got myself a new harness and started playing around with it, taking pics, trying different faces... what was I channeling here? 😉

This series was posted entirely on the B Side, but since it seems censorship is getting a little relaxed here, I'll start posting them here as well, with the added bonus that Patreon allows bigger sizes and more interesting screen ratios. 

Have a great day! 😘❤️

The Harness (Part 1)

Got myself a new harness and started playing around with it, taking pics, changing backgrounds, trying different faces... more coming later 😉

This series was posted entirely on the B Side, but since it seems censorship is getting a little relaxed here, I'll start posting them here as well, with the added bonus that Patreon allows bigger sizes and more interesting screen ratios. The first is 3:4 and the last two are 16:9 so you can use them as wallpapers 🛠

Have a great day! �...

The Cowboy! (Parts 7 & 8) (NSFW)

Howdy! Wanna sit in my lap? 🤠 

I promise I'll be good 😉

Happy Thursday, and a #tbt video: https://youtu.be/kZASSH_HGGE 

😘❤️

Mask off! (NSFW)

Sunday! Time to take the mask and everything else off, and enjoy the good things in life ☺️

Enjoy your day guys 😘😘❤️

Heroes

We could be heroes…

https://open.spotify.com/track/3oLMi5Bq1fVHpMYDtRA1hc

Have a great weekend 😘😘❤️

Welcome to TBRU

Hey guys! Just took some pics for you ☺️

Welcome to my room at TBRU, more coming tomorrow 😘😘❤️

The Cowboy! (Part 6) (NSFW)

Morning guys! These boots are made for walking... but now it's time to take them off and let the bed games begin...😜🤠 

This is the sixth Cowboy photo series! More happening on the B Side, but no worries, I'm doing my best so you don't miss out.

First day of TBRU in Dallas, lets see how it goes. Hugs and kisses 😘❤️

The Cowboy! (Part 3)

Is it me or did he take something off while I was gone?
This cowboy seems to be ready for a rodeo… 😜🤠

Morning guys! This crazy week is coming to an end and we are working overtime to have it all ready for our trips to Spain next week and Dallas TBRU in the US the week after that. I'll keep you posted. Happy Friday! 😘❤️

The Cowboy! (Part 2)

Morning amigos! the cowboy let us take these pics as we followed him for a day, but rest assured, things got heated up a little after this...
I edited these special 16:9 wallpaper versions exclusively for you my dear Patrons. To be continued tomorrow 🤠

Happy Thursday!! 😘❤️

The Cowboy! (Part 1)

Save a horse, ride a cowboy 🤠

"The Cowboy" series starts here 🤠 and I edited these special 16:9 wallpaper versions exclusively for you my dear Patrons. The series will continue for the most part on the "b side" because of this platform's limitations, but I'll edit and post for you versions that comply with the guidelines (as I did with the pool party series), so you don't miss a thing.

More coming soon, have a great Wednesday! 😘❤️

Advance screening! Living On My Own (Jose Spinnin Cortes Remix)

Hey my dear patrons, here's a surprise just for you, the advance screening of the new version of "Living On My Own (Jose Spinnin Cortes Remix)" that I'll release on YouTube next Tuesday.

This is an extended, reedited with new scenes version of the segment we presented on the 54 Show, only this time featuring Jose Spinnin and Farit on some of the new scenes. We shot the...

The Professor! (Part One)

It started as always. Another country, a possible discovery, but I didn't expect the adventure he had in mind for me... or maybe I was fooling myself?
But he made a move very early on and everything changed...

"The Professor" series starts here 🤠☺️ and I did these special 16:9 version exclusively for you my dear Patrons. The series will continue for the most part on the "b side" because of this platform's limitations, but I'll edit and post for you versions that com...

The Afterparty! (Part 2)

Hello again! So here's the second part of that after pool party series ☺️

As I told you on my previous post, this set is inspired by past experiences I discovered many of us in the gay community share. I'm talking about that time when you unexpectedly saw an older guy you had fantasized on a swimsuit, or when you bumped into him in a dressing room, and he began to undress in front of you, and you felt like you was about to faint...

And many other stories 😉 Do you have one t...

The Afterparty! (Part 1)

Hey my dear patrons, here are more pics from the Pool Party 2022 photo set. This set was inspired by various experiences I had in my teens, something I discovered later on that was a common thing in our community. 

I'm talking about that time when you unexpectedly saw an older guy you had fantasized on a swimsuit, or when you bumped into him in a dressing room, and he began to undress in front of you, and you felt like you was about to faint...

And many other stories 😉 Do ...

