nudity.slip

My muse

Added 2024-11-22 10:51:51 +0000 UTC

A couple of days ago I woke up in the morning and saw several unread new messages in my messenger .... The first thing I saw was that Nastya Myhailova was taken for surgery and she was in serious condition ... I knew that she was in the hospital and just a day ago I was chatting with her and we were joking about everyday things, and in the morning I read a message that she had surgery and everything was very difficult .... And even in this state Nastya found a way to laugh and asked her husband to send me her "nudes" from the operating table (the surgery was done on the heart). At that moment she was still unconscious and for the first time I seriously started to worry about her. With the next message I opened Katya Prekrasna (the photos of which you see now in the post) - and I read a terrible phrase for any person "My mother just died".

I was in a stupor. Since the early morning, two very difficult pieces of news have been received, which are very difficult to accept and digest, especially in the morning. If Nastya has recovered a little and is no longer in the intensive care unit, then Katya is in grief and as a friend I really wanted to support her .....

I lost my ex, a loved one - I went through all the stages of this process and I seem to know how I would like to be supported at that moment. But I have never lost my mother. And the loss of mother cannot be compared to anything. Any words seem so meager.

All these days, thoughts about death, about loved ones, about the shortness of life were constantly swirling in my thoughts. I immediately wanted to spend as much time with my mother as possible and even better, to start living at least in one city. And at the same time, I wanted to escape somewhere far away from this reality - a reality in which 30-year-old young people are fighting for their lives in hospitals, burying their relatives, going through war, going through all the processes of forced expatriation. I'm not complaining - these are cool processes for transformations.... but I just don't understand why these transofrmation proceses are becoming such radical methods in the modern world.