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I came to Barcelona to extend my temporary protection a month before its expiration - as a result, a couple of days before that date (March 4) - the Spanish government decided to extend it automatically. That is, my document on which it is written - the date of epired - March 4, 2024 - will be valid. The only question is how to prove at the Polish border that my document is valid? Adventure Time at the Borders coming)

I already took tickets to Kyiv because I was incredibly homesick - &n...

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Halyna  in Portugal (on the best beach ever - Adraga beach)

Today I had a dream that I was shooting self-portraits on a medium-format analog camera. In the dream, I felt so inspired and interested in the process - that I woke up in the morning with the desire to find Mamiya in Barcelona as soon as possible and feel this state not only in a dream but also in real life) So far, my ...

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Today I woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning, I don't know why ... I tried to fall asleep, but I lay there for another 2 hours without continuing my sleep. And then I realized - that 2 years ago at exectly in this  time I woke up from the ringing of my parents' phone. It has been exactly 2 years since Russia's full-scale invasion of Ukraine has been going on. It's still painful, it's still worrying, but it's getting used to it.

The only thing I can't get used to is that I haven't le...

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 😡 ... i'm so angry. I haven't felt such anger inside for a long time. And all because I still can't edit the video I made back in August. Today I seemed to feel inspired, I made a storyboard from my footage - and I seemed to like everything. As a result, I look at the final assembly and realize that the day is simply going nowhere. The video I edited sucks. It's the third time I've editing it, and the third time it sucks. I like the shots separately from each other so much, but every...

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Lera 

Was I planning to relax and do nothing in Barcelona? So)

My body decided to help me with this - I have herpes zoster. This is such an unpleasant disease that is accompanied by painful pimples and their itching and is caused by the same virus that causes chickenpox. But there is no reason to be afraid, because I quickly went to the doctor and started treatment, and in two days I feel great ......

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The issue of "sexuality" has been actively raised in my life. I am troubled by my rejection of this part of the human manifestation. Not even like that - I want to show myself sexually, but I seem to sabotage this process and make a joke out of it.

These photos are almost a year old. This is the first shooting in which I decided to use underwear in self-portraits in order to achieve that desired sexy vibe (which I have been running away from in my photography for so long). It seemed to ...

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It's been 4 days since the workshop in Tenerife ended and I stopped feeling tired just today. Finally, I had the desire to do something, to go somewhere, to film someone - even to simply leave the hotel and go to the ocean. I never thought that a workshop could be so exhausting physically and emotionally. But I will say this - a workshop is a small life, it's like a children's camp but about photography)

After tomorrow I am going to Barcelona and will continue my energy recovery there. ...

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I'm in Tenerife! And no, I'm not here on vacation (yet).

I work for a week at the workshop as one of the models. And I'll tell you honestly that I'm already tired. 

The 4th day of the workshop : 

- wake up at 6 in the morning

-breakfast

- two hours of shooting in the morning

- Lunch

- getting to know the team with whom I will shoot in the evening

- discussing clothes for the evening shoot

-  half an hou...

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I'm in Berlin now)

When I came here, only 3 days out of 7 were fully planned. And despite the fact that I was going to work, I was not upset by such a free schedule) I went without any expectations.

And here I am and every day is full of plans)

I already had time:

- to visit the S-O Berlin gallery at the exhibition of the incredible Marie Ellen Mark.

(It was so impressive and emotional. I restrained myself several times so as not to cry - her projects were so dee...

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Mr.blacl.junior 

Sorry for the long silence - I was completely busy with preparations for my trip.

Now I have finally reached Krakow and can rest for the night so that I can go to Berlin tomorrow with renewed strength. Who didn't know, a workshop with Alexander Stoyanov is waiting for me in Berlin - I will be a model. This will be my second experience of working as a mo...

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Another muse and another Lera)

I don't know how to stop time. My life is changing so fast that I can't keep up with it. A week is like the year 2024, and I have already experienced a lot of emotions, met fifty new people and planned trips that I did not even think about. It's interesting that I didn't put any effort into it, I just accepted everything that the universe gave me, went w...

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exactly one year ago

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Andrey 

I've never done this before, but this year I really wanted to sum up this year.

It wasn't a year, it was a lifetime.  These were trips, these were new acquaintances, these were hundreds of insights, tears, sometimes disappointments and at the same moment joys and good news, these were death and life, disappointment and love, new beginnings and frustration. Now I remember this year an...

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Lera

The last week was very full of new old insights and conclusions. Once again, I felt devastated, exhausted and irritated. The reason is that I don't pay attention to myself, I want to please everyone so much that I prioritize other people instead of myself, I load myself with events, meetings, filming, and after three weeks I understand that not a single day or even an evening was dedicated to myself. In addition to this came the understanding that I often play as an actor... I imit...

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Back in mid-August, I tried to shoot my first full video self-portrait... And you know what? I like the shots, the light, the movements - but how difficult it is for me to edit. I can't put everything together in one picture - it's like one location, one light, but to me it looks completely inappropriate together.

I thought that there was simply no inspiration for it. But I've been trying for 3 months, periodically returning to the editing and still something is wrong. I'm already start...

