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Make sure you are up to speed on The Thaumaturge before reading and voting in this poll, please!
I just posted chapter 6. Read that first before proceeding!
As I mentioned in one of...
2025-02-06 16:14:34 +0000 UTC View PostLauren. She might have more answers.
I waited, half a block down from the entrance to Viv's building, for Viv to leave. There was no way I was going to risk awkwardly running into her on my way to talk to Lauren. It only took about ten minutes, but it was starting to get late, now, the light fading as I lingered outside. I watched her hurry into the twilight, back towards campus, it looked like.
I wondered where she was going, who that phone call had been with. Cli...
2025-02-06 16:12:18 +0000 UTC View PostImpossibly, it's now February!
Here's what's up on deck:
The Readers asked for another chapter of Dungeon Mistress, so another chapter of Dungeon Mistress ye shall receive. I've gotten this started already; I'm trying to decide how much running room to give a potential series, vs. just delivering on what the first chapter hints at. ;)
The Thaumaturge open poll suggests that it's time for Matt to talk to Lauren, so that's what he's going to do. I have a few d...
2025-02-01 23:25:12 +0000 UTC View PostIt was the next day, and I was experiencing a fair degree of mental anguish.
I almost wished Mia hadn't said anything about Natalie's break-room gossip.
Every time any staff came into the room -- a nurse to check how my blood pressure was responding to the medication I was on, someone to change out the bed linens, an orderly with my evening meal -- I wondered.
I studied them, looking for some smirk, some double entendre in what they said. Anything to indicate they m...
2025-01-24 19:37:41 +0000 UTC View PostSince this is a paid-subscriber-only post, I'm dropping a note at the top to say that -- as I mentioned last month -- I've added a new experimental, limited membership tier that will allow you to sponsor a story from me. You can view the details in the membership tiers. No pressure -- since there are limited slots, I just wanted to make sure to plug it for you folks before everyone else.
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This month is proceeding a little slower than I expected in terms of hitting my writing go...
2025-01-15 14:51:44 +0000 UTC View PostMake sure you are up to speed on The Thaumaturge before reading and voting in this poll, please! I just posted chapters 4 and 5.
As a reminder for how these polls work: I try to make the choices consequential enough while still allowing me to approximately tell the...
2025-01-15 05:05:52 +0000 UTC View PostAuthors Note: Well, this chapter turned out so long that I broke it up into two chapters, with a lot of world-building/premise-establishing. But I'm posting them both at the same time. In my defense, you all tasked me with a challenging premise with the tie between Viv and Diana, since it's still a little early in the story for a threesome. ;)
As usual, welcome feedback!
I'm posting the next what-happens-next poll in the next day or two. I'll leave it o...
2025-01-15 05:03:08 +0000 UTC View PostAuthor's Note: I'd welcome feedback, positive or negative on this one -- drop a comment or a DM. This is a bit longer than my usual fare and not as specifically premature-ejaculation focused, but I think it hits a lot of the same notes. Let me know what you think of the pacing, style, premise, etc.
Thanks for reading.
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Mike’s new place was awesome, and his combination housewarming/holiday party was buzzing with friends and conversation. I looked around...
2025-01-10 21:10:31 +0000 UTC View PostHi -- just dropping a quick note to say that all of the chapters of the Therapist are now available here on Patreon. It's not a finished series yet and I'll continue to release parts over time (I think it's probably got 4-6 parts remaining for the story arc I have imagined it covering, but you never know.)
(therapy, premature ejaculation, femdom-y, some MFF scenes)
Knowing I was headed into an appointment with Stacy in two weeks made the intervening time pass agonizingly slowly.
I couldn't get the image of her masturbating out of my mind. The way her body looked, full tits and flat stomach...the way she arched her back...the sounds she'd been making as she'd been getting closer...
The appraising look she'd given me when I'd been about to cum.
The way she'd known I couldn't last.
I was acutely aware that Stacy...
2025-01-02 19:08:56 +0000 UTC View PostHappy new year! Updates and plans for January below:
New Writing
I'm putting the finishing touches on the next chapter of the Therapist. It should go up today or tomorrow. I had hoped to get it done in December, but ended up sick over the holidays with little appetite for writing (or anything else). The best laid plans...
