Nemmys

me by trainspotte_r | 5

Ultimately, I was diagnosed with bipolar affective disorder and anxiety disorder, I was prescribed treatment and started taking pills. After that, I immediately began to understand the cause of my mood swings and periodic depression. All the years I believed that I could work through this with a psychologist, because I had a very difficult childhood, but when I was told about bipolar disorder, all my hopes were destroyed, because this diagnosis has no cure

me by trainspotte_r | 4

Years later, I came to my worst mental state and after another nervous breakdown, I broke down and abruptly went for one day to Kyiv, which is located 500 km from my city, just to personally get to an expensive but good psychiatrist and there I For the first time, a definitive diagnosis was made.

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After I fell into depression, I realized that such feelings occur to me with a certain periodicity, I had nervous breakdowns, uncontrollable aggression and I visited different psychiatrists and psychologists for years, in the hope of solving it all, but every time, different doctors gave me different diagnoses

me by @trainspotte_r pt 2

These are beautiful photos, but unfortunately, they were not taken at the best period of my life, at that time, I behaved very strangely, I was too active and made a lot of mistakes, after that I fell into depression and I still couldn’t understand what's happening to me

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Now, time has passed and my bangs have grown and now the choice depends on you! Which do you think is better for me? With or without bangs?) And I will try to listen to your opinion!

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Tell me, what do you like more? Mountains or the sea? I’m a very anxious person, always when I go somewhere, I find out about living creatures, earthquakes, crime, because I’m always afraid of everything) But at the same time, the sea is something more mysterious and attractive, but for views, I would choose mountains

Me and @mihaylova_jpg by brenstormin pt.5

Could you rate this episode on a scale of 10? What did you like most?

Me and @mihaylova_jpg by brenstormin pt.4

I don’t know in what mysterious period Anastasia and I met, but before her I thought that I was the only person who was always sick and had many health problems :) And then, when we started communicating and becoming friends, I realized that we are very similar, so much so that while in Bali, my muscles also began to ache like hers, naturally, not nearly as much, but I was horrified. What could this be?

Me and @mihaylova_jpg by brenstormin pt.3

Washing off the sand was a very interesting thing)) For three days after that, I had sand in my head! Therefore, it’s worthy of your like)

Me and @mihaylova_jpg by brenstormin pt.2

These are such banal photos, who hasn’t done this?)) But it turned out beautiful!

Me and @mihaylova_jpg by brenstormin pt.1

You can always find me by the color of my skin, I am usually the darkest in my surroundings, as a сhild they called me names for this and laughed at me for being dark, so I bought different creams to whiten myself and only when I was 20 did I realize that this was possible On the contrary, it’s good that I have it like this!)

me and @mihaylova_jpg

And these are two funny photos of me and @mihaylova_jpg
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Me by brenstormin pt.10

Here are the not-so-great shots that came out, but I think they’re funny enough to show!

Me by brenstormin pt.9

I liked these photos from the whole series the most, what do you think?

Me by brenstormin pt.8

Here I tried to pose, but in the end, my sincere emotions got the better of me! You knew that up to a certain point, I was very shy about my smile and always said that I had a smile like a horse, but now, it seems, I already accept your emotions)

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Me by brenstormin pt.7

And so, the next episode is quite funny, I ran into the ocean, where I was carried away and constantly hit by waves! Are you ready to see this?)

Me by brenstormin pt.6

I look at the photo, at my figure... I’m not asking for compliments, but God, how I miss sports, I haven’t been to the gym for so long

Me by brenstormin pt.5

Running along the coast, the first days by the ocean, for me it was more than just seeing the waves and the beach! I come from a very poor family, I didn’t even travel to the borders of my city, all I saw was my grandmother’s village sometimes, and now, having grown up, I see the ocean, the Ephel Tower, various sights in the world, once I never thought I’d be able to see it, and even if this trip didn’t go at all according to plan, even if I return to Ukraine with absolutely no mo...

Me by brenstormin pt.4

Well, just a little more and I will be leaving home, I hope to move to Kyiv, further from the front, my hometown, where my family and friends are, in Kyiv there is less shelling and fewer alarms, I hope that I can find housing and start life again

Me by brenstormin pt.3

We woke up at 5 am and arrived at this beach at 6 so that people would not see us, but as it turned out, this was not a problem, but the fact that the dawn in Bali was late and it became visible at least something closer to 7 am, but there were still no people It didn’t turn out that way and we were able to take these shots!

Me by brenstormin pt.2

Very often, when I am photographed, I become interested in being on the other side of the camera, I would really like to try to photograph someone in nude style, would you be interested in seeing this?

Me by brenstormin pt.1

The only joint work with another photographer that we were able to do while on the island, I’m even afraid to say where the sand was after this shooting))

Me by @mihaylova_jpg / pt 8 last post this set!

As you have noticed, lately I often talk about myself and my thoughts with each post. I would like to know if you would like me to continue talking about myself and what is happening in my life! Perhaps I would I could create a post-introduction where I would answer the questions that interest you about me!

me and @mihaylova_jpg.

I'm glad that life gave me this girl!

Me by @mihaylova_jpg / pt 7

Do you know that for the first time in my life not only Asia but also Europe?)) In fact, I have never traveled around countries in my life, so everything that I see now is for the first time, it’s all so chaotic quickly, we looked and left and We left immediately, but now I can at least imagine when I would like to go on vacation in the future :)

Me by @mihaylova_jpg / pt 6

You know, now that I’m in Europe, looking at these photos is both alarming and pleasant, because I know what happened there, how it ended, I still blame myself for deciding to go to this island)

Me by @mihaylova_jpg / pt 5

You would know! I found this palm tree branch completely by accident, it was very heavy and fell on its own, I held it for 5 seconds between photos, then I cut my leg by stepping on something in the water, but I’m very happy with the result, although In general, I wouldn’t go back to Bali again)

Me by Anastasia Mihaylova / pt 4

Now I’m in Europe, but my journey is little by little coming to an end, unfortunately, one way or another I need to return to Ukraine, not that I really want this, but on the other hand, I already miss my cat very much!

Ph: https://www.instagram.com/mihaylova.jpg/

Me by Anastasia Mihaylova / pt 3

And here it is, loud and beautiful! I understand that for many of you this waterfall is just small, but for me it was huge, greatest and beautiful! After that, I wanted to see more waterfalls! But I’m still afraid of them! Oh, I’m also in these photos!Hahah

Me by Anastasia Mihaylova / pt 2

When we arrived in Bali, we didn’t even know then that it turns out that nudes are prohibited in this country, so we took a lot of risks and were afraid of the first shoot, although this is quite strange, because in the photo there is nothing vulgar and desecrating the nature around us, since we ourselves are part of nature.