Ok, so we've got a whopper of a "Seeking Approval" update - more than 12k words - imminent, avail to second-tier patrons. This tangent thread, along with the main GITJ storyline, finds itself more and more linked to stories that have come before it, some by different authors that I admire. I've mentioned some of them in passing but wanted to set up a source for some links to the stories that might make reading my drivel a little more enjoyable, bring a new facet to the GITJ/SA world-at-large....
2021-06-29 21:28:25 +0000 UTC
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What’s that…? I began, being torn from sleep by a rapping at my door, Who’s that..? It’s…
I looked at my phone.
It’s after nine!! I’m late for patients!
In an instant I jumped from bed, my head immediately swimming - how did I get here, wasn’t...
2021-06-25 20:01:33 +0000 UTC
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I like the grocery store in the early mornings, not busy, just lots of housewives out shopping for their husbands. Surprised I’m feeling as good as I am after four watermelon margaritas but haha got to the gym at five thirty and the Hy-Vee by eight.
Weird I dunno why my hair looks so dark in that picture sometimes I wake up like that
She gave me a list and I’m adding a few cu...
2021-06-22 02:00:00 +0000 UTC
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”I got this,” I heard my new employee, Shanette, say as we reached the bottom of the staircase that led up to my apartment. She and Lakshmi had been called by Vida to escort me home, supporting me, basically holding me up the entire walk from my office. I was exhausted, woozy, feeling ready to pass out after my most recent booster shot. My head was swimming, their voices sounding far away, but I ...
2021-06-18 02:36:27 +0000 UTC
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It felt a little like walking on air, stumbling with Ashleigh on his arm, glued to his side, as they made their way down the sidewalk. He’d admitted he felt a little drunk- don’t know why, haha. Haven’t had a single beer yet! - after watching those marketing videos she’d wanted him to see, so she’d insisted she’d drive. He couldn’t believe how late it was; the time with Ashleigh this evening was just seeming to fly by. But, whatever - out to the bars! She’d p...
2021-06-14 03:03:34 +0000 UTC
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“Knock-knock!” I heard at the door of my office, startling me. I was nearly - jesus - an hour into this video call with the Study Coordinator from Evolution, and had obviously lost track of time. “Where’s my favorite patient?!?’ called the voice. It was Vida, my Nurse Practitioner, entering with a broad smile, a procedure tray and someone else and causing me to look up from my compute...
2021-06-11 18:00:00 +0000 UTC
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It's time for Dr J's weekly injection, and Nurses Vida and Morgan are here for him. Next post to drop soon.
2021-06-10 16:10:58 +0000 UTC
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What the hell are they up to? Angie thought, as she slipped her phone back down into her top, Whatever it is...I'm going to find out...
2021-06-08 20:00:00 +0000 UTC
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Wow, I thought to myself proudly, these gynormous things obviously work great. I had been able to keep him on chat for nearly an hour, much longer than I thought I would. I guess I shouldn’t have been so surprised; I’d seen his profile and the man is a boob-monkey through-and-through.
Our meeting more or less over, I finished up with some niceties. I told him I was t...
2021-06-07 15:00:06 +0000 UTC
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“So this is your, like, idea of a good time?” Sam Packer asked, laughing nervously as Ashleigh attached the last of twelve electrodes to his scalp.
Ashleigh giggled at his little joke. “Neurofeedback is fun!” she sang, pushing her tortoiseshell glasses up the bridge of her nose. She’d already placed the EMG/Muscle Tension nodes, heart monitor and skin conductance leads on his chest and arms, and was nearly ready to switch everything on. “I promise, you’ll like thi...
2021-06-04 03:23:38 +0000 UTC
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“Hi Dr J, I’m glad we finally get to chat…”
Holy shit.
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Earlier that day, I’d been told at the front desk that there was a lady from Evolution Pharmaceuticals on the line, and that she’d like to speak with me. Aubrey had always been good about screening out the sales pitches, the irate patients, the people with whom I really never needed to actually talk. ...
2021-06-02 10:14:50 +0000 UTC
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By Tuesday afternoon, I was beside myself. Seeing patients again, but distraught. The office was a hot mess - so many new girls, crowding the hallways and desks, mostly being trained by people who also didn’t know what they were doing. My schedule was a hot mess - they’d overbooked me, with all the patients I was supposed to see the day before but had been rescheduled. And my
2021-05-28 14:34:39 +0000 UTC
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Haha that’s a cute one, Melissa mused, posting up the final of four pictures to her Instagram, I wonder what kinda comments I’ll get this time…
...and what he’ll think of them.
2021-05-26 20:00:04 +0000 UTC
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Oh my god that bitch was the only thought Angie could muster, as she sat seething at her poor excuse for a desk, one she shared in the accounting office with two bimbos...
2021-05-25 20:00:03 +0000 UTC
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What the fuck, I thought, watching with growing panic as Melissa and the guy from the truck, some contractor, disappeared, off down the path that led into the little garden trails, the little preserve next to the building. What the hell are they doing..?
And was she holding his hand?!?
Envy was not a familiar feeling to me, so I barely recognized the taste of it...
2021-05-24 20:00:03 +0000 UTC
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“Wow, uh, yeah, sure,” AJ agreed, ”but, like...here?”
