My Status

Hello, my friends!!  ❤︎
Thanks so much for taking a little of your time to read me, I'm writting this with all of you because I trust you incredibly much. It won't be really long, I promise.


Many of you were fortunate not to know what happened to me on my social networks last week, but I don't want you to worry about me, because it was all nonsense.

Last week a group of people with a lot of free time began to spread hate statements against me, with many lies in between. Truth is that I really drew things that I'm not proud anymore in the past, I had stopped drawing them by decision since 2017, and I had deleted them from my galleries because that art didn't represent me anymore. And my big apologize if I ever hurt someone with this art by me in from the past. But since it was not enough drama to add to that fact, they started creating really cruel and fake scenarios around me that I was molesting people and such, which is horrible and disgusting.

Fortunately, the vast majority didn't believe the lies, that makes me have faith that the vast majority in this fandom are wise. Sadly, there were others who did believe this, or were very upset for my few NSFW drawings and I couldn't help it, but it hurt so much.

These have been really difficult days for me, this situation completely destroyed me, even physically, as this led to many problems in my health that I still have today. The psychological damage was also inevitable (I even found necessary to visit a therapist, I needed professional help on this), and honestly I'm still afraid that this will continue to happen, I am afraid that I'll post anything and people will throw hate at me, and that will affect me again. Now I have a trauma.

Many have asked me why I have not answered anything on my social networks, why I have not explained the truth, why I have not addressed the accusations.

I want to tell you that I will not do it, it always seemed like a very bad idea to do it from the beginning, and I have also received a lot of professional help on the matter of social networks and they agree that it is always a bad idea to answer this type of dramas and accusations publicly, because that only causes much more noise, and it is exactly what the trolls need, they give them weapons to continue attacking. Also I recommend all of you to not cause more noise publicly about this, even if you want to defend me or to attack them, you will not change their mind or help the situation.

If someone needs an apology, an explanation, or delve deeper into the subject, they can do it personally with me, since you all know my telegram username, or if you don't, you can write me a PM here on Patreon.

I must warn you that this subject is still sensitive to me, I can't hide forever and tell you to never talk to me about it, because I don't want to be avoiding it forever. Sadly it happened, I still have faith that people are smart enough not to believe it, and you have to keep going.

I have not been able to draw these days, I have been a depressed rock in my house, but each new day my mood has been improving little by little. When I have fully recovered, I will be able to return to draw and paint some smiles to people again.

And now here it comes the most important part of this message:

I have no words to thank each one of you for all your support, understading and love you have shared me in these difficult times for me, you are the best fans and friends in the universe. All the beautiful words that you have been dedicated to me, both privately and in the Clubhouse group, also those who drew pictures for me, have no idea how much that meant to me. Many thanks to Dipper for organizing that!!. And don't worry or feel bad if anyone of you didn't write or draw me or anything, actually that's just an extra. But that you are still here with me and I can be counting on you has meant the world to me.

I must also tell you that I have received a lot of support not only from you, but also from all my friends, from the vast majority of fans, and even from people, groups and associations that I would not have imagined that would support me this much. I really think I would have been devastated if it hadn't been for all this.

Maybe it will continue to affect me in the upcoming days, weeks, months, but I am sure that I will soon be the same panda as before.

Thank you so much guys.

I love you so much!
This panda loves you incredibly much!