This is the end of chapter 8! Time to make the storyboard for chapter 9 (storyboarding is the part I dislike the most, I think... I'm always stressed it won't look like what I had in mind and I find page structure so hard to decide).
2021-08-04 17:29:23 +0000 UTC
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I want to do this meme too! Can you recognize who these charas are and from what comic? <3
It was so hard drawing them because I feel like they don't look like themselves in my style (TAT; But this is for fun, so I hope no author will take offense ;;;;;; I'll apologize beforehand when I finish it and post it publicly (and to the authors who are also my Patrons, I'm sorry already *laughs*)
I promise to finish this only after I have finished chapter 8 of TVATN though. That's gonn...
2021-08-02 19:45:31 +0000 UTC
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At this point Demian is 99% sure this is some sort of trick, and 1% considering the possibility that Izumi actually doesn't love him anymore and he just doesn't know how to say it, hence why he can't even speak. The possibility that he's not loved anymore and not understanding why or how it happened is breaking his heart badly... and that's kinda why he wants to leave and give Izumi some time, because sadness and anger are piling up on his chest and he's afraid he might snap at someone, so he...
2021-08-01 17:34:04 +0000 UTC
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Most of you guessed: Demian's first reaction is not to believe that's true. He knows Izumi, he knows how hard it was for Izumi to accept their first kiss, so this makes absolutely no sense in his head. But the image is what it is (Izumi placing his hands on Eiji's cheeks and them kissing), so Demian is not 100% sure he's right in his assumption. On the other hand, Izumi's main concern all along was how to explain to Demian that he did nothing when it happened, and now he's also facing the fea...
2021-07-27 18:16:40 +0000 UTC
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He always wears comfortable clothes <3
2021-07-24 09:50:38 +0000 UTC
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Sssssoooo this was the idea all along, hence why Izumi had to stand on a specific spot and have his hands on Eiji's cheeks. In Eiji's original plan Izumi would have told Demian and Eiji would have defended himself by showing Demian the capture to prove to Demian that it had been Izumi who kissed him and not the other way around. Things didn't go as planned, but ended up on the same place anyway.
I'm sorry for the painful arc ( ' - ' ;;; Demain's brain just showed a blue screen.
2021-07-21 16:04:17 +0000 UTC
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Demian didn't know the exact reasons, but he knew Izumi wasn't comfortable around Eiji just from the way he looked at him. He never asked him about it because to him it was ok that Izumi didn't particularly like Eiji (in a way he felt relieved because he was a bit jealous at first) and if he had asked, Izumi might have felt like he was meant to like Eiji, or that it was a problem for Demian that he didn't. It never felt like an important topic for Demian because he d...
2021-07-18 11:09:29 +0000 UTC
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Fun fact: Izumi not telling Demian wasn't part of Eiji's plan. He assumed Izumi would.
2021-07-13 17:13:37 +0000 UTC
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Thank you for helping me choose his colors! Mint won by far and I think it's a color that suits him too (^^)
2021-07-11 11:34:51 +0000 UTC
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Aaaaand Demian goes to work not feeling so well. This is the problem with miscomunication: Izumi might be going on and on in his head about how horrible he is because of what he did/did not do, but not telling Demian anything is also going to make Demian struggle, because he has no idea where this is coming from.
2021-07-09 12:17:05 +0000 UTC
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Dear Patrons and non-Patrons!
I realized today that there was a mistake on the description of my $1 tier saying that you could access the R18 content + early pages by joining the "$3 tier". As you can see, there's no $3 tier (there used to be one, but no longer), only the $5 tier.
Some people followed those instructions and made a custom pledge for $3, but that will not give you access to the R18 content or the early access content, you can only access those by joining the actual ...
2021-07-04 17:17:49 +0000 UTC
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These pages are taking me ages to finish OwO
Izumi is basically going on and on in his head justifying himself, going back and forth between "I did nothing wrong" and "it was wrong I did nothing", and it's eating him alive. If only he could magically learn Demian's confidence... Demian is the kind of person who thinks he can solve any situation just by openly explaining his true feelings, which is why he could tell Izumi about his past with Eiji so easily. Had it been the other way arou...
