Pillowdear

[EARLY ACCESS] Love nurse - MP3

A lot of people have been asking for MP3 files for my audios as well, so here you go! ^^~
I hope I did this correctly 

Recording soon 💓

I’ll be getting on discord soon to record my newest video. I plan on doing something along the lines of “nurse cures your broken heart”!

This will be my second time recording a video in the discord server call, and I hope to see you there ^^

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[EARLY ACCESS] Reverse yandere

Scary scary 💕

[EARLY ACCESS] Serial killer part 2

Do you prefer to be called kitty or puppy?

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June 2022 💓

A schedule for the current month!

I wanna work harder and be here more often, and I think this is a perfect way to keep me on track.

The Patreon call is referring to any patrons with access to the exclusive channels. While I do join the call randomly around the month, I figured it would be a good idea to have a set date planned. I look forward to hanging out with you!!

That being said— I am considering making the server public next month and removing...

[EARLY ACCESS] yandere comforts you

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Testing out tingles and triggers ~

just testing out how everything sounds on my microphone!

UPDATE : video audio is distorted uh oh.

still trying to get back into the groove of things!

 I'm getting a little more used to using my new microphone and laptop for recording, but I still can't seem to find an editing program to add a black fade and sound waves to my videos! >,<)..

All is well though! I hope the audio quality is alright!

February name reading and apology

Here is the name reading for patrons during the month of February! I tried my best to pronounce your names < 3 I also got a new microphone that will be coming in soon, so my audio quality can improve!

Name reading starts at :4:15

Apology summary if you don't want to listen to that part:

I'm very sorry for not being around. My throat has been very stuffy and tense (obviously : ( ), so I haven't been able to record! I've also been feeling very overwhelmed.. I'm s...

patreon video request

Sweetheart, hello!

Considering ive been a bit less active, i would like to try and  get a new patreon exclusive video out to you as an apology!! 

So please feel free to tell me what you'd like to hear, and if you enjoy others suggestions!

< / 3

I feel the need to apologize. I know I haven't been around as often, and I'm very sorry for that. I dread the thought of anyone feeling like I'm avoiding them or I dont like them.. but in reality it just feels harder and harder for me to find motivation.

I appreciate the comfort so much, and the time together makes me feel a bit better, but recently I find I'm always looking track of time, and I struggle to surround myself in company.

I wish we could just lay together in silence f...

[EARLY ACCESS] Yandere valentines 💌💕

Early access to my valentines video coming out tomorrow! Please enjoy and please accept my love confession ~

[EARLY ACCESS] Yandere love potion

early access to my newest video 

<3 enjoy 

JANUARY 2022 name reading

My first ever name reading for patreon!

I tried my best to pronounce names correctly so please forgive me if I messed up!

I never expected to have so many people supporting and helping me and I really appreciate it! I’m trying to move out so I’ll be able to record and upload more often, and ever bit helps me with that!

Thank you SOSOSOSOOOO MUCH!

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Name reading?

Hi sweetheart! I've gotten a lot more support recently since my discord server opened, and I was wondering if anyone would be interested in me doing a name reading at the end of my videos, or making a thank you reading at the end of each month?

Or if you have any other ideas id love to hear them!

[PATREON EXCLUSIVE] Tea time with mommy

Sit down and have some nice tea and an afternoon chat with me

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[EARLY ACCESS] bathing with your anxious yandere

After committing a crime, the anxious yandere hides away in your bathroom.. will you help her?

[EARLY ACCESS] girlfriend personal attention

Guess who had some time to record!

I know this video is a bit shorter than usual but I hope you enjoy it anyways!

Alright alright, it’s time for me to sleep.

Goodnight 💕🎶

[early access] Invisible yandere

Due to this video being a commission, I waited another day before making it early access to give the commissioner a bit more time to have it all to themselves!

This is my first ever video commission and I hope you enjoy 💕

And good morning!

January 2022 ♡

Hello sweetheart!

I would like to announce the upcoming changes to my Patreon before the renewal starting next month!

First off - I will now be opening a Patreon exclusive discord server! I know a lot of people on my channel have been requesting one so I decided to go through with it! Me and my mod team have been working very hard to set it up and I hope it is satisfactory!  ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡

All tiers will be receiving adjustments and benefit changes! I will ...

[EARLY ACCESS] Serial Killer wants to Own you 🔪

After being taken to her basement, the serial killer explains herself and her motives, and your opinion brings her to a change of heart.

Ultimately, you get to live.. but at what cost?

🔪🩸❤️

[Patreon Exclusive] Sleepy Girlfriend Cuddles

Nomnomnom.. sleepy

ASMR EARLY ACCESS- cult leader

Here you go, dear

< / 3

Good morning!

I’m heading out. I’ll talk to you later!

December <3

Hello sweetheart!

Just a reminder that December is almost here! If you're interested in cancelling your subscription, please do so before the month ends to assure you wont get charged again!

I would like to make a disclaimer that throughout the month of December uploads will be less often, but things will be back on track during January! 

If you have any questions please let me know!

Thank you so much for being here and I really appreciate you!

Thank you for...

PATREON EXCLUSIVE ❤️ comforting you with words of affirmation

You’re wonderful and you deserve the best, never let anyone tell you otherwise

EARLY ACCESS- breaking in for cuddles

Early access to my upcoming video ~

♡

Going into town today!

Do you need anything?

Just kidding, I already know what you want!

EARLY ACCESS - yandere nurse

It’s 5am and I am incredibly exhausted!

I uploaded and made this last night but fell asleep before I could share it with you!

So here is early access to the fake nurse yandere!

(( once again I am doubting myself and disliking the video once I’ve listened to it but I hope you enjoy it at least))