Thanks for your comment, as always. I am so happy you take the time to write this kind of stuff to me.
Sorry to hear that being a student is, for many now, very difficult. I can only imagine... I mean, not in a million years would I have thought that I'd experience a pandemic and see the world literally shut down and become a gigantic mess. Then again, considering how inept and ridiculously incompetent 98% of the leaders of the world actually are, I guess it makes sense, right? These people who are supposed to be leading us actually can't seem to grasp how to effectively deal with the pandemic. Though, to be fair, not most people can, I think. We live in unprecedented times.
I admire your goals... like, you want to have a good job and start a family. It's a very beautiful concept. For me, I could never have this dream, because I've lived such a crazy life and can't seem to even grasp the idea of settling down with another person. I am not sure I want to at this point. Been there, done that. Failed miserably at it. So... now I just want to create, create, create.
The thing is, the industry I am working in really is an exercise in brutality. As in... for every step I take forward, I get knocked down 20 flights of steps backwards. It's unforgiving and really hard to do what I do, because I truly am in a foreign land. If it wasn't for the music that these idols were creating, number one, and the idols themselves, number two, I would have nothing to do with this business anymore. It's too difficult to understand how people do business in the land of idols, and I'm not that good at the business stuff. I am good at being an artist though and so I think this year I will focus extensively on being more productive doing the things I need and want to do, rather than trying to keep building up all of these groups and getting nothing really in return for it except broken friendships and backstabbers backstabbing me in the back a lot.
You will succeed in life because you have a good heart. I feel this about you. And I hope we can meet someday and enjoy idol lives together and overall, I want to see Romy have a big family with her husband and enjoy life to the fullest. Please do nothing else in this life except pursue your happiness at all costs. At the end of the day, I'm realizing that this is the only thing that is pure in this world.
Much respect and love,
2021-04-14 08:51:56 +0000 UTC
Heya Derek!!
Thanks for another audio post. As always, it's a blessing to have a look into your daily life.
I'm sorry about the passing of your uncle. I don't have a lot of experience with losing a family member, but I send you my condolences!
You have amazing goals in life and work so hard to achieve them. It's really inspiring for me! As for my goals in life, I want to graduate uni with a lot of awesome experiences and achievements. Now because of COVID it's hard to focus on uni, but I'm doing my best. I've been talking to a lot of fellow students and the spirits are low. I don't want to make it depressing so I'll keep it at the fact this lockdown is destroying a lot for students. But then again, everyone is battling this.
After graduation I want to land a good job in the business world and start family life. My fiance and I celebrated our 6 year anniversary today, and I hope to start a life and family together when it's responsible to do so.
I look forward to the Miho and 15Germ cheki sessions. I will put in my order last minute, so don't worry that I haven't put in an order yet haha!
Lots of love as always, Romy.
