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Hi Free Members

Hello to my new free members...

Z4, Alessandro, Thomas Hupfer, Serdar Kara, Angelo Tomasi, Wray Gray, Eloy Gonzales, Jose H, BB, Robert Lewis

I'm in Portugal right now, visiting an artist friend and making art, I'm sharing the behind the scenes and performance videos on my $50 tier...vlogs on my $25 tier, and everything underneath...

once you become my patron, you can email me and tell me all about YOU!!!

See you inside,

Suze ;-)

Rejection Sensitivity

Shout outs to my free members!!!

Shout out to my 2023-2024 free members, before I say hello to any new members, just want to make sure you're all feeling LOVED!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️

I know you've been peeping from the fence now for some time, so if you have never jumped over the fence and checked out my content, make This is Suze this months Netflix!!!hahah!

Like I always say, START AT THE BEGINNING with the vlogs etc, so you see the journey, and life goes in the right order!

Right now I'm in Portugal!!! ...

COSTUME DESIGN

Behind the scenes of costume design for the exhibition performance Vertigo in Lisbon, Portugal

Follow me behind the scenes with the designers and artists creating a piece to be performed in a couple of days...

The goal here in Portugal is to make as much art and artistic content as possible!!!!!

Really happy to be a part of this creative work and happy that you're along for the ride, Mwah!

Suze ;-)

Shout out to my new free members!!!

Hey Forced Silence, Charles Lee Ray, Mr Light and David...

WELCOME!!!!!!!

I'll post free content here from time to time, and let you know what's going on inside....

$5 tier is misadventures of Suze blogs and creative writing

$20 tier is ALL the photoshoots

$25 Uncensored Authenticity Challenge

$50 50 Shades of Suze - everything artistic and everything else!!

Each tier gives you access to ALL the conte...

My New Adventure

Be a part of my new adventure!!! Thanks for coming on this ride with me,,,,here's my update so far!!!!!! so much more to come, stick around

Suze ;-)

London Baby - reedited

London Baby the short film that I co-produced, wrote and starred in and was officially selected for 3 internation film festivals, including; Galway (Ireland) (the winner is long listed for the Oscars) Atlanta (USA) and Bupapest (Hungary)

We originally made this in 2015, it was filmed over a couple of weekends and landed in film festivals in 2017....i noticed that our director Adam H Stewart has re-edited (leaving out my favourite scene, which I'm disappointed, because for me it was the ...

This is Babyyyhead

A little long something for my $50 tier patrons....you are the first to know.........

see yu inside....

Suze ;-)

adventures of SUZE!!!!

I'm going on adventure to.......(find out in this video!!!) Want to come along for the ride!!!!!!!!?????

Suze is out

Suze exits the asylum and now where to?

getting on the right path

this ten days saved my life

pancakes and death

I'll let the title do the talkin'!

ur lucky ur not me

my ups went down and my inner turmoil rose to the surface

nightlight

Catching up with you at night ( i have re-uploaded it so this is the full video) thanks Ramon for alerting me

home tour & dating

A quick tour of my new home as promised....and a conversation on dating. I mean they don't tell you how hard it's going to get....is it just this country? How is your experience?

Fun Flashback!

Here's a flashback to 2018!!

Back in my london flat.....I lost the bet. Were the directors of Sense 8 men or women? Well , for the making of the Matrix they were both men, but by the creation of Sense 8 they were both "women"

Even if we were both right, i never need an excuse to dance, right?

Suze ;-)

April

The rollercoaster of life, from up to down to up again. I really appreciate you my patrons for being here for all the highs and lows....

more "b" time

Please answer the 3 options to the question in this video (not from what you would like the answer to be, but what you instinctively think the answer is!) GO!

B time

You know where to find me!

i gotta be honest with you

a world alive in fleeting dance

sorry i thought i posted this yesterday....

Rinsing off my self pity

When the lows hit

Surprises!

It really has been the week of surprises!

First the first apartment I went to see was perfect!!!! Signed straight away, and it has a pool!!!

Then i manifested both a housemate and an assistant!!! she's from Argentina, really fun!

love life is taking off, with one Italien guy and one guy from Belgium, really nice to be meeting new men and dating again....

And then My fiancés mum sent me a BIG BOX of surprises which I share with you in this video!!!!!! then my neighbour...

Tarot with Suze

Bit of a long one....my date with a Patrick Swayze lookalike, first date in a lonnnnnnng time....and it ended like this!!!!!!!

So I tarot my way through the story,.........

Suze ;-)

hello

hello lovely patrons,

thanks for your patience, I had a video ready to send you, but for some reason, it's not downloading, so it might just mean that video can't get to you, but it's ok, I'll summarise all of the big changes happening in my life in my next video, because there has been a LOT going on!!!!!

New home coming soon.....new housemate....assistant! friends leaving my life, new ones coming in, dating again.....lots of stories to share.....my wisdom tooth erupted (didn't k...

Lily Phillips - My Trauma Response

I gotta to be honest I had a lotta fun making this "performance art response with commentary" to the recent news that there's an English girl who ***** 100 men in 1 day.

I enjoyed it too much to apologise and I hope you'll love it too...you know who Lily Phillips is right? If not google her before watching..

And as always I appreciate your commentary

Happy Valentines,

Valentines is for singles btw, so just so you know, anniversaries is your day couples, leave us singl...

CUMMING SOON

Cumming soon at Cinema Suze near you-

Improv Performance Theatre Commentary of Lily Philips the girl who slept with 100 men in one day, with the undeniable support of Whitney Houston

Only on This is Suze

Subscribe now to the $50 tier, you do not want to miss this one!!!!!!

Suze ;-)