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ASMR for Burnout 🌻

This video is dedicated to providing relief from burnout. Instead of advertising my own work, I'm just gonna jump straight into explaining exactly how it's meant to do that. 

First off, I have to say that I have plenty of first hand experience with burnout and this video is based on the things that I know help me get back on my feet, beat fatigue and recharge. 

Earth

Right off the bat I chose to focus on earthy browns and vibrant oranges for the color th...

Sneak Peek

Coming up is a very special magical ASMR dedicated to helping you recover from burnout. I don't know if you knew but I am the leading expert in being burnt out lmao. So I feel more than qualified to aid your recovery in all the ways I am able. This video is going to contain energy work aswell as spell work and not least assorted, soft tingles. The last slide is a ritual bath similar to the one I made in Of the Moon and Waters, spiked with my home made energy elixir, sunflower petals and orang...

Dreamy Spa Escape ❁ Outtakes

Today, patrons, I give you the outtakes to your most recent favorite video. It was a long video which subsequently means a lot of room for error. Hence the length of this epic shit show, depicting everything that can possibly go wrong during video creation. Idk maybe I just have big Aries energy :')

I hope you enjoy. 

Will post a sneak peek later of the new video I'm working on 

☽ August Ritual

Wishes have been sent out fresh this night of the full moon into the super potent spiritual energy ☾

Cheers

❁ Dreamy Spa Escape

 ❁ No music version 

If I had to describe this video in 3 words or less, I would say dreamy and also brain melting in more than one way. 

This undeniably aesthetic spa roleplay was an undeniably long time coming. I've overloaded myself multiple times in the making of it because while aiming high, I have a habit of biting off more than I can chew. My brain, I've noticed, is not so different from m...

☮ Get Away

So I went on a trip recently. Camping in the mountains. I brought back photos for you to see through my eyes. It's not exactly a vacation, but I hope these pictures will spirit you away to a magical place. May the pristine energy of nature rejuvenate your soul wherever you are.

Since I know you're going to ask: The photos are of course yours to have for personal use. You're just not allowed to sell them or claim them as yours (i.e. post them without crediting me). Other than ...

⛥ July Download

It's not spam if it's complementary downloads! Have both the music and non-music version of my latest video, a simple aura cleansing :) 

⛥ Unexplained ⛥

Thank you all for joining :) it was fun telling you all scary stories

Inward Focus

I want to preface this post by saying things are good. Even though I will be talking a lot about struggles and pain, the way things are now is good. This is my journey of healing and growth.

How are you all holding up in isolation? I know all the restrictions we are facing are hard on some (if not all) of you. The past months, in fact, I have chosen to remove myself from the world - even after quarantine has been lifted. I have chosen self-isolation in order to h...

⛥ July Q&A

Good morning everyone! Ok, so it's been morning for a little while now. And by that I mean afternoon, because when it's morning in Germany I do my evening exercise and go to bed. It serves me quite well being nocturnal in the summertime, because I sleep through the insufferable heat and it cools off significantly at night time. In the mornings (afternoons), though, iced coffee helps combat heat exhaustion. There's so much to talk about since last month! I will be writing a whole separate post...

☼ July Ritual

Update: The offering has been served on the night of the 31st. I buried the letters containing all our gratitude under a hazelnut tree in the moonlight, marked by these flowers.

Along with it I buried a few pieces of fruit. Not a lot fit because the ground was solid as my cold shoulder towards narcissists. So I left the rest out for the animals.

2020-07-20 21:51:32 +0000 UTC View Post

☼ Summer Celebration

Thank you to everyone who was able to join :) I hope you had a good time

Outtakes from a simple aura cleansing

Hey y'all I hope you have a good laugh at everything going wrong during the making of an ASMR video =D please esteem me by confirming that my videos are still relaxing even though I'm the opposite of calm irl 

☽ a simple aura cleansing ☾

 ☽ no music 

Hey you. Yeah, you. If you are alive today, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed out. And more than likely fatigued from living in survival mode for way too long. And probably feel like you shouldn't complain because you don't want to take the spotlight away from oppressed minorities. Does this sound like you? Even faintly? Well then you're a great candidate for this video. Becau...

☽ a simple aura cleanse ☾

I have a new video in store for you. Even though getting back in my groove and staying on the grind hasn't been easy with 7 retrograde planets (I'm counting Chiron don't judge me), my determination to create content has won this battle against my savage inner critic, resulting in a simple yet effective aura cleanse session you can watch before bed. This was inspired by all you guys who are working hard, staying on your grind every day even though things are overwhelming. All of you who make t...

