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My muse

Added 2024-07-29 06:51:08 +0000 UTC

I'm in Barcelona)

The truth is that I still do not feel my presence here, I still have the impression that I am going to the Polish border in a bus full of grandmothers. Because that's how it was for almost two days.

I got the most vivid experience in my last three years, because of my infantile. At the border with Moldova, the Moldovan side did not let us in because I did not have a power of attorney for Alyona. Because according to Ukrainian laws, she is already an adult and can cross the border on her own without her parents' permission, but Moldovan legislation considers her a child and she cannot independently cross and stay on the territory of this country. So we were turned back to Ukraine at midnight. You already know that there is a curfew at night in Ukraine, but we will omit this detail.... The next day we already traveled on another bus to Warsaw - 17 hours (the previous one from Kyiv to Chisinau - 13 hours). Of course they let us in. So almost two days of bus travel, stress due to possible difficulties at the border, bad sleep, and bad food... I'm already too old for such adventures.

But thanks for the experience) I still have to learn how to digest so many different emotions at once... Because so far I have the impression that I will be in those emotions for another week or so, until they let me go. I feel exhausted, even though I came to rest. But in any case, I'm very glad that I'm already in Barcelona, I've already seen Lolita, I managed to do a little shopping for myself and I'm calmly drinking tea in the morning on the balcony) A little more and I'll finally start to feel peace inside.

P.s: by the way, these photos were taken on film in a hotel in Paris. I don't know why, but the film always seems so special to me, so alive and real. There are 12 more roles ahead with self-portraits and street shooting of what stuck with me)