Update Time: Holidays, Gaming, and #Bestgirl

  Sup guys and gals, touching base once again with how things are going. Thankfully I'm doing much better since the last post. Taking it day by day and mostly just keeping myself busy. I will say though, as of right now, a large part of sanity has been achieved by being out of the house. 

  When I'm home alone, my mind starts to wander and then I make myself miserable over my failed relationship, so I spend a lot of time with friends, or playing Pokemon Go. But as more time passes, I'm more and more comfortable with being home alone again. Hopefully I'm not stuck like this much longer because I can't get much YouTube stuff done when I'm not home where the magic happens.

  Anyway, holidays are coming up and I'm broke as shit. Mostly because of the gifts I'm buying others. One of my lifelong friends Terell, he's normally a really cheap guy and would never fork over the cash for something like PlayStation VR but little does he know, I got him that for Christmas. Can't wait to see his face when he sees it. I've noticed in recent years a lot of people dislike Christmas more and more but I've always been fond of it. I think even more so now that I care more about the giving aspect. It's just nice to make someone else's day. 

  As for gaming, well, not much because I'm never home. Except my one vice, Pokemon Go. I've realized that I really do love the game despite how shallow it can be. But the recent updates and events has given the game a bit more depth that I know the Pokemon universe is very capable of. Never thought I'd clock this many hours into a mobile game of all things but it feels like a class of its own when you have to play it outside and with others. Still a blast to play even when people who don't play ask "oh my god people still play that". YES LINDA, THEY DO. (I don't know anyone named Linda).

  Lastly, It's been months since I've finished Persona 5 and yet I still think about it and listen to the soundtrack every day. That game is easily climbing my list of favorite games ever. And to commemorate this self revelation, I ordered a custom body pillow with Sadayo Kawakami on it. I have no shame whatsoever and will post a picture of it when it comes in. #Bestgirl

-Ryan