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Book 4: Afterword: Of Systems and Bad Actors

"Every system is perfectly designed to get the results it gets."

— W. Edwards Deming, Don Berwick, and/or Dr. Paul Batalden

The first time I heard this quote, it was less a call for systematic improvement and more of a high-minded dismissal of my concerns. I worry that you might find me using it here in the same way, given how this volume ended.

I do, however, want to reflect on what the statement means to me when I'm not reeling...

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Book 4: Chapter 57: The Shattering of Purpose

I patted the back of my head awkwardly as Nora made her way to the center of the chamber. “I only meant that any alternative showing up would be far worse. I don’t think this is the place to get into it with any of the other demon lords or—wait, what are you doing?”

Nora flinched, her free hand starting to stretch out towards one of the floating alert windows.

“I wish to help you—”

I grabbed her hand before she could touch it. “Aina showed me the note fro...

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Book 4: Chapter 56: Behind the Goddess’s Curtain

Locked in darkness long after the vision ended, I could only stand in the void, unshed tears burning at the corners of my eyes. A scream of frustration swirled from somewhere before fading into silence—a screaming that I had heard back in Turri, where I almost succumbed to animus overload. Then, there was nothing but silence.

“Ambrose’s hypothesis was partially correct,” Raedine eventually observed from somewhere unseen, her voice soft, almost reluctant. “He was a...

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Book 4: Chapter 55: The True Origin of Evil

“As I told you,” I growled at Aina, “Nora is my best friend and not a threat! She’s literally half the reason I’m here!”

Well, half rounded up, anyway.

Aina flickered, revealing herself as a projection of some sort. When she spoke again, her tone flattened. “I recognize your emotional attachment to Nora. However, her thaumic signature does not conform to this world’s animus-amity polarity.”

“I don’t know what any of that means, but—”

...

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Book 4: Chapter 54: Awe, Alarms, and All Alone

This time, there was no feeling of tearing through space. It was as if the world rendered a small, dark, and digital airlock around us, complete with runes floating in the air as if they were suspended code caught in an invisible matrix. However, the first thing that hit us wasn’t the visual.

It was the sound.

A klaxon blared, low, guttural, and continuous, with only a short pause after every fifth ring.

That sound is causing the tremors!

The mechan...

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Book 4: Chapter 53: Two Tickets to Paradise

Before I could put together any initial talking points to defend my decision to let Sparkles decide her own fate, the shallow stone basin beneath Relias and me rang out with another quake. Unlike the brief tremors before, this one lingered, its vibrations deepening and rippling outward from its heart. The runes scratched across the stone’s surface began to pulse with shimmering pastels as we scrambled toward the edge, concentric circles spinning beneath our feet. Each new ring turned opposi...

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Book 4: Chapter 52: Consulting the Heavens

With a bright flash of starlight white, Sparkles shifted from her grand draconic form into that of an older woman cloaked in simple white robes. Her hair was a fine, fiber-optic gray, with faint rainbows shimmering through several strands. A white opal, about half the size of my palm, rested at the center of her forehead, its light pulsing with the same subtle colors that cascaded through her tresses.

Do I ask about the jewel?

Or is that considered rude?

When there’s only ...

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Book 4: Chapter 51: Playing with Fire

The sheer slope of the mountain turned from rock to glass about halfway through my stumbling descent. It wasn’t the slick, tempered kind; it was a scratchy, hastily hardened layer of bubbly slag that said plenty about the range of Sparkles’ breath weapon.

Oh, and speaking of things that were spoken, I would like to reiterate for any party members who are reading this entry that I distinctly told you to wait at the summit.

No, I don’t want to hear it.

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Book 4: Chapter 50: Prayer to Pyre

Before Morin was even out of earshot, Relias insisted that we stop by the church. The abandoned buildings of southern Atramentis were silent save for the crunch of our boots on ice, and I was already chafing under the thought of yet another delay.

“You and I should seek all blessings available,” he called from behind. “And night will soon overtake us.”

“Every minute we spend here drains Oliver’s strength. And are you telling me the dragon is less than a day’s travel ...

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Book 2: Chapter 49: Orders Obeyed

As Captain Morin predicted, the temperature plunged that night, from cold to unbearable. Ice formed along the rigging, with small shards snapping off and shattering on the deck above. The deck itself groaned under the onslaught, each crack echoing through the hull. Sleep wasn’t happening, so I turned to Nora and filled her in on the day’s progress.