“No, silly, get out of the car,” Melissa instructed, and in the next moment he was out, following behind her as she led him out of the parking lot onto a path, off into the wooded garden of sorts. She’d felt the gear of the gaze coming from the second floor window this entire time, and it warmed her blood. “There’s better p...
2021-05-23 19:00:04 +0000 UTC
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8:10, there she is, good fucking god, I thought to myself, peering surreptitiously under the cheap window blind of my second-floor apartment, out into the parking lot. Already several strides from her white beemer, Melissa’s outrageous, hourglass figure grabbed my eye, my attention, my whole fucking beng. Tuesday morning, and I hadn’t actually seen her since Friday; I’d cloist...
2021-05-20 18:24:17 +0000 UTC
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So far AJ’s day, his first at this new job, had been predictably miserable. He figured that was sort of normal, kinda expected. He’d been his own boss, owner of his own little construction firm for years, so going back to being a manual labor grunt for someone else again was sure t...
2021-05-16 10:56:19 +0000 UTC
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So my awesome Patrons had clued me in to the fact that the audio recorded by the amazing GoddessByNight for a scene with Rina (from Sept 2019) had disappeared off the site where it was hosted. So, here it is, and a link to the original post. Thanks people!
Link to Original Post/Scene
2021-05-14 16:43:33 +0000 UTC
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Quick poll for my Readers as I guide the story forward - on a scale of 1 to 10, how Gentle do you want to see Melissa as things progress? I’d figure 10 would be “c’mere hunny you look tired, snuggle in and have a nap on mama” and 1 would be more like “gunna crush u under my heel like the insect u are”. Will take into consideration as this train keeps barreling down the tracks at 3 mph.
Feel free to explain yourself in the comments
<edit: 20 May 2021 ...
2021-05-13 13:30:16 +0000 UTC
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Omigod, how amazing was that! She was such a queen, up in front of everybody at lunch, welcoming the new girls, announcing the new construction, getting us all pumped up. She even called me out- “I’m so happy to be surrounded by so many strong, beautiful women who all want to grow, become bigger, better females - like Josie, here, who’s been with us for a month. Already she’s, like, grown so ...
2021-05-10 17:55:22 +0000 UTC
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...from Mama Melissssssy. She appreciates her little ones sooo much!
(credit of course to Biggals for the original image)
2021-05-09 04:12:59 +0000 UTC
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The rest of Sam Packer’s week, in his first stint as lead inspector at Evolution Pharmaceutical’s Headquarters, investigating for final approval of their new OTC product, was not nearly as exciting as his first day. Yes, he was greeted every morning by the super-pretty receptionists at the front desk. Sure, he was escorted back to the conference room that had been reappointed as his makeshift office by an always-new, always-gorgeous amazon in a security uniform. And, indeed, he was always...
2021-05-06 19:45:37 +0000 UTC
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I don’t know what grabbed me about the email in my inbox, why I didn’t just toss it into “Junk”. From an unknown sender, I’d usually ignore it. All it had was a link - no context, no explanation, nothing. Suspicious, right? But maybe it was my state of mind - I was holed up anxiously in my office t...
2021-05-03 18:34:11 +0000 UTC
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*BEEEP*
Throughout the whole drive that Monday morning, AJ felt like he was in a heavy fog. He had zoned out at a red light, and the car horn from behind him jerked him back to reality. Jeez… he thought to himself, no sleep, no coffee yet, I’m a zombie. He waved, apologetically into the rear view of his pickup, and took off again down the road.
But ...
2021-04-30 19:08:33 +0000 UTC
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I was disgusted with myself. All day, all day I’d spent - my entire Sunday! - in my cheap little bed with its creaky springs. Me, a box of Kleenex, my phone and the creature that lived between my legs. The thick, veined thing that rose to stare me in the eye, that seemed to dominate my every spare moment would not allow me to do anything else. After a Saturday mourning the loss of the huge balloon sculpture of Melissa, dragging myself to the grocery store in a somnolent fu...
2021-04-27 19:59:20 +0000 UTC
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“Okay Laura,” Rina said with a laugh, swiping out of the call from Ashleigh and putting down her phone, “we have to stop Dinara before she eats the poor guy. He’s going to get suspicious if this goes on much longer.”
“Yah, mate,” the pretty Australian with the rainbow hair agreed, “She looks like she hasn’t seen a man in months.” The three of them had been watching the new Head of Security on the camera feed from the lab atrium, listening in on what she’...
2021-04-25 23:03:27 +0000 UTC
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My hair does get so crazy long overnight, Melissa Monroe thought to herself, but weekends I don’t care. Sitting on the edge of her bed, stroking her cat, she was checking the “likes” on her newest post and feeling the twinges that came with new followers, like starlight twinkles under her skin. So many of them out there now that like it big, she mused, smiling, almost...
2021-04-19 19:18:37 +0000 UTC
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Sorry for the little teaser posts; I'm away and not able to write too much til I get back next week. Enjoy!
edit: added in the second text-convo image, which I'd forgot I'd done.
2021-04-16 17:00:01 +0000 UTC
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omugahd this is so rich, Randi Mongillo thought to herself, trying to remember how to best record this for posterity haha...
2021-04-13 15:00:01 +0000 UTC
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