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⛤ April Q&A

I gave up on sleep for the night. The cat awoke me at 2 in the morning and by 4 I knew I wasn't going back to sleep. So I made coffee and a pot of tea for later and as soon as it's light out I'm going to the park. May aswell commit to working out since I'm already eating like I work out. I'm starting to get this strange nostalgia for Germany - not because I miss my family or anything I want is in Germany - but because I miss walking at night and feeling completely safe. It was just me and the...

⛥ Paranormal Stories ⛥

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𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖍𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗

mini photo set from my recent bonus video titled freshwater. I had a blast shooting these stunning photos on the new moon in pisces. I can only hope to convey the same magic I saw to you through these playful colors and sceneries. do you feel it?

𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖍𝖜𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗

a witchy video inspired by last month's new moon in pisces. will be posting more bonus videos in this inspirational/aesthetic format in the future. you like?

hypnotherapy for nightmares

do you enjoy being hypnotized? falling asleep in a matter of minutes? what about gently splashing water, close up writing, counting, breathy whispering or intense ear to ear panning? if you answered yes to any of these things, this video is for you. a special hypnotherapy session written for the nightmare sufferers among you lulls you to sleep while feeding your brain with affirmations targeted at letting go of fear and stress for a sublime night's sleep and now becomes your secret weapon aga...

⛤ March Q&A

Spring is dancing a tentative dance outside, seeing everything illuminated by the warm rays of the sun makes you long for a stroll in the park, better yet, a glass of home made lemon tea - but winter won't go quietly and the cold air and wind keep you indoors, tempted by the tentatively budding trees outside the window. I am on a non-consensual break from recording while the gardeners mow all the lawns in the neighborhood, dreaming of a quiet day where everything conspires in favor of my prod...

coming up next...

this is the background for my next hypnotherapy session. I did a quick brainstorm on my discord server and instantly got two requests from you guys for a hypnotherapy session for nightmares. today, I finally finished writing the script. it was a long time coming, as right about in the middle I realized I have no idea what to say to someone to get rid of nightmares... and I am not, in fact, a licensed hypnotherapist... which is ironic because this was, in fact, the "easy" project I was going t...

giving some houses the home reno they didn't ask for

lol whoops I forgot to change the status back. anyway thank you for hanging out and you can watch the Sat stream here 

𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖘

icy blues meet muted ocres in the delicate sceneries of the cold season. I finally got around to editing my photos from this winter and these are the highlights. these pictures are not, in fact, flowing water, but glistening ice. I am mesmerized by how these photos appear to be in motion, yet everything is completely still. I hope you find them just as beautiful and pleasing ❅

⛤ February Q&A

And good day to you! A few days have passed since I started this post - it was late at night and I was tired. Today, with fresh energy, I shall continue answering your questions, accompanied by a purring cat who just can't bear not getting attention for a few minutes and my third cup of coffee to fuel me through my already quite productive morning. I spent the first two hours of my day altering a pair of jeans I bought from goodwill, made the waist tighter. It isn't easy to find a pair of pan...

the most american things in america

if you ever wondered what makes America, well, American... wonder no more! there are things that stood out to me as uniquely American, experiencing the culture for the first time and all. this video is about the things that I have never encountered anywhere prior to moving here. enjoy my hot takes and funny anecdotes

Planet Zoo Stream

thank you for joining :) it was fun chatting over angry goats and inbreeding pangolin

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Ozark Tales 🕯️ 2

This video contains three enchanting tales about love and death. As the sequel to Ozark Tales 1, I am reading all the stories in the second chapter that are based on Native American legends and love stories. Even though working on two Ozark Tales back to back was starting to get a tad monotonous and I will be switching to a different project before I continue the series, my passion for these old folktales is going strong and I am as excited as ever to share them with you. Finishing up one of ...

𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖉𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖐

as we enter the coldest part of the season, I would like to brighten up your winter with a drink recipe I have come to love and, over time, perfected. I hope that my adaptation of a classic pirate's grog will help you survive the hardest stretch of the cold season (or get excited for fall). you will need...

❅ 1 shot Cruzan aged light rum

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❅ 𝖈𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝖘𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖊 ❅

this month's spell (still counts for january) is all about wiping the slate clean. using the new moon energy that happens to coincide with imbolc and the lunar new year, I figured the best I can do for all of you is to send energy towards helping you to move on. I saw that in january many of us have had some of our oldest traumas triggered and wounds ripped open to prompt us to process things we have been dealing with for the longest time. so I created this spell to help pull us out of this s...

⛤ January Q&A

Happy new moon in Aquarius! As per usual on full and new moons, I have a full day of witchcraft and intention setting in front of me. For any big, challenging or demanding endeavors, I spend some time focusing my energy and mentally preparing for the feat. The most effective way of doing that, I have found, is to do a bunch of other, low-engagement things while I build up my resolve. I.e.: starting on some household chores and answering the questions you've been waiting for. It's been a busy ...

⛥ January downloads

your mp3 downloads for the cozy season are here! I've been working hard to finish ozark tales chapter 2 to post this as a multi download this month, but alas, editing has been taking forever again. I made some decent progress despite having been sick with the flu and will try to finish it up this week. 🤞 

until then enjoy your cozy fireside stories!

☽ January Energy Tuning

thank you for joining :) may you have a fulfilling and productive week!

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Ozark Tales 🕯️ 1

This video was brought to you through a multitude of trials and tribulations. From weeks of recording through an obstacle course of random noises to hardware insufficiencies to random software corrupts, I damn near lost hope in my power to finish this in a timely manner. But with this marking the start of a series, hopefully the knowledge and techniques I gained will help to streamline the next 4 videos as much as possible. It was a long (and difficult) time coming, but today I am finally abl...

⛥ 2022 intentions

what's better than one spell candle? 5, that's what. I couldn't sleep tonight until I materialized my intentions for a collective new year spell to help us through the next 364 days. rather than one spell candle, I carved out (haha, get it?) an elaborate 5-part candle spell that I think will be universally useful for each and every one of us. I mean, in the past I tried collecting input from all of you for monthly spells, but y'all aren't the most chatty bunch up here. this is perfectly fine,...

⛤ resolutions

a fun video about my new years resolutions. do we still make those? is there any point anymore? do people still believe in the future? I am out of touch with normal people's experiences outside of my crystal shaped goth colored patchouli scented lemon sugar cookie flavored bubble of sloth and gluttony. that or I've completely lost the ability to relate to people for the weekend. if this was tone deaf, let me know. otherwise I'm gonna assume we are pretending the "situation" isn't happening an...