“Congratulations,” Nora said with a smirk, still hanging out in her hammock. “You’re now finally in charge of triplets.”

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Billing Paused Until November 1st

Hello:

I re-paused for one more month.

I'm currently in the midst of developmental edits for Book 2. Tess Irondale will be narrating Book 2 in her Discord sometime in March (more details to come!).

I also had a short LitRPG story accepted into an anthology and anticipate making edits on that this month. Here's a teaser image:

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Book 4: Chapter 48: Urbane Pretenses

To be honest, I don’t know if concern or guilt was the primary driver that led me to seek out Relias next. There was always a vague discomfort about how I had been handling our relationship, but a fresh veneer had been recently applied.

As the frontliner, I shouldn’t have let that tentacle get past me.

I failed to protect the squishy.

“He entered the fray unannounced, attacked from the back row, and drew the beast’s ire,” Raedine noted from the de...

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Book 4: Chapter 47: Situationship

Morin stomped, his boot ringing metal. “Sneak aboard my ship in borrowed skins, will you? To what end? I told Procul plain! No clergy meddling in my rigging!”

“I suppose his murder muddled your memo,” Oliver quipped, his staff snapping into his hand with a hollow thump. His robes slithered down his shoulders, flaring before settling around his newly formed boots. “But do let us know when you’re ready to thank us for keeping your rigging intact.”

Mor...

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Book 4: Chapter 46: Two Heads Are (Sometimes) Better Than One

While the rising sea monster summoned more of its long and barbed tentacles, I armed myself with sword, shield, and aura.

“I’ll admit it’s no kraken, but a sea anemone? That’s stretching language to the breaking point.”

Oliver shrugged, summoning his staff. “I don’t think it cares what you would call it, even if you did ask.” He glanced about with a frown, his closed eyes lingering on the other entranced crew members. “Gawkers, go to the galley.”

Right. R...

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Book 4: Chapter 45: Never Trust Ann

Our first few hours at sea were filled with vague tension. Relias made it quite clear he would brook no nonsense from the twin princes, only for Morin to assign them the very task of keeping a close eye on us. With Nora under the weather, however, it was clear that jamming all five of us into our assigned quarters would do her no favors.

“I’m going for a walk around deck,” I declared from the doorway. “One of you will have to come with me.”

The two ended up calling a coi...

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Book 4: Chapter 44: Investiture and Divestiture

Translocation from Fort Turri was bumpier than our last few sojourns, with magical turbulence a mere footnoted phenomenon seldom discussed. Apparently, it has to do with poor attunement of the destination circle to the leyline it’s connected to. As someone who’s experienced it firsthand, however, I suggest we stop treating it like a rare, clinical curiosity and more like a never-event, because it felt like someone tried to pull my stomach through my ears.

I arrived in Borea...

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Billing Paused

Hi all,

Today I made the decision to pause billing for the next calendar month. I’m currently managing a family medical emergency as a primary caregiver and am unable to maintain a comfortable writing schedule.

I will continue to post chapters as they are written, as the billing pause gives me peace of mind while I navigate family medical matters.

Thank you for your support and understanding.

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Book 4: Chapter 43: Terms of Passage

Relias lifted his chin, and a rather sly smirk crossed his face. “There is only one dragon. Find comfort in the knowledge that Sparkles is a faithful servant to our Goddess.”

I guess you don’t often get a chance to out-info an information handler.

“As you say…” Vulture replied, turning away to rifle through a stack of ledgers on his desk. It only took him a moment or two to regain his composure, and his voice was once again full of ease. “It would seem I hav...

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Book 4: Chapter 42: All That Glitters

While I tried not to look too giddy at the thought of finally learning what the rest of the Order of Gold was up to, Nora turned a bit icy.

“Our time would be better spent gathering intel for our journey ahead,” she muttered, folding her arms.

I put my hands together in faux prayer as I glanced between them both. “But… we can try to do both, right?”

Nora pursed her lips. “…If that’s what you want.”

“Why wouldn’t I?”

Why wouldn’t she?...

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Book 4: Chapter 41: Checkpoint

The next few days were lost in an oddly tense haze of shadowy monotony. The rural outskirts of Fort Turri were covered in a spiderweb of fracturing dirt paths, each branch aiming at a different dense woodlet without rhyme or reason. Twisted and gnarled tree roots that broached the surface in these shadowy areas became our greatest adversaries. Oliver, of course, wasn’t affected, flagrantly showing off the advantage of his mist-like form.