2021-07-04 11:32:53 +0000 UTC
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A loving Demian always to the rescue ( ' ^ ' )
2021-06-30 18:34:54 +0000 UTC
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I'm gonna try to post the next two pages within today so that people who're deleting their pledge for July can still see them, but I can't promise anything (TwT;;; Latest it'll be tomorrow, though that's already 1st July.
Anyway! This time I want you to help me decide on Demian's color scheme for chapter 8 (currently he's wearing his pijamas, so that doesn't count). What main color do you want for his new outfit? It might have more colors, but the one you choose will be the main one (li...
2021-06-30 10:12:52 +0000 UTC
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This is kinda based on a type of nightmare I have A LOT: it starts after apparently I've done something I would never do in real life and I'm left to deal with the consequences, wondering why in the world I did such a thing. Because I don't know it's a dream, I believe it was me indeed who put myself into that situation, and it's super suffocating. Do you ever have nightmares like this?
2021-06-25 11:54:00 +0000 UTC
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Chapter complete!
2021-06-22 15:27:44 +0000 UTC
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Last pages for chapter 7! Time to work on the storyboard for chapter 8.
I'm currently on a trip and having a hard time I reply to comments, I'm so sorry! But I read them all, thank you always for your feedback <3
2021-06-17 21:43:07 +0000 UTC
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The struggle when it's too late to have the reaction you wish you had had...
2021-06-14 18:45:27 +0000 UTC
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How to politely decline a date offer from your ex-boyfriend: Demian edition.
2021-06-12 11:47:03 +0000 UTC
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I think pink is probably his default color, I like giving him pinkish stuff. I love guys wearing pink (and eye shadow, but that wouldn't fit Demian's character, I think).
2021-06-11 11:45:43 +0000 UTC
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Have you ever been so shocked you couldn't react at all?
2021-06-08 15:32:42 +0000 UTC
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... ( º A º ) *Pretends to be shocked when it was her who wrote the story*
2021-06-04 10:58:23 +0000 UTC
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A bigger update today! What is it, Eiji? ( º w º ;
2021-05-30 10:53:22 +0000 UTC
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I promise I'm working on next pages (will probably post the next batch of 3 tomorrow), but I wanted to post these journal pages first because I think everything makes more sense after reading them. This is pretty much the point we're at at the beginning of chapter 7.
2021-05-29 12:00:26 +0000 UTC
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I wasn't planning to color the wedding collab like this, but I wanted to try out Clip Studio Paint's new watercolor brush (=w=;;; Not sure if I like the result or not... But there's no going back because I have no time at all to redo the whole thing OTL I added a simple background just for Patreon, we were asked to submit the characters without a background.
Also, two more pages from Eiji's journal <3
2021-05-28 11:44:45 +0000 UTC
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The Violinist and the Nerd is told from Izumi's point of view. Because he's very close to Demian, you can more or less see what Demian is going through, but there's no way to see what's going on in Eiji's mind. I've been thinking I wanted to tell Eiji's point of view in some way because it's all in my head and I feel the story would be understood better, but I didn't know how... until today!
I came up with this little idea: I will share pages of Eiji's journal. This way I hope you under...
2021-05-27 17:35:07 +0000 UTC
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Here's Izumi's outfit for chapter 7! What he's wearing on the first pages is just a temporal outfit for that specific scene, the rest of the chapter happens some other day.
I still need to design Demian's. The option for a new outfit won the poll, so I'll go with that~
2021-05-26 20:21:04 +0000 UTC
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These days I'm putting video tutorials together for work on the weekends and it's making me work very slowly on the comic, but I hope to be back to my normal schedule soon! I hope you like these pages~
2021-05-24 21:13:02 +0000 UTC
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22/22 pages finished.
Drawing Demian playing the violin always gives me a lot of stress, because I know that people who actually play the violin will find tond of mistakes (laughs). I've been checking violin concerts on YouTube, pausing frames... I hope it's not too bad after all ( º w º ;;;
2021-05-21 16:14:37 +0000 UTC
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I'm already sketching chapter 7, but I also worked on the sketch for a future Webtoon wedding-themed collab! I must finish this before 7th June ( º w º )b
2021-05-19 09:34:27 +0000 UTC
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