Changes.
Added 2021-11-08 01:37:22 +0000 UTCI got a job as a 3D Artist for a good known company, I am still simultaneously studying and things just got overly confusing all of a sudden for me...
I am starting to feel like a failed artist. also feel like starting to face an art block, losing my motivation, patience, and energy for making good-looking content on a quality level that I am satisfied with.
I have already achieved many things I wanted when I was starting, but one of my biggest problems to this day is my real "art", Over a long time I slowly learned how to create convincingly realism, but my "BLEDEN content" is not somewhat close to my real portfolio, which bothers me a lot, one big reason is, of course, rendering times, I always need to make compromises between the beauty of the rendering and rendering time, since animations have multiple hundreds of frames stacked behind each other.
Since I have a new job and I'm still studying at the same time, I need to turn down Bleden a bit, I can't keep up the "cycle" I had till this day, but if I did I would be burnt out fucking fast.
when I know beforehand that I won't be able to create content due to Deadlines in work or Studies, I will pause my Billing cycle for Patreon, meaning: you won't be charged for that month, or longer if I keep pausing my Patreon.
Some Good News:
For my next Animation, I have a story and a Storyboard, It will be over 30-40 seconds long, or I'll adjust the storyboard accordingly, this will depend...
Thank you for everything.
I am greatly thankful for every pledge and support, it truly means a lot to me.
Stay safe
Bleden
