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I'm not dead! Here's whats been happening:

   Hey guys! FINALLY, an update for you. Sorry I'm a lazy ass. There's no excuse for not writing a quick post, but here's what's been going on in my life. Past few weeks have been pretty hectic. To make a long story short, my girlfriend has moved in with me. Which was actually a longer process than I thought.

  My current place is kind of small for another person so it was really a bit of a pain to get everything figured out. Especially having to move a lot of my stuff around to give her space. But the part thats really hindering us, she has a cat named Sunny. Now you guys know me, I love animals. And Sunny is a great cat. But holy hell he did not take the move well. He meows, and screams, constantly. He follows me everywhere. Lays on me every chance he gets, I can't get any work done. 

 It was seriously a miracle that I was able to film last weeks LTPS without him making a peep. Thankfully he's been showing signs of improvement so I'm hoping I can get back to filming stuff soon. Also, I'll be quite open with you guys here on Patreon, despite the fact that my girlfriend has moved in, the relationship itself has been a bit strained and stressful. And for me personally, I tend to get rather emotional. When I'm not in a good place, its hard for me to get in front of the camera. Its hard for me to want to read comments. Its hard to care sometimes, which sucks. But I'm hoping whatever the outcome of our relationship, I can keep pressing forward on the people who've never left me. You and anyone else who keeps watching. Thank you all so much!

  Anyway, this is ALSO why it's taking me 2 god damn months to finish Horizon. Hard to finish a game or care for playing it when you got this kinda crap going on. It's funny though, when Horizon launched, I thought "okay, lets push the review out for this, and then I'll start filming all these new ideas I have". And I can't do that part yet because I still haven't reviewed Horizon. Which I'm not gonna weasel out of like the Uncharted 4 review. Just do me a favor and don't give up on me! Still here, and will keep pressing forward. 

  This summer should be good. I've got a lot of personal plans that I'll enjoy. I have a huuuuuge list of new videos to do. AND, the super secret project I was telling you all about. I mentioned it in the Uncharted 2 Let's Play. Currently writing a video game documentary that I'm super psyched about. Never written or filmed anything this big before so no ETA on that. But I'd imagine it will be finished by years end. Anyone, I don't have much else for you now. I'll try and film a thank you video soon when I have a chance. Thanks dudes and dudettes!

I'm not dead! Here's whats been happening:

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Hope everything gets ironed out well and good, Ryan! I know the feeling of not being able to care. Sometimes you just need to take a breather and destress. Just give space between you and the stressful situations until you can return with a better perspective and cooler head. Hopefully my random comment was reassuring! Thank you!

Ben Lindey


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