February 02

I think I am done, but as usual.. need to sleep a night over it lol
And for everyone who would like to know the background behind this art, here is the story.

This art is dedicated to everyone who knows a person that kind of disappeared, which whom you do not talk to anymore, without any  argument or bad thing happened, and still hope he/she is alright.

2016/2017. There was a guy, a silent watcher on DeviantArt, and a Guild Wars player. We talked now and then before, but back then, we had a little more contact through Guild Wars. To make it short, the chemistry was right between us. He helped me with my first legendary and other things.
We both had this scarf, an ingame item, and connected our GW Characters while using the colors of the other one. His scarf was blue.
But sadly, it turned out  that he thought to not deserve "good things" to happen to him, before he has not reached any of these "standart goals" in life. He distanced himself again, and in one of the last messages he said I should not 'waste any thoughts on someone like him' anymore.

Then he disappeared. We still have each other in our Steam friend lists to this day.. and I know what you think "just send a message", well, I have sent him a RL letter back then, which I got a digital response to. And I sent christmas cards for two years, with no response.. So I stopped to do so because I wasn't sure if he does even see them or if he is happy about them.
It still makes me very upset honestly, because there is still something in my heart that hopes he is alright, doing good and all this.. I would just message him, but there is a fear, that he doesn't want to reach out to me anymore, nevermore, and doesn't care, or if there are other reasons why he left. I wonder if I have done something wrong. Sometimes I feel dumb that I think of him now and then, hoping he is okay, especially during these times, while he probably does not think of me and has a happy life while I am still upset that he left lol.

And still there is a little spark of hope that refuse to die, that we will meet again one day, even though..who knows if it will be the same. But in the other hand, you can meet an old friend after years and it feels like they never left..

I doubt he will see this Artwork when I upload it to the public, but there is a slight hope |D"