The Thaumaturge remains my primary priority. The vote results are in (a tie between Diana and Viv, which I have to a...
2025-01-02 16:43:26 +0000 UTC View PostAs the year draws to a close, just wanted to drop a note here to thank everyone who has joined in the first few days of having this Patreon live. It's been really nice to see some early support, both from familiar commenters who I know have been longtime readers, as well as some newer folks. Thanks for being here.
And for those of you who've signed up at the paid Reader tier -- I especially appreciate it! Please 2024-12-22 10:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
I desperately wished there was something to do besides lie here.
Ordinarily, when I was feeling down on myself, I went and did something. Hit the gym. Knocked out a project or two. Got a drink with a friend.
Right now, all I could do was lie in bed and wait for the next thing to happen. It was driving me up the wall...mostly because it meant I was alone with my own thoughts.
And right now, my internal monologue was one specific, ongoing refrain: What the fuck, m...
2024-12-20 13:26:01 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, so here's how these will work. I'll outline what I definitively plan to write, and then offer some additional things I'd like to write. Depending on my free time, some amount of stuff from the "I'd like to write" list may get put on the plan to write list -- and you'll help determine how that stuff gets prioritized.
In general I'm going to start off trying to do these polls once a month, for the month ahead -- I've got a pretty good plan for the next two weeks, but t...
2024-12-16 17:58:12 +0000 UTC View PostPlease read the first three chapters before voting!
Here's how these polls will work: every so often, when there's some significant choice in the story for our hero Matt, I will put it to you all, the readers. Obviously, not every choice makes sense for that; I want them to feel consequential but I've also got, y'know, a story in mind to tell.
I'm expecting low participation ini...
2024-12-16 15:57:48 +0000 UTC View PostI woke up in the morning feeling more than a little hung over. Blearily, I pulled up the notifications on my phone.
First, Vivian had texted me.
Vivian: I had fun, but we could've had more fun if you had lasted longer, don't you think? Hit me up if you want to find out if that happens every time with us. I know I do ;)
I blushed. No punches pulled there.
I also had a text from Lauren.
That gave me pause. ...I hadn't given her my number,...
2024-12-16 15:44:22 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe you think I was stupid for not immediately chasing after this strange interaction. Trying to figure out what was going on. Texting Lauren to demand an explanation.
If so, I'd just remind you: I was young. It was Friday night. I had just gotten my rocks off. My performance been embarrassing. I went to a big school; there would be other girls. There was a summer of light classwork and an easy part-time job ahead of me for the next few months. Life was pretty good. I didn't need to m...
2024-12-15 15:08:00 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the start of what I'm hoping is a new, long smut series. It's going to have an urban fantasy theme.
This is the start of what I'm hoping is a new, long smut series. It's going to have a bit of an urban fantasy theme. There'll be some "choose your own adventure" decision points -- the first of which is already posted. Read the first three chapters and then go vote on what Matt does next!
The themes I typically focus on will still feature prominently (...
If you're new to the Patreon or just looking for a 'table of contents' that might help you decide what to read next, this is the place.
Last updated: 7/28/25
I update this once a month-ish, so you may also want to peruse more recent posts as well.
SERIES
THE THAUMATURGE [in progress] (urban fantasy/magic, premature ejaculation, harem-ish, mon...
2024-12-12 16:43:14 +0000 UTC View PostI had a very quiet two weeks between therapy appointments.
I followed Lexie's advice, and didn't contact Becca. It was harder than I expected initially, but every time I thought about reaching out to her, I also thought about our last conversation. And that firmed up my resolve. Obviously, I had some stuff to figure out.
I also followed Lexie's advice and jerked off when I felt like it, without worrying about how long I'd last.
As it turned out, that wasn't very long.
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2024-12-08 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostI was a bit nervous, but I had to admit, I felt...confident, for a change, as I headed home. Talking to Becca was the right thing to do. Lexie had given some great advice. Really actionable. I had been concerned about not seeing Stacy this past week -- I felt like things with Becca were on thin ice, and maybe they were. But the way Lexie had framed things gave me a level of clarity about it that I hadn't expected.
