This is Suze

Naked with String Music Video

" The hardest thing for me, about my move from Chicago to here, was clothes. I can get rid of furniture, antiques, art, apartment, forget about it, never have to see it again, but holding onto a Franco Forray skirt, honey, I gotta have it!" 

Oprah speaking to Ru Paul Charles

Thank you to my friends Raymond and Jeimy who make up RayMorgana. They have given me access to their entire music collection for my Patreon videos. This song is called Glossolalia Sex in Vintage France, f...

Naked with String (ii)

Dressing up has always been one of my favourite things.

My favourite childhood place to invite my friends to play was my dressing up box, an old trunk full of my mum's old dresses, skirts, waistcoats. I would put on fashion shows and direct my friends through my made up spring and summer collections ;-)

Beautiful ones

It's Tuesday night, and I've been working so hard launching the new tier. So many days of filming and editing. I'm loving it, and I am also so tired, I haven't stopped for 15 days straight, it's 7.15pm and I'm ready for bed!

Thank you so much to those that signed up to the new content, I am super excited to share these surprises with you!

Thanks for all my patrons who are following the Authenticity Challenge. Whilst the challenge may not be considered interactive, I just want you ...

Naked with String (i)

Thank you to my patron who sent this all the way from San Francisco.

At first I was really sceptical about how this would look, but after dancing around in this for a while, I began to feel really sexy. 

What will you send me next?

Photo shoot coming today!

Ready for some SURPRISE ME! patron only photos from the Naked with String collection?

Photos coming today and the next video comes out TOMORROW!

Suze ;-)

Ep.1 Sc.2 Naked with String

The adventures of Suze with string!

This outfit definitely surprised the hell outta me!

Thanks so much to my friend Raymond Jacques for the music: 

Are U Freshman-Night Plan Inside the Home

What to expect today!

The next SURPRISE ME! video is arriving today!

How will that first outfit work out when I try it on?

Good surprise? Bad surprise? 

You'll see!

Remember: this is MY MOST INTERACTIVE TIER!

YOU are my director, my costume designer, and you get to decide where I wear it in public and what kind of videos you want me to make!

Post your directions and suggestions in the comments here or under any of the videos. You can also send me a personal email if you pre...

Dance before bed

Sometimes the best way to let go of the way I'm feeling is to move. Words also help. I didn't realise how much I had to get off my chest.

*p.s. this upload was due yesterday, Gozo internet took 24 hours to get this video to upload to Vimeo ;-)

SURPRISE ME! My new interactive patron only tier has now LAUNCHED!!!

Step 1: You send me an item of clothing or other accessory you want to see me wear  

Step 2: I open it and give you my HONEST opinion. LMAO  

Step 3: I try it on. OMG!  

Step 4: I wear it in public. OMFG!  

SEND YOUR SURPRISE TO: 

                  TRIQ TAS SALIB               &nbs...

SURPRISE ME! Episode 1

SURPRISE ME! has launched!

This tier is based on an idea from one of my long term followers which I have developed into a series of videos and photos that I hope you will find entertaining

Episode 1: Opening the first package...!

Episode 2: coming this week!

with love from,

Suze ;-)

SURPRISE ME! Tier launches TOMORROW!

Super excited to launch my new interactive patron only tier tomorrow!!!

Are you ready for my new content?

Suze ;-)

Super early morning shower

How early do you wake up?

ANNOUNCEMENT! My New Tier is on its way!

I'm excited to announce to you, my dear patrons, that my new tier will shortly be arriving!

This creation was an idea sparked by one of my long term followers, Patron No.5,  who made the suggestion of an interactive tier. I mulled it over for some time, and then decided YES! I would love for my followers to get interactive with me, and also, as you know, I love dressing up! AND it's time for some comedy, some dancing and some laughs! Which is what this tier is all about! Me dressin...

Good morning!

Game?

Is the game on or off?

Am I just not willing to hear the truth?

Why are these dances between men and women so hard to understand?

My birthday

Today, a really long time ago, lol, I was born. I'm not a big fan of birthdays not because of growing older, but because I feel that it's a day that reflects how loved we are. And I always whince when people make excuses not to come to your party etc, and it's a time for me where it's just one day of a year that is supposed to be a day where we celebrate that that person is in the world, but for me it often feels like a reminder of how many ways people aren't celebrating that I am in their li...

Butterflies

Navigating my feelings as I find myself falling for someone I like. The desire to find a partner has become stronger and stronger since I got away from the city and started living my island life.

The real me, the real you

This last week has been a challenging one. Symptoms of CPTSD have been rising, and for any of my followers that have known me long enough, you'll know that this is something that I have to live with whether i like it or not. This last week, I would say I like it, not. So much shame has arisen from having this trauma keep arising from new situations, that seems outside of my control. ObviousLy there are tools to deal with it and handle it in the best way i can, but this week has been hard. It'...

Authentically me

Weird bath

In Gozo it's quite normal to go round to your friend for a bath. This particular friend has a very weird bath!

In my favourite place, sharing my thoughts.

Storms in Gozo

The weather is stormy, at least it's not me, although knowing myself that change of mood is only a raincloud away!!

I have to be honest I've had moments today of missing London, even though I know i wanted to escape for so long. I guess it's better the devil you know. Maybe it's just the bad weather, and i'll feel better once the sunshine comes again. The storms also affect my uploading time! It can take several tries over a couple of days to get things online. Reminds me of my days in ...

Waking Up

This low spell I seem to have been under is lifting! Suzerella is waking up to the idea that she might have to change her thoughts in order to change her reality...

Is it safe to share my worst?

Sharing with you a video based on a lot of what I shared a few days ago when I wrote about the feelings I'd been having of feeling low. 

These are times that are painful for any of us to share.

Is it safe to share? What do we risk losing?

An actual artist

When everyone had gone to bed on New Years Eve, which must have been around 2.30am, I decided to have some moments alone to body paint and make a video. The next day I edited it and I'm not sure whether you might need to be under some kind of influence to enjoy this video! But I hope it will amuse you the way it did me. It feels the most authentic expression of myself to be messing around in front of the camera and creating stories and movement and piecing it together with whatever inspires m...

Happy New Year

My loyal patrons, I wish for you such an amazing year.

What does an amazing year look like for you?

For me it would be to continue with my dream of making full time content. I feel as if sometimes I make promises that I cannot or do not always keep, and that makes me feel sad.

These last few days, maybe weeks, as I have transitioned out of the big city to this tiny little island of Gozo,  all kinds of upheaval has arisen. Tears, anger, so much coming up everyday that I ...

Going live in just over 90 minutes!

Tune in tonight over on YouTube! You know how much I love to hang with you. This is for me, what makes everything come alive. When I am there with you in the moment responding to you, feeling your presence, it's what gives me energy!

I would love for you to join me. Head to This is Suze

Here's the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-k9SaqjMzs

Subscribe if you haven't done already and... TE...

Breakfast

Rewards!

I love creating rewards for my Patrons!

The next reward is: THE LOYALTY REWARD!

Be my Patron for 6 consecutive months and you will be invited to have a 1-2-1 sharing with me on Skype!

So the first Skype would be March 2019!

I am creating a new tier this year called In Bed with Suze and in that you will get to experience me, in bed with someone, having a transparent sharing!

Your Skype call will be the opportunity to experience what it feels like to have a transpa...

Decluttering

Why do we want to change ourselves?

Happy Christmas!

love Suze :-)