Beach Memories (NSFW)

Is there such a thing as #throwbacktuesdays? If yes, here's my first 🤪

So #tbt to 2014, a day on the beach with just a soda can and... a twin brother? 😅
Here are a few moments of one nice morning in Malaga in 2014. I was with friends there, but since rules of this site don't allow me to post pics of (or with) others anymore if they're not verified creators, I created a little twist of events with the help of Photoshop 🤓😜
Oh! And a playlist for you: 2022-02-22 17:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post

Pool Party 2022!

Good morning my dear patrons! Here's a photo set we shot last Monday morning and I've been editing until today for you. You've been asking for swimwear pics and I tried to come up with something different than before, this time inspired by a 50's and 60's color palette. Hope you enjoy them.

UPDATE from the studio: things are hectic at the studio this days. Being away10 days for BeefDip made me fall a little behind on my plans but the good thing is I have a good margin to still be able t...

Valentine's Day SECOND Wallpaper!

So here's the second wallpaper, took me more than I expected but I think it was worth it, I also perfected some aspects of the process so it's very likely I'll do a little update on the precious one :)

Hope you had a great day 😘❤️

Valentine's Day Wallpaper!

Hey my dear patrons, here's something I did today for you. We were having breakfast and had the idea of doing a quick photo shoot before the Youtube premiere, so I could edit a wallpaper that somewhat matched the style of the unicorn one I shared with you to celebrate 2022.

There are two more on the making, but just in case I can't have them in time today, here's the first (these edits take hours). 

Did you see the video, here's the link: 2022-02-14 22:41:56 +0000 UTC View Post

New Premiere Today! 2 Become 1 (Perfected Twice Remix)

Hello guys, don't miss the premiere later today of a special edit of the 2 Become 1 segment on my 54 Show featuring Jose Spinnin Cortes.

I added new scenes, reedited here and there, improved color and light, and rendered all in 4K. There are two more videos coming soon taken from the show and amped up, I'll let you kn...

Shower

He told me to wait for him at the shower...
What happened next?

Morning guys, wishing you a great weekend. Just had word that this month's Beargi Magazine is out, and I'm on the cover!!! (that's my third, if memory serves). They are a Turkish bear magazine that perform a very needed work in their bear community. Here are their links:

Digital magazine: http://beargi.net/ 

Instagram: 2022-02-12 13:44:53 +0000 UTC View Post

Dust Freaks - Benjamin Koll Mashup

Hey my dear patrons, here's something very special just for you. This was one of my "secret weapons" this past BeefDip 2022. It's a mashup of "Another One Bites The Dust" by Queen with "Le Freak" by Chic, reversed from the one I did in 2020 + just 1 track of another classic song. The one who guesses it gets a t-shirt :D

The particularity of this mashup its that I had the chance to do it with the actual original multitrack tapes, so I could re engineer some of the sounds...

Red Singlet (Part 2)

So here they are, the other eight pictures of the set, hope you like them.

Day is going well, and we’re just two hours away of getting a cab to the airport. The place is beautiful but we miss home ☺️

Bearhugs 😉😘😘❤️

Red Singlet (Part 1)

Remember that time I tried to act like a wrestler? Well, it was an epic fail but hubby thought you’d enjoy the result so here it is LOL 😂

Beefdip 2022 has been an amazing edition but hard work for us, we are so looking forward going back home today… can’t wait to spend tomorrow just chilling in front of the TV and ordering junk food. Next day I’ll resume work on the new album. One highlight of the week is that out of more than 2000 bears we only have account of 1 getting a p...

The Neighbor (Part 2) (NSFW)

It's 4am, everyone is sleeping, the building where you live is quiet, but there's some movement in the stairs that lead to the attic, you went out and took a peek, the heat wouldn't let you sleep, to discover the neighbor walking up and down the stairs, undecided but bare naked... what would you do next?

The Suit

I think I need some help taking off this suit...

Morning guys! Crazy busy days at the studio before leaving tomorrow for BeefDip. The list of things I'm on this days covers an entire A4 page but I'm happy because I want to give you something special with my next album and book. I'm super excited about it, and can't wait to be able to tell you more.
Have a great Wednesday! 😘❤️

The neighbor (Part 1)

Do you ever wonder what your neighbor does at 4am?

To be continued...

Hope you're having a great Tuesday! 😘❤️

Big & proud!

Hello my dear patrons! We were able to finally take new pics today and I wanted to share a little advance with you, just off the camera, no retouching. These three made me think "OMG I got big, but also, hey, I'm proud!" (because last week's doctor checkups and blood works were near perfect, no cholesterol no arthritis, nothing).

There will be more coming soon. Also in more exciting news, I completed yesterday 10 songs for the upcoming album! I'm working on three more plus a slot for an...