[Esc] reality

⛤ November Q&A

we interrupt our nightly chores to fulfill our duties to provide a warm lap for the senior kitizen... and also to answer your questions. I am making two treats tonight - condensed milk bread (gotta use up that can of condensed milk that's been in the fridge for a month) and an order of vegan cookies. did you know that brown sugar isn't, in fact, vegan? yeah. I learned that recently. so I made a special vegan orange marmalade with all beet sugar. I hope it works out, mostly because my brown su...

a baking vlog

made a bite size vlog :) it's been a while since I've felt comfortable sharing little bits of my life but I think I've fallen into a vlogging style that doesn't irritate me. more about that potentially in a future vlog. I hope you enjoy my baking endeavors 

espresso tycoon

thanks for hanging out :) dev faster, devs! >:(

⛤ October Q&A

happy November! as I am gearing up for my day with hot coffee and a tummy full of hatman cookies,

I am full of fresh energy and motivation. the urge to get things done has overtaken me after a month or two of everything I start, prepared to put in two hours of work, really requiring 12 to 20 hours of work. needless to say, I have been overpacking my schedule like I overpack for any trip away from hom...

trying to fix the world's shittiest ice cream :')

whenever I encounter something irl that disappoints my soul, which is often, I have to make it right or I can't live with myself. I hope you enjoy.

at 3:34 there's an unexplained voice that wasn't heard irl. it sounds staticy/distorted, but no electronics were playing at the time and Jack and I don't remember hearing anything during that time. however, I remember thinking the very same thing it appears to be saying at the same time. did I pick up on an evp that was being recorded? ...

⛥ Spooky Stories ⛥

thanks for hanging out! sorry my ADHD was a little out of control today

⛤ September Q&A

a sunny autumn morning, inching ever closer to October. in my head I'm brainstorming all the things I have to do today - plant my green onions, wash the cupcake containers I tell everyone to return instead of throwing them away, preserve moon water for an upcoming video, oh, and I'm overdue to vacuum from the looks of these floors. I don't make any decisions in this process, mind you, I simply let myself get distracted and the natural order of events sorts itself out. all I do is wait for the...

spooky stories for spooky season

thanks for hanging out :) more spooky stories in october

Ozark Tales 🕯️5🕯️ Plant Legends

we are almost done with the coziest series I have ever created. Ozark Tales 5 features tales centered around the natural world here in the Ozarks. that which we take for granted today was once surrounded by mystique and lore. doze off as you listen to the very tales people have passed down from generation to generation about the land they settled and vegetation they lived alongside.

the sixth and last episode will release this winter after my halloween productions. 

⛤ August Q&A

happy September! like clockwork the air has started to change from an oppressive, almost suffocating vapor to the balmy dewiness that comes with the arrival of fall. the cool morning breeze carries in its essence the excitement for what could be and I, I am under its spell. new beginnings excite me, temperate days tempt me. I feel myself once again coming alive after a long and numb and weary sleep. today I have a stream scheduled for a much needed energy tuning session. I burnt myself out a ...

☾ energy work

thanks for joining my energy healing session :)

the next stream will be mid-week at the end of September ☾

ozark tales 5 is coming

I wanted to post a sneak peek for the coming ozark tales video. right now I'm in the final stages of editing/arranging the b roll so I thought you might want to see what fun stories this chapter is going to cover. it'll be all about stories around and related to nature and the land. it should be live within the first two weeks of September. I just don't like to post previews until I'm almost done because how painstakingly long the process is. almost there!

⛤ July Q&A

whiskey sour time for my increasingly displeased uterus! how have you been? I've been going through something of a somatic reset, kicked off by having to quit cardio due to the sweltering Missouri heat. and though I'm planning to break into my cardio routine again soon, I couldn't help but notice just how much stress I am suddenly no longer under. you guys know that I am someone averse to slowing down and running on sheer anxiety is all I've ever known. I had no idea I could feel this calm. o...