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Stanislav Kraievskyi 

Today I had an interesting meeting and shooting with a photographer whom I classify as an artist. And the artist is not about the quality and beauty of photography, composition, the ability to do post-production. For me, an artist is a person who carries a certain idea through photography, has his own vision. With such photographers, I am not afraid to experiment,...

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my constant travel partner - Kate  ❤️ 

Have you noticed how much toxic unhealthy love is broadcast and promoted in the media?

I stopped accepting romantic movies. Either I have become an adult or it is a year of work with a psychologist, but in every movie I see unhealthy patterns of behavior of people "in love". Emotional swings, abuse, passive aggression, avoidi...

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Sorry for the long silence. My journey began to take too much of my physical and emotional resources.

Finally, I'm alone in Krakow, without plans or filming, and I can afford to just relax and do nothing and not be in a hurry.

This trip was very rich - people, places, emotions. And I am grateful for every moment that happened to me. I am even grateful for the moment when I tried to take self-portraits by the ocean and he decided to drown my phone and take it for himself (I was eve...

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Eric 

This is footage from a shoot that you've seen in Osphilia magazine for a long time, but for some reason you never saw it on my Patreon.

I can call this shooting the warmest and most relaxed shooting in which I have been as a model. It was a week with a photographer from Los Angeles who came to Ukraine and had a short trip with me along the coast of Ukraine. The person I saw fo...

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Julia 

In recent days, I often plunge into memories. What happened before the war, what happened during the war, with people who are not here now, with the living and with those with whom my life path has not crossed for a long time. And it's so strange - to go on the road from Lisbon to the small surfing village Peniche and to be thinking of  somewhere in childhood in the village wi...

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Lisbon, night, ocean, Katya and I swim in the ocean and run along the beach. This is my second happiest day this year.

I have always dreamed of going to Portugal, and especially to the Portuguese Ocean. Planes were canceled 2 times, then there was the coronavirus and then the war - and finally I'm here.

What do I feel?

I thought that when I get to the place I've dreamed of for a long time and stand by the ocean, I'll just immediately cry from happiness, and from the fact how...

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Andriy Skorohod 

I came to Barcelona for such a short period of time for nothing - I want a lot of things, I have planned a lot of things and I don't have time for anything (

Therefore, I just quickly share new photos with you and ran on. In Lisbon, there will be time to ground, slow down and share your thoughts. See you soon

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This month I have a month of traveling around Europe. And not alone, but with my wonderful muse and partner - with Kateryna. She is the one you see now in the photos.

The closer it was to the trip, the more I felt inspiration and emotions inside me. And now I'm in Krakow and the smile can't leave my face.

A whole month of emotions is ahead - a little bit in Barcelona, a lot in ...

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Yesterday was my birthday! I turned 28 years old. It's like 18 only 10 years older)

  At the age of 18, I thought that at the age of 28 I would definitely be an adult married woman with two children, with a serious job, and an apartment somewhere in Kyiv. But in fact I don't have any of this) And you know, I'm very happy that I can't put a tick under any of these points. Although no, one point makes me a little sad - I would really like to have an apartment somewhere in Kyiv) ...

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Daryana 

A new trip to Tenerife is coming soon, and I'm still sharing photos from the past with you.

Every day I fall more and more in love with Kyiv...autumn Kyiv. In 10 years of living in this place, I still haven't explored all the places - and this fact attracts me to this city like a magnet. I don't want to go anywhere anymore. I will live here)

Kyiv - inspiring) Autumn - inspiring) Last...

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Katya and Natali and little bit me in the end

I disappeared for a week because of dancing.

Recently, I shared with you my muse Lera - she is a professional dancer of a very interesting genre that I had not heard of until I met her. This genre called  "inner motion". The title didn'...

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I have a question for you. At what age did you start thinking about the meaning of life? What answer did you find? And did this knowledge make you feel better?

I will be glad to receive answers both in the comments and in private messages.

Because my answer to this question is very sad - Sense does not exist. (although it may please someone))

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Arnold 

Finally, I came down from the mountains) in the literal sense of the word) 

These few days were very full and strange, like the last six months of my life. I met an incredible sunrise and a full moon in the mountains, hugged the mosses, climbed to the top, heard the real sound of trembita, met the morning fog in the mountain forest, and in between this beautiful I lea...

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The muse that fell into my heart - meet Valeria) She is a professional dancer.... And the way she feels her body and the harmony in which she is with her body simply amazed me.

I have never had such an easy and relaxed shooting. And you know, after each person, an aftertaste remains inside - after our meeting and shooting, I still had the aftertaste of fresh, sweet liquid honey for a long time. An incredible woman who inspired me. Now I plan to attend her classes and finally learn to da...

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Today, returning to Kyiv from the village where my parents live, a friend called me and said that in an hour he is getting married to his girlfriend.

So it was spontaneous, they were just passing by the registry office and decided to do it - without rings, a veil and a bunch of guests. And it's so cool and so weird at the same time. Before, there were so many doubts in our heads, we endured so much or did things we did not like, we were with people who were not close to us and were not ...