[Esc] reality

Q&A

new video on my second channel! a Q&A with questions from instagram. I feel like the channel needs a better profile picture. let me know what you think!

a playlist to fall in love with life

my favorite netflix show happens to have the best soundtracks I have ever seen on a series so I made a chill playlist with such a nostalgic 90's/2000's alt rock sound that it makes me fall in love with life. mostly TRPP and one track by INNI at the end. I recommend watching Inspector Koo on netflix aswell, the pace, story, plot development and characters are all 10/10. I hope you can take a moment to slow down and open your heart to this imperfect life.

⛤ July Q&A

It's the hottest month of the year, summer is coming to an end but not without delivering one last blow of cell damaging radiation across the northern hemisphere. I am tired, I am sweaty and I am tired of being sweaty. but at least I have a fresh haircut! and central air! so it could be worse. what's your favorite way to keep cool during the summer? mine is drinking cocktails and dancing naked in an air conditioned house. live a little. or a lot. in fact, the more you can live, the better! an...

just a hang out

thanks for hanging out! note to self to never ever ever update OBS ever again for as long as I live!!!

a meditation for the soul

you're heard of "a meditation for the mind", now get ready for...

I wrote this meditation to remind you of deep truths you have temporarily forgotten so that you may return to peace, aswell as return to a part of yourself who knows you are allowed to exist in your own right. in this increasingly stressful society, it is more important than ever to be aware of ones own soul. I hope this reassurance will enable you to live your life the way you intend.

sneak peek

I wrote a meditation I think you'll really like. here's a preview of the visuals! besides lots of deep breathing, it contains a message for your soul intended to instill comfort and peace. early access this week if all goes well

⛥ Spooky Stories ⛥

thanks for hanging out! do not mess with entities without the necessary precautions

assorted scary stories will be waiting for you Tuesday, July 2nd at 2PM central time! many of you are busy this weekend so I hope everyone can make it Tuesday! I transcribed some incredible stories for you, including a detailed recounting of an actual exorcism! be prepared to be scared

⛤ June Q&A

Finally some long awaited rain.

I made a rain shelter on the patio for my homegirl and will be checking on the tadpoles in the park at some point. the puddle is turning into a little wildlife pond and I'm glad it finally rained because I've been going out there in 97 degrees with gallons of water on my back to buy them some time. with the sun burning down like that, it evaporates about 4-5 gallons e...

what should the next vlog contain?

I have more ideas for vlogs than I will ever have the time to film. help me decide

spiritual hygiene tips that have nothing to do with witchcraft

guess who made a second channel?! and a video talking about the shit you don't wanna hear about spiritual hygiene! let me know what you think and don't forget to subscribe to [home] :)

I had a blast making this. I'll still be doing vlogs on the mega tier as per usual and sleep videos on [Esc] reality do not worry. but I'm so excited about this one I have to show everybody right away. have fun, cool cats!

⛤ May Q&A

Wow, you hit me hard with questions this month. I don't even think I'm gonna waste any time talking about mundane shit to frame this post, because your inquiries are just too real this time. Am I qualified to answer some of these? Who knows? I am honored you think so highly of me regardless. Let's hit it

Have you suffered demon (djinn) possession and if so, how did you recover? I'm concerned for my friend and would like to assist him... I do not wish to disc...

like a fish in water

I was gonna go to bed but then I got distracted sifting through my SD card for photos and wow, what gems I found. these moody koi fish really tickle my aesthetic bone. especially the first photo just gives something so nostalgic. new wallpaper for sure 🦀

guess the ASMR trigger

thanks for hanging out! I will lie down flat and hope I get to live

🍩 donuts vlog 🍩

a mildly amusing vlog~ if the thumbnail doesn't sell you on that donut recipe, nothing will! it's not sponsored in case you get the wrong idea. I just really loved that recipe and wanted you to get to try it. I hope you do try it and I hope you enjoy the silly/random vlog format!

⛤ April Q&A

it's a beautiful spring morning and I opened all the windows to let the breeze in, trying to beat the pot heads to it as there's several people in the neighborhood who like to start their day with a morning joint (yes, at 7AM). I made a cup of earl grey tea - we're out of coffee and milk but I don't mind. still working on the shopping list for the next week. what should I put on the menu? we still have to eat the leftover chicken and mac&cheese from a few days ago. the tomatoes are on the...

⛥ Spooky Stories ⛥

thanks for hanging out! more spooky stories when I have collected enough to fill a 2 hour stream

no no no we're doing this again

here's attempt #2 at a comeback after the SPRING of DEATH 👻 we will not talk about Feb-April

⛤ March Q&A

March has been a hell of a month. a death in the family involving a financial setback has only been followed by our elderly cat falling ill. as of late she's not eating, we can barely get her to nibble a little while hand feeding her small amounts of her favorite treats every hour or two. mirtazapine isn't working. her latest blood results show that she has end stage renal failure now and the vet recommended letting her go. we scheduled a euthanasia appointment for this afternoon so she can p...

☾ progressive muscle relaxation

thanks for hanging out :) gotta get back to out little patient

⛤ February Q&A

whoa, what a month it's been. I thought I was doing alright (tired but alright) and then in the span of two weeks I had the most baking orders I've ever gotten, put my mother in law in the ground and Jack has started his new job as a mechanic. things fell into place but not without losses. suddenly having to plan a funeral on top of everything going on really threw us for a loop with both the funeral costs and the fact that it was the first and last time I met my mother in law. she had been r...

fool's spring

I made you a fun vlog containing a spring wardrobe try on and gossip! what's not to love? enjoy lol

The Birth of Pisces

After months of work, the time has finally come to unleash this gem onto the world. As my loyal supporters, Writhing and I want to give you the downloadable version of our finished EP The Birth of Pisces. Both a rar package and the individual files are attached below. Experience with us witch house like you've never heard it before on this mystical journey through the Neptunian soul. You've already heard The Pisces. Track 2, Wandering, blends industrial and ethereal elements into an indestruc...

☾ progressive muscle relaxation

thanks for hanging out! it's a weird day 

resolutions 2024

what are your resolutions? are you sticking to them so far?

⛤ January Q&A

look at me not posting the Q&A at the last possible second! lol

4 days to go in the month but I have nothing to do except wait for my new spell video to render. that's not true, I have a lot to do, all the time, but just don't feel like cleaning the house or working out or prepping food or writing down all the recipes I made last week or finishing the grocery list or folding towels or doing dishes or cleaning out the fridge or hand washing my fishnets or organizing my studio closet ...

☾ energy work

thanks for hanging out :) I really liked the crystal selection this month. 

[OMV] The Pisces (WRITHING x [Esc] reality)

for all you witch house lovers, this collab will be pure gold. listen to the first track of the EP The Pisces before anyone else! public release will be Thursday 1/18 but I just couldn't wait so enjoy :)

⛤ December Q&A

happy new year! fucking hell, I hope this one will be better than that sorry excuse for a year 2023. I've never liked 7-years. at least 8 is an even number. 8 foretells prosperity, but also responsibility. I would say I'm looking forward to a work hard and play hard year, but I probably still need time to recover from the train wreck trauma month that was December. so I will make do with work hard, play hard and take a lot of naps. I actually recommend that. 

Has the idea e...