update: end!
more talking :)
end is nearing! just a few more updates before im done!
you see very very flawed - i feell like i couldve made the fear more pronounced but i had limited space
mmm double update! sorry - but i got a lil ahead of myslef today ahaha- i am okay with this so far
it does not get better yet, lilith gets more desperate
his side
time to show liliths perspective soon
luci being his sin- a vain and selfish individual focused on himself rather than the efforts of the others accommodating him. being selfish can go too far in a relationship leading to a disregard of the other and ignoring the signs that would led to a break in the relationship. lucy should've known better given his experience, but was both too happy to be with lilith and quick to enshrine himself in his selfishness to acknowledge the signs he definitely saw. lilith one who is used to being trampled over will not call lucy out on this directly, and will appease and appease to keep the status quo, while secretly building in resentment and volatile emotions. he himself would begin to create problems that can get just as bad as lucy
mm i accept this so far
not a sexual comic just the topic! i wanted to draw for myself another conversation. expecially about their past relationship. this is but a short snip of a few pages (of writing) worth of them talking about their terrible communication issues in the past. assigning blame to themselves amongst other things before ultimately knowing that they have spent the rest of their relationship working and fixing the issues they brought in due to their own pasts.
btw if you notice, lilith in the past always had hazy pupils, some visual cue of his difficult mental state and unclearness of his desires. like a fog over his head that is making his decisions difficult and under duress.