Hey Suze, so glad to hear the change in your mind set, and realising everything you have created and have achieved over the years and celebrating those achievements instead of looking at the things you don't have right now. The things you want in your life will come in time now that you are focusing your energy on achieving them instead of dwelling on the fact you don't have them yet. I mean there is the saying "all good things come to those that wait" well I think you have waited long enough already and now is your time to have the life you deserve. Also you know i will always help and support you in any way I can and i am always just a phone call away if you feel isolated, bored, or have exciting news to share, or just need a netflix password reset 😂.