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Hello, who hasn't seen me for a long time. Simple selfies for you ♥️ Now, I’ve been offered to go on vacation, where I’ll save on housing and transportation, where I’ll only need to pay for travel, and now I’m wondering whether it’s worth taking this step to relax

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 11

Thank you so much for your continued support! 🙏 It really helps me not to lose hope and to keep moving forward despite the challenges I face. Your messages and comments bring me so much comfort, and I can’t thank you enough. I hope that soon I’ll have more bright and inspiring moments to share with you all 💖

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 10

I’m really looking forward to getting back into creating again! I’m thinking of organizing my first shoot after a long break 🎬. Creativity has always been a way for me to express my feelings and bring some light into my life. It’ll be exciting to feel like myself again in front of the camera.

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 9

Autumn is here, and the weather is getting colder 🍂. I miss the summer so much — I’ve always been a summer person. The warmth, the sunshine, the lightness in the air… Now that the cold days are here, it feels like my mood is dropping even more. Hopefully, I’ll find ways to warm my soul through the colder months 🧣.

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 8

Now my life feels like a constant schedule of taking antidepressants, antipsychotics, and mood stabilizers. The list of meds seems endless, but I know I can’t manage without them. It’s crucial to stay on top of things and not miss a dose 💡. Slowly, I’m finding balance, but it’s not easy.

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Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 7

My cat has been keeping me awake all night! He screams and scratches the couch, which is exhausting 😫. I don’t know what to do with him — maybe the move stressed him out too. Have any of you had similar problems with your pets? How did you calm them down? 🐾

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Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 6

My psychiatrist confirmed what I was feeling — I’m entering a depressive phase of my bipolar disorder. It’s hard, but I’m doing my best to follow all the recommendations and have increased my medication doses. Every day is a fight for stability, for some light in the fog, but I know it’s temporary 🌫️.

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 5

I feel like I really need to pull myself out of this sad mood, so I’m planning to book at least one shoot soon 📸. Shoots have always been a way for me to reconnect with life, to feel something real. It’s not just work for me — it’s a form of therapy. How do you cope with sadness? Do you have any hobbies or activities that lift you up during tough times? 🎨

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 4

I didn’t realize how emotionally tough it would be to leave my hometown and move to Kyiv. It’s much harder than I imagined. All the familiar faces and places are behind me, and it’s difficult to accept that. Even though there are many new opportunities here, I still find myself missing the life I left behind 🏙️

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 3

In the past few days, I’ve been focusing on my health — I finally stocked up on all the medications I need 💊. Now, I’m trying to take them on time, because I know how important this is for my well-being. Sometimes, it feels like such a big responsibility to manage everything. How do you all take care of your health? Do you have any little rituals that help you stay grounded? 🌿

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 2

I finally found an apartment! I’m sure you’ve seen this in my recent videos. The move was tough, but I’m happy that now I have my own place. My cat is also getting used to it, though it seems like it’s harder for him than for me. We live on the 12th floor, and honestly, it can be scary sometimes with the drones and explosions. But I remind myself that this move was necessary for my stability and growth 💫.

Butterfly 🦋 by Sergey Kovbasyuk | Part 1

The butterfly shoot, captured by Sergey, was such an incredible experience 🦋. It wasn’t easy getting the butterflies to land on me — we had to carefully, almost without breathing, guide them for those perfect shots. This took place at the tropical farm at VDNH in Kyiv. We got there an hour and a half before it opened to the public and made it happen ✨. I really hope you all enjoy this series as much as I did!

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Imagine the gentle touch of the water and the soft glide of the soap as it moves across my back, following every line and curve... This calming, yet beautifully aesthetic video captures the perfect moments of a show, where simplicity m its elegance. 🌿💧 A minute of pure relaxation and connection, perfect for those who appreciate subtile beauty and graceful moments.🌸

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I visited a psychiatrist. They told me that I had fallen into a depressive phase. Therefore, they increased the dosages of antidepressants and antipsychotics. I’m holding on as best I can!!

Breakfast

Are you interested if I post videos like this? How I cook, how I take a shower🙈 sometimes I like to make myself simple but tasty breakfasts. Water from a pan, because I don’t have an electric kettle 😂

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Sleep💤

Here are some of my photos as well.♥️☺️

Yesterday, I had terrible insomnia. I’ve been struggling with it for the past few days, but yesterday I was awake for almost 24 hours. By the morning, I didn’t know what to do, and I even started crying. I tried everything—changing positions, doing some exercises, stepping out onto the balcony for fresh air—but none of it helped. In the end, I felt extremely weak. I turned on white noise on my phone, the kind that’s so...

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Well, I’ve packed almost everything. I plan to send these boxes home to myself by mail. Tomorrow, I’ll be taking the rest on the Intercity train with my cat, a very heavy suitcase, plates, sneakers, a scratching post, and a cat fountain. I don’t know how it’s going to go. It’s going to be tough, but it’s a challenge. Also, I bought a lot of medication yesterday and plan to start serious treatment on Monday. I also visited my grandmother and bought her some medicine. Sur...

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so, I disappeared a little, I think you noticed it. A lot of people unfollowed me here and on the OF, 😭 just a huge number of people as if it was evil when I rented an apartment 😅 I’m not at home right now and don’t have access to a computer, I’m packing my things. What do you think of the idea, just a photo from your phone? 😅😅

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Hello! Keep your fingers crossed for me!! It seems that on the 19th I will officially no longer be homeless :) A meeting has been scheduled at which I will pay for everything and get the keys. I am so glad, I so hope that everything will work out!! I will take a photo/video tour for you. Thank you for experiencing this moment with me! I’m very scared and hard to make such changes, but with support, it goes easier! I’ll return to my hometown to pack my things and in about a month, I’ll b...

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Well, thanks to those who are interested in how I’m feeling and how my apartment search is going! I am infinitely grateful to you!!

Unfortunately, things didn’t work out with the previous apartment again. On the 8th, I had planned to rent it, but the owner suddenly and without warning raised the price by $70. When I pointed out that we had agreed on a different price, he started being rude to me. So I decided it wasn’t worth it.

Now, I’ve scheduled a viewing for another ap...

Comfortable

Mini video for you ♥️

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I’m so tired of looking for a place to live. I literally live on rental websites, refreshing the pages every minute just to find something. For some reason, no one wants to rent to me with my cat. Everyone is against the cat. Today, I found a pretty decent apartment. It seemed to be priced exactly how I wanted— not too expensive. But while they were willing to accept a dog, they were strictly against having a cat. On 20 square meters, I can’t really imagine a dog.

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Hurray!

My endless trips to the doctors are over. Now, with an endless list of medications 😂, I have arrived in Kiev. Now I am diligently looking for an apartment. Apartments are very expensive, since this is the capital, few people want to take cats into their apartment :( But I am very I hope that in the near future I will move to a new place. I will definitely show you a room tour (if it’s not a shame to show my new home😂) Here I hope to create more, work with photographers, and also try m...