Tamzin

The Sanctuary….is this a stay for YOU?

Here at the homestead, I host an arrangement of offerings such as:

-Counselling sessions (couple & individual)

-Tantra sessions (couple & individual)

-Yoni massage and de armour session

-Lingam massage and anal de armour session

As well as MANY other offerings/retreats/longer term artist in residence stays, host for facilitators etc…

These are huge powerful sessions and can often come with much needed integration and internal time…wha...

WILD WOLF WOMAN!!!

I am f*cking wild….i think to myself as I catch a reflection of my physical vessel…such a reflection of my soul!!! Strong, free and fierce, deeply connected with Pachamama I run wild like the wolf I am….

My hair crazy and free, full of feathers and curls formed from the natural spring water and sweat…

My eyes alive with life force for I am free!!! I have rewilded myself and my ancient soul knows it…

I continue to live embodied and “walk my path” which happens t...

Chakra Cleansing Meditation

Enjoy a guided chakra cleansing meditation & visualisation.

A practise that can be sat with in ritual at any time you so desire, also powerful during plant medicine journeys..

Yarndi medicine magic…

How I adore the whole dharma of creating from the centre of source, from the very essence of and spirit of the plant itself!!!

Shanti beat, the sweet psychedelic medicine of mama that allows me to enter other realms and really expand my consciousness as I receive and remember wisdom from within…

I was taught an “old school” technique that I have NEVER seen before or even read about…I was told “they don’t want the people knowing how to make this stuff” by the teacher ...

Recent bookstore finds!!!

An incredible alignment when I walked into the bookstore and discovered baskets full of recently donated books completely aligned with all I wish to study further…( look for another post deeper on this alignment )

Thanking the universe for these ones…forever growing my library, my sag moon remembers the ancient ways and has a thirst for ancient knowledge…these were all stacked on top of each other, waiting for me it felt…

I am never disappointed in my local second hand boo...

Self lovin…

A little self love masturbation in the afternoon, enjoy my Eros and activating my creative energy!!!

Travelling with grandmother….

That’s charcuna!! Someone said as I was watering the garden the other day….what did they mean? The plant I was watering contained dmt I had been told by the person who gifted it to me…I thought it was a small native, still in its younger identity of leaving…but I was wrong! Turns out it’s psychotria viridis that has been specifically bred to withstand the frost of the mountains…the missing leaf in the making of ayuhuasca… I had recently been gifted the vine of souls by a sister�...

Oil massage in the afternoon sun

A divine afternoon spent in ritual, reading and really being worshipped with a coconut oil massage by my lover…what did it lead into? Well later that evening I was absolutely ravished…but I’ll leave that for another story

Lioness…

A little light stretching…

Filled with life force!!!!

After spending some time offline and living off grid for years, I feel entirely an overwhelming essence of immense peace!!! I am so content and deeply satisfied at a soul level…every day I thank the gods for this divine alignment that allows me to live as this incarnation, here and now.

I am fucked open by life!!! Living full with life force as it flows through me, microcosmic orbiting my energy and allowing Eros to flow as I follow my heart lead intuition…

Growing and learnin...

By standing stone & elder tree…

A recent experience I had: heading into my local second hand book store, which truly plays as a portal when it provides all I need to see/read…direct from the universe, every time I head in I always find soooo much material to dive into…

My recent trip was like the usual experience of downloads direct from source but seriously on acid!!! A full explosion of information was received when I walked in and stumbled on baskets and baskets of “delivered yesterday” books…

As I...

Arousal and Eros

How do you notice arousal within your body? How does it feel to let Eros flow through you?

As I really sink into my body, as I stretch and spend the time to myself giving energy to my body I begin to feel the flow of life force energy activate within me!! Full expressions can be found on “Tantrikas temple” tier, or my Manyvids @mamatamaruku…

Cherry tease…

Full length video on manyvids

How and Why I live the way I do…

A longer video here diving into how and why I live the way that I do…what my intuitive drive is, philosophical perspective and how that reflects tangibly in this realm..