“So unfair,” I muttered, watching him float...

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Book 4: Chapter 40: Even Gods Can't Do It Alone

“Of course I didn’t say anything once I realized it,” Nora confirmed the following afternoon. “What was I supposed to do? Alert! Something is majorly wrong with the night sky, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do about it! Be afraid, very, very afraid!” She threw up her hands. “I’m not social media, you know.”

We were heading toward Fort Turri, though the heavily wooded landscape refused to let us glimpse its stone walls. We had chosen a road less traveled and qu...

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Book 4: Chapter 39: Fixed in Finality

“How—” I paused, feeling Nora’s and Relias’s eyes on me. “Thoughtful… Yes. That’s exactly what I was looking for. We can put your brother’s eye in—”

“Explain something to me first,” Oliver said slowly, drawing the pouch closer to his chest. “Where did you encounter the Blight encased within?”

“Blight? You mean Ereborite?”

“Blight,” he repeated, then tilted his head. “You did seal the exposed area after removing the gross bioburden, cor...

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Author Update

Hello!

Can you believe it's August already?

No? Neither can I.

I'm currently working on the final arc within Book 4 of The Last Rae of Hope. Progress slowed a little these past two weeks, as I mistakenly thought I would have downtime during GenCon, the largest annual tabletop gaming convention in North America. In my defense... I have no defense. It was my first GenCon, but not my first convention in general. I should have known, being older now, that it wo...

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Chibi and Emoji Gallery - The Last Rae of Hope

Please enjoy these high-resolution chibi and emoji images commissioned from https://www.fiverr.com/ayaakemi

Thank you for your support!

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Book 4: Chapter 38: Leverage Is in the Eye of the Beholder

“I’ve had no contact with your brother,” the feathered demon stammered from the ground. “I-I don’t know what lies Corporal Belgaldi has told you, General, but he’s had it out for me ever since I pledged my services—”

“He is here,” the General insisted, his remaining eye flashing. “This area’s animus confirms it!” With a firm grip still on Galenus’s goat horn, he gestured with his free hand. The owl-peacock demon rose from the ground, suspended by an ...

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Book 4: Chapter 37: Sanctioned by Someone Else

“The Order of Blue here in Turri would be working in coordination with White and Silver,” Relias murmured with a slight frown. “This civilian armament under your name may be a response to fears of mass demonic translocation…”

I did sort of tell them to do whatever they needed to do.

“Fears made real to these people if we’re found out,” I said with a sigh. “It’d be best to avoid—”

“Children,” Oliver interjected. “He’s conscripting even...

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Book 4: Chapter 36: On Concealment and Context

Despite my best efforts, Oliver refused to engage in anything resembling meaningful conversation.

“Haven’t we talked enough today already?” he said at one point. “With words coming out, the cake cannot go in.”

Wisdom at its finest.

He didn’t exactly eat his share, though. He poked at the half I’d reserved for him with a fork, and parts of it dissolved without ever nearing his lips. His attention remained fixed on the door rather than anything in the room.

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Book 4 Chapter 35: Have Your Cake (Because You Can’t Take It With You)

Nora adjusted her robes several times as Master Landon continued shouting for Headmaster Jasper, his voice growing more exasperated with every call.

“Like I was saying…” she murmured with a nervous chuckle, folding her arms. “Can’t even seem to find the mute button…”

“We’re not going to give him an update?” I asked with a frown.

Nora shook her head. “I’d love to tell him about my promotion, but after thinking about it… It’s probably the worst thin...

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Book 4: Chapter 34: Misrepresentative of the Whole

After flicking the last remnants of the hazelnut onto the sanctuary floor, Oliver tucked his arms behind his shoulders and settled further into his defiant slouch.

Who just turned up his obnoxiousness?

His tail snapped against the stone floor three times. “Now that I have your attention—”

“Let’s head back to Nora’s office where we can talk in private,” I declared, already storming toward the door with my aura flaring. As I passed Oliver, I made sure to...

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Book 4: Chapter 33: A Clean Slate

Nora led the way through the maze of hallways with confidence, as if she had navigated them a hundred times before. I lagged behind, unintentionally scuffing my feet every time the floor decided to slope one way or another.

“So, what did you two talk about?”

“Things…” I mumbled.

“What sort of things?”

I exhaled. “Well, my high school essay, for one thing. It sort of went all over from there.”

“He really led with that? What a weirdo. Then what?...

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