⛥ Spooky Stories ⛥

thanks for hanging out! let's see if I can get more good spooky stories for next time

⛥ Spooky Stories ⛥

thanks for hanging out! I hope you liked my spooky stories. the last one really got me invested in it lol

⛤ June Q&A

Hi! I am finding myself with some time on my hands during my night shift after struggling with the unpredictable nature of creative work. Last night I managed to read all the on screen lines for my next video, tonight I got all of three sentences between nonstop AC units and I am not happy. So before I move on to my workout and shower routine aswell as packing up today's raspberry chocolate brioche for sale, I thought I'd take a moment to answer your questions this month. 

taking care of you like I want you to take care of yourself

➽ no headphones 

a personal attention video featuring a perfect 20 minute sleep induction full of exquisite triggers like ear to ear humming, soft speaking and whispering, face and back massages, match striking and more - followed by another 40 minutes of pure massage sounds to drift to sleep to. I know some of you prefer not to be woken up by talking during massage sessions so I kept the last part as clean as p...

⛤ May Q&A

Greetings! It's a warm summer night tonight and I'm making the most out of my chaotic sleep schedule and restless mind badgering me about having things to do and boxes to tick at all hours of the day. I've been very busy in the real world bringing pastries and confections to the man, keeping up with household chores and trying to save a local business. I've been equally busy putting together an exquisite video that has finally...

guess the asmr trigger

thanks for hanging out! see you next time on the weekend

⛤ April Q&A

hi there! Thursday night/Friday morning here. I am sitting down after a calming bath  recovering from a stressful day to answer your questions because I have this hunch that this is my one chance before the month is over. In the next couple of days I have to sell some fudge, prepare paranormal stories for a stream, write a grocery list, write several instagram posts and work on several new videos, all while cooking and cleaning and catering to the senior kitizen's every whim and staying ...

⛥ Spooky Stories ⛥

thank you for hanging out :) next month: skinwalker stories!

⛤ March Q&A

Finally I have a moment to sit down and answer your questions. The past month has been busy and demanding and even now I'm behind on chores that seem to pile up every single day and keep me occupied late into the night. But a bitch got to recharge at some point, so, sipping moon water I'm reading through your questions from last month and petting the cat in her handmade (by me) plush bed with my idle hand.

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taking care of you...

like I want you to take care of yourself. 

that's the theme for the upcoming relaxing video, featuring a simple skincare routine, back massage, tea, incense, the works! lots of fantastic tingles to be had. I finally managed to decorate the set in a way I like and I managed to record all of the main clips in one night. aesthetic transition clips still have to be filmed. if you like face massages, goth chicks and personal attention, you'll love this video! 

✧˖°. cozy crafts ✧˖°.

thank you for hanging out :) hopefully the April stream will be less chaotic lol

mental health update with love bites during the antpocalypse

the answer to the question in the thumbnail is... inconclusive. details in video

⛤ March Q&A

ask a question! the February Q&A has been answered here. how long until spring weather? I want to go outside damn it

⛤ February Q&A

As I am writing this, I am winding down with some late night cleaning. My clothes are in the laundry and I am taking a break from washing the dishes. Does anyone else use the dishwasher as a drying rack for handwash-only dishes? We have a lot of cookware, bakeware and utensils that either can't go in the dishwasher or don't fit in the dishwasher. And with how much I cook and bake, I end up hand washing dishes every night anyway. But I'll be damned if I have to dry them, too. No, no. The air c...

guess the ASMR trigger

thank you for hanging out. can't believe you guessed the egg lol

the March streams will be at the end of March if all goes well

honeysuckle

a photo set from last summer. or the year before? I'm not sure. I always say I'm gonna organize my photos but I just dump them onto my external drive and then forget about them. but this mystical honeysuckle has me under its spell and I can smell the sweet aroma just looking at these photos. can you?

Ozark Tales 🕯️4🕯️ Outlaw Stories

Ah, after much nitpicking I have finally created another video worth sharing. At last you can dream away to stories of people who have led much more interesting lives than any of us! Tales such as Belle Starr's Horse Race, The Last Horseback Outlaw, The Legend of Floyd Edings and the Death Hoax of the James Brothers offer us a glimpse into how different life used to be for the people who came before us. And who led more noteworthy lives than the outlaws of the olden days? Relax, listen and en...