Sun dried shrooms, sunflowers and the outdoor bed for slumber under the full moon…

Ritual is everywhere in every breath and in every single day and night…to honour the elements, the elders, the ancient ones and the embodiment of all as the magic of mushrooms and the mycelium network..

Sleeping under the moons rays for enhanced psychic energy and abilities, to address the ascended ones in prayer and to pick mushrooms in ritual is something that enhances me in every breath…

Being so connected to the consciousness that I am, so much so that I marry my soul!!! <...

In the dream realms around home…

I have been so internal of recent, so happy in the solitude and sanctuary of my own heart…how have you been feeling? Happy Wolf full moon…

Mother Mary, an oath to her…

How I honour the essence of each aspect of you…the love vibration on which you grow, embodying the essence of Shakti beat into this beautiful realm.

The tree of life, knowledge and knowing the deeply embedded and entwined essence that exists within me, my encanabanoid system.

This powerful plant medicine has been with me for over a decade, and how we have danced…diving into my heart with her healing help has truly been such an activation for me over the years.

Playing s...

Oracle in action…

Submerging myself in my subconscious I craft what I believe from the base up…extending into the highest chakras I envelope an essence so pure and free that I fully surrender to what the universe has to offer me..what is the universe saying?

As the psychonaut I am, I particularly and purposefully pry into my minds eye and expand my vision, what do I SEE?

Through oracle, speaking with the ancestors, the angels, channeling source essence within my own heart I hear what I need to ...

Rain dance celebrations!!!!

As the days here are are reaching 40 degrees, such a strong intense heat waves through the land and the lushness of the rainforest provides a sanctuary for all those seeking refuge from the scorching sunshine…

With solstice being only 2 weeks ago the length of the ruling suns hours in the sky are still of great length…almost 16/17hours of day to really ground down and create, connect with country and explore!!!

As this was coming into the 6th week with minimal to no rain I kn...

Mamatamaruku on Spotify!!!

Now i know ya'll wanted some tunes...and I promise there are playlists for all kinds of moments and moods...

Each playlist has a description and the title itself will give a suggestion in most cases...

-Bouncin in the bamboo hut...currently listening as I work in the hut itself

-Mamatamaruku...beats I am mixing and banging along to!

-Makin love and sweaty beach s*x is what I'm actually BANGIN to...

-Anybody and everybody is just jammed with random stuff I listene...

Squirting & cervical activation in the bath...

I begin by bringing it to my attention that I truly desire to activate my cervix...she speaks if you simply listen and allow her to guide, the ancient serpent lies dormant at her base (kundalini) and it is here that I feel the call to connect...

I run the bath full of beautiful rain water, I pick and add fresh rose geranium too...some bath salts and flowers and its fit for a faerie...

Creating firstly I bring myself to the here and now...lowering my ears below the water and immers...

The lion herself...POV my rising...

I lay around in the mornings earliest hours..purring and nestling into the cotton sheets in the bamboo shack..birds sweet song fills the cool morning air and I feel myself start to slowly awaken from my slumber...

The suns rays shine through the diamond shaped windows straight onto my bare skin, kissing me as it trickles through the trees leaves. I rise and meditate bringing my minds eye to centre in perfect harmony and then I let it flow with intention set...stretching like a cat on th...

Pomegranate princess

Juicy expression…the mission was how messy can I get inside?

Dripping red gypsy…

Dripping gypsy…

This was an evening dedicated to myself, my Eros, my energy…candlelit, tunes and a sacred yoni worship session…

Perving on the princess

This was one tobini captured as he came upstairs under the Himalayas and found me getting some sun…

Pomegranate pussy princess!!!

I loved shooting this in India, whilst sweaty and activated in the hotel room I decided to let the juices flow..quite literally…

River nymph…

Roadside river fun…

Sunshine pondering…

Laying beneath the suns rays, soaking up the energy and life force I find myself feeling so deeply into the present moment…how did I get HERE?

This is my dream life come to fruition, this is exactly how I imagined it all to be, I just simply needed to believe it to be possible!

It’s been 5yrs since making this call in my subconscious mind and now here I am, on my homestead (that I bought cash!!! ) not that you can technically own anything, especially land- but for reference ...