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⛥ July Q&A

Today is a very exciting day for me as I am developing my peaches and cream white chocolate truffle recipe. I've spent the morning melting chocolate and baking peaches, though the solidity is a little unpredictable due to all the extra stuff I've added. If they should set up to a desirable, firm yet malleable, consistency within a few hours, they shall be rolled and coated in toasted crushed almonds. If the mixture remains too soft to shape, I will try heating it again and adding more chocola...

Impressions of America

July bonus video is here! Talking about some of my experiences in America so far. Pause to read text in some spots, it's intentional funny commentary. Ignore the typos. Enjoy

⛥ July Download

Your complementary mp3 download of my latest crystal healing video for many many nights of relaxing sleep! May it serve you well ⛥

⛥ July Livestream

thank you for joining! I will be announcing next month's stream around the usual time (end of the month)

watch Thursday's stream here 

🍍 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 🍹

Craving a vacation? Trying to beat the heat? I have just the recipe for you!

This blended cocktail is one of my most treasured recipes and I take pride in both inventing and sharing it. We all crave a good cocktail sometimes - for me there's no better way to relax and enjoy a carefree summer evening with my husband than to whip up something yummy and boozey in our very own kitchen. And despite not coming equipped with mixology tools and only a few bottles of liquor, a little experimenta...

changing it up

I owe this video entirely to whoever said they were "glad I ditched the emo lip colors". Big round of applause for that random commenter because now you're getting a full blown ASMR makeover a la Ally! If you like triggers like face touching, personal attention, face brushing, tapping, ice clinking and more - then you will love this aesthetically pleasing friend roleplay makeover session. I know I put a big disclaimer on my channel that I don't take requests, but that doesn't mean I'll never ...

⛤ magical places⛤

today I bring you a photo set of some of the most photogenic places I've visited since moving to Missouri. just as I myself love getting lost on the lesser-trodden paths of the abundant nature all around us, I hope these enchanting photos will spirit you away into a place where you can feel completely at ease. be as wild and free as nature itself, do not imprison yourself for the sake of others. nature lives within you, always. 

☽ crystal healing ☾ clearing subliminal venom

➻ no music version 

I brought you the perfect video for a New Moon! The energies of the dark moon are still present for 3 days after its climax and make an especially wonderful time for clearing away negative energy. In this atmospheric healing experience I've used the cleansing powers of fluorite, the grounding energy of jasper and the healing power of apatite to not just remove any negativity ...

something to get excited about

crystal healing is one of those topics that gets requested frequently. originally I had been meaning to continue the book reading + healing that I've made a few renditions of. unfortunately, that book was ruined by careless handling of my package by DHL. my crystal encyclopedia was covered in mold and beyond saving. so my future crystal healing videos won't feature books, but they will be even better thought out and following a theme. I wrote a script and orchestrated this healing session for...

Outtakes - Aromatherapy for Sleep

What could go wrong in 4.5 hours of footage? ...

⛥June Download

Want to close your eyes and dream away to the sounds of my aromatherapy roleplays? Here's your complementary downloads!

Lemp Mansion Vlog - Part 2

In this vlog we're doing an EMF sweep of the Lemp Mansion and come across some interesting discoveries! Come on this amateur investigation with us and laugh at my conversation skills

⛥ June Q&A

Good morning folks! I'm sitting here with a fuzzy loaf cat head rest on the sofa, enjoying the fresh morning air just before the earth warms back up to the equivalent of breathing swamp steam. The rain has brought with it humidity levels that my skin thrives in but my lungs don't. Caught up on sleep but still feeling exhausted from being so active and keeping up with chores. As I'm waiting for the no music version of my latest video to finish uploading, I'm ready to wrap the month up and star...

Aromatherapy for Sleep

At long last! Tell you what, I was ready for this video to be done three weeks ago. And I'm sure you were, too. But this big bad boy turned out way longer than I ever intended. This is more than just a sleep video - it's an experience. The aromatherapy experience you never knew you wanted. Sit back and unwind, letting yourself be showered with personal attention and indulging your imagination in fresh and soothing scents. This video includes not only everything to do with tiny glass bottles, ...

June Livestream

thank you for joining :) I'll be moving the Sunday streams to Saturday since that's what works best for most people and the second streams on varying days to give everyone a chance to join. see you soon!

2021 Livestream Days

Heya! This is just a little poll for you to let me know which days of the week work best for you for hanging out in my live chats. I know work schedules aren't constant and I make an effort to time my streams on days that work for everyone. If you could take a moment to tick all that apply currently that would really help me in making that happen for you. Sundays have been good for a fair few of you it seems but someone out there has to work weekends to keep the economy going so I'm planning ...

⛥ May Download

Your complementary download of my first video since the move - for many nights of sleep! For those who have been watching it since it came out, do you notice a difference in how you treat yourself? ⛥

⛥ May Q&A

It's 1 in the morning. I'm drinking leftover coffee from the day before. The cat just came to join me, confused why I'm not in bed like her other servant. Her cute little paws trample over my bunched up curtain and I reach to hide the needle from a curious animal. I'm hand sewing my own curtain, complete with lace trim. I'm no seamstress by any means - the stitching is as messy and crooked as the cut fabric - but as someone with very specific tastes, it's a hell of a lot easier to make my own...

May Livestream

thanks for hanging out! 

watch the Sunday stream here
watch the Monday stream here 

Aromatherapy Roleplay (Sneak Peek)

Who here wants an hour long aromatherapy session with a multitude of different triggers? I've just finished rough cutting the main clips and I'm already at 55 minutes. There will still be close ups, hand movements, cut scenes and everything to make it an extra cinematic and immersive experience. If you're smart, you're looking forward to all the delectable ASMR sounds! Feel the freshness!

Lemp Mansion Vlog - Part 1

We stayed at the famous Lemp Mansion in St. Louis, MO for my birthday last month. It was my first adventure on a new continent and it was a ghost adventure! I had to split the video into two parts because I had way too much footage. This one is a walkthrough of our suite, impressions and random fun stuff. The next one will be a midnight EMF sweep of almost the entire building. If you spot a ghost let me know. Eventually I'm gonna get some better suited equipment (full spectrum camera, EVP rec...

OUTTAKES - Hypnotherapy for Perfectionism

meows motherfuckerly...

Hypnotherapy for Perfectionism

Do you suffer from perfectionism? Do you put off starting something until the last minute because you put too much pressure on yourself and start to dread it? Do you overwork yourself trying to live up to an impossible ideal? Don't do that. Instead, relax to this exceptionally sleep inducing video and do not resist the kind and compassionate energy I'm about to fill you with. This is not a drill.

I've never ever met someone who doesn't expect too much of themselves in one way or another...

⛥ April Q&A

Is it my favorite time of the month?! Well, yes, but actually no. It is the time of the month that I have to fend off excruciating cramps, but also I finally get to answer your questions. I haven't checked the comments on my OG post since I posted it and a first glance made me a little giddy and oddly touched that you have so many questions for me again. I honestly dread the day that I completely run out, but I have backup ideas for slow months. After all, I understand you have lives to live ...

⛥April Livechat⛥

thank you for joining my stream :) see you next month!

watch the sunday stream here 

coming home

I'm sure some of you have been eager to hear about how life is going after the move. The truth is, I've been quite busy with all aspects of settling in. Between figuring out grocery stores, hunting down necessities of life, searching high and low for affordable furniture (and making our own), exploring our surroundings and the stunning nature we have the privilege of living in and gaining 5 pounds thanks to delicious food and snacks it doesn't take walking up and down a hill to obtain... even...