I am trying to remember that I am making comics for me to show you. it is a shared experience in that it is MY experience that I show YOU. Sometimes you think too much about other people's process and your work becomes too much trying to please everyone except yourself. Gotta remember .
all this jabering is in relation to actual art alone. Something that I've viewed as more of a chore than a means to be proud of. just get me high or put on frasier in the background so I can GRIND through this AWFUL process of DRAWING.
It's the same buttons that get pushed when I play a videogame with high random replayability. Just numb me and let me rest for a second.