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Added 2021-01-26 09:31:00 +0000 UTCI can do whatever I want. I guess we all can. Altohugh governed by our habitual thought patterns, we carve a life made from traumas unknown to us, we pick the wrong partners and the wrong paths, or stop shining our light because we are afraid to get hurt. I have felt so much more like myself since I have moved into this new house.
I moved away from my old friends, and when my birthday party happened it was perfect, like all the right ones came and the others just had bee stings and period pains, as if everyone who was meant to show up for me, just did. And it was plain to see who my real friends were. My friend asked me what I wanted for my birthday, so I just kept repeating DIAMONDS! It was a joke of course and at the same time truth. I did want diamonds for my birthday, but it's such an unrealistic and ridiculous thing to request. Although if someone asks, you've got to say the truth. All I wanted was diamonds and a car. Sure enough this friend got some friends together and got me a swarovski diamond necklace, it made me smile so much. I have to be careful not to wear it to bed so I don't break it. When I get something new, I find it hard to take it off.
I didn't get any lingerie, and that is the one thing that is indeed lacking! If you want to check out my amazon wishlist, or have something in mind to send me, then I will make a video once it arrives.....my birth day might be over, but I can celebrate and receive presents all year!!!!!