Jack teaches Ally how to play pool

IIRC I was one behind on bonus videos. In my best efforts to get caught up on work I hope you enjoy this fun video of Jack teaching me how to play pool :) It's one of my favorite memories. I sincerely hope to be able to give you more recent stuff soon. Cheers

⛥June Q&A

Good evening my fellow pandemic survivors! I hope you're doing well and taking care of yourselves. I'm having a pretty good productive day today. What constitutes a good day? My neighbors are reasonably well behaved and I didn't wake up hypersensitive like I did yesterday and subsequently did not require 7 hours of mental preparation to feel barely functional. I am admittedly envious of everyone who can take this level of functionality for granted and still struggle with feeling like I'm not ...

⛥June Download

Here are your downloads from last month and this month since this month is practically over and I don't have a new video lined up in the next 4 hours lol. I hope you enjoy the ambiance as much as possible :) I'm very proud of the vibe I have achieved in each of them. Still working on a meditation for the fireflies video. It'll be done when it's ready 

☽ June Ritual

Good day to you, Cosmic patrons! Also welcome and welcome back :) For this month's ritual I've put you all in a solid protection jar as I've sensed that a lot of people feel unsafe and vulnerable right now. To those who haven't been part of my monthly rituals before, each of you are represented by a little paper doll with your name and relation to me. Through these dolls I will be manipulating your energy - in other words, what I do to these dolls, you will receive. Right now I'm watching the...

☼ Spiritual Self-care Sunday

Just shooting aNOTHER! notification :) XD

Good morning everyone! It's the day of the last live event of the month :) I will be streaming at 8PM Berlin time (90 minutes from the time of this post) and using new crystals aswell as tried-and-true relaxation techniques to give you a self-care experience to melt away with. I know right? A concept. Self-care by proxy. I hope you can all join and bring some hydration ☼

the day I got my tattoo

hey y'all. I hope everything is going alright with you. as you can probably tell I am way behind on my bonus content and I'm sorry I'm such an overwhelmed crybaby. I didn't even post a poll this month because I was too busy working on stuff like the live events and main videos. I'm just here to let you know I'm still doing the plant tour. I just need more time to get caught up on chores and put everything back where it's supposed to be. If that is ok with you I will be posting little bite siz...

☕ Virtual Coffee Date

Thank you to everyone for tolerating my excessive enthusiasm over virtual chocolate and coffee =D It was awesome chatting with you and showing you around my fancy chocolate empire 

𝓹𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓮

just what we all need lately. a vibe. a mood. a break. a white flag. a remedy for internal and external turmoil. a video designed to soothe and sedate and free up valuable mind and heart space for peace, hope and optimism to settle in. 

because we are tired. we are tired of everything and yet so much is being required of us and we can't focus. we're stressed and burnt out with all the tense energy around us, constantly demanding that we stay alert - with all the problems we have to...

an ambient dream

and soon, I will bring you peace.

As you probably know, there is no method to my madness when it comes to creating beautiful videos. Since I've been working in vain on viable meditations for the fireflies video (but not given up yet), I've started a new video featuring a spell for peace which is highlighted in the very center sea shell. I made this during a stream and have been greatly enjoying its calming and grounding energy. For you, I have put absolutely everything into t...

☽ Relax and Recharge

Hi everyone, for the second live event of the month we're gonna indulge in some active relaxation and energy balancing with new fresh crystals! I can't wait to show you the goodies and chat with you :) 7PM Berlin time (2 hours from the upload time of this post)

Bring water or tea and I'll take care of the rest  

June Live Event 1

Thanks everyone for hanging out :) the peace shell has to be featured in a video at some point 

⛥May Q&A

Happy June everyone! How are you guys holding up lately? Over here, breathing non-carcinogenic air is nothing but a distant dream as my upstairs neighbor's only hobby seems to be talking on the phone and smoking literally every 10 minutes. Though I finally managed to go grocery shopping and at least my fresh fruity yogurt bowl isn't poisoning half the neighborhood. I actually already finished this post 2 hours ago but Patreon managed to fuck it up and suddenly my page looked like this  2020-06-03 18:44:49 +0000 UTC View Post

Another Chill Hangout

link has been updated :)

𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓼

Ever dreamed about escaping into the woods? At night alone amongst the ethereal glow of fireflies gently floating all around you? A place where you can feel at peace and reset your soul, a moment to just exist... 

At this point I am overjoyed (because it took several attempts of rendering and uploading) to bring you 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓼

A truly calming and restorative work of art, I hope you can enjoy its healing energy for a very long time an...

☾ May Ritual

cast on the full strawberry moon lunar eclipse 6/5/20

Hi everyone, I just want to quickly update this post. I picke...