I reflected on the difference between Lexie and Stacy. Ho...
2024-12-07 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostUnfortunately, internet research didn't turn up much.
There was an Alexis Chao, licensed counselor, listed as working out of the same building. But nothing like Stacy's internet footprint. Eventually, with some digging, I found her LinkedIn profile, with a headshot. Asian features, dark eyes, full lips. Pretty. Younger looking than Stacy -- maybe in her early or mid 20s, judging by her work history. Fairly recently licensed. Her face jogged my memory -- she was the one who...
2024-12-06 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostI spent two weeks not exactly sure how to feel about my next therapy appointment.
Becca and I didn't talk about Stacy, after the night out at the bar. I got the sense that Becca was a little embarrassed, and to be honest, I was, too. We had both cum hard.
...because she had started talking about how hot Stacy was, while we were fucking.
As a result, we kind of avoided sex. I felt a little guilty about that, but didn't mind, if I was being honest. I wasn't mad at Becca, but t...
2024-12-05 13:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostI left the last appointment, got home, and started googling Stacy. Frankly, I was dreading it a bit. I expected to find evidence that she wasn't really a therapist, that this was some kind of weird hoax or scam.
Instead, I found an astonishing amount of evidence to the contrary.
She was a regular contributor to the Journal of Counseling Psychology and the Sexual Counselors of America's annual conference, averaging one research or applied practice paper every 18-24 mo...
2024-12-04 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post"So, as I recall you had some homework from last appointment..." Stacy was flipping back through a legal pad.
Here I was. Back again. Feeling -- like always, when I was in her office -- a little discombobulated.
I had almost canceled this appointment. It didn't feel like I had made progress in the intervening weeks, and even though Stacy had said she wouldn't make me feel bad or ever judge...well, I was judging myself. It was embarrassing.
But in the end, the m...
2024-12-03 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostI waited, nervously, for the elevator to reach her floor.
I had been thinking about this appointment for two entire weeks.
Well, not this appointment. Last appointment.
What she'd done had been...unethical. Right? It had. I was pretty sure it had? I should file a complaint.
But it had also been hot. Hot enough to make me cum in my pants, without even touching my cock. No complaints about that.
I had waffled on whether I'd return for the next ses...
2024-12-02 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post"Bro, I'm telling you, she really helped me out. I thought therapy was bullshit but like...she just knows what she's doing, I guess. She's got a bunch of credentials. I was super skeptical but my relationship has never been better."
This was a very surprising comment. Trevor was my bro-iest friend, a golden retriever in human form. His earnestness was characteristic of him. But his enthusiasm for talking about his perennial problems with his girlfriend -- let alone with a woman...
2024-12-01 18:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostAfter Natalie left, I had a relatively quiet day. Denise, the lead nurse for the day shift on the floor, bustled in and out a few times; we settled into an easy rapport. I liked her. A police detective stopped by, interviewed me about what had happened, said his next stop was the bar to ask for camera footage, which I thought we ought to have. He left. I watched some shitty TV. I ate some shitty hospital food dinner. Denise clocked out; the night shift took over.
The first night in the ...
2024-11-02 13:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostMove-out day. The end of my junior year.
It had, all-in-all, been a good year. I had transferred here at the start of the year, hoping it would be easy to make a name for myself. It had been. This was a small school. A small place. The lacrosse team -- the one half-decent sport at this tiny liberal arts college -- had won a bunch of games. I played left forward. I was the best player on the team by far, and had one of the best seasons of my athletic career. I was a shoo-in for team capt...
2024-11-01 20:00:00 +0000 UTC View PostI blinked. It felt like I was in an elevator that the floor had dropped out of, or maybe a rollercoaster going through a loop-the-loop repeatedly.
One of the EMTs -- he had told me his name, but I couldn't remember it -- looked down at me with concern as we went in through the automatic double doors. "Sir, can you count to twenty for me?"
"Yeah, sure. One, two, three, our..ourour...ouror...fffour..." I said, muzzily. The connection between my brain and mouth didn't seem t...
2024-11-01 16:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post