Weekly Update
Added 2024-06-25 15:55:33 +0000 UTCHey all, just wanted to keep you informed, my step-father was put on hospice this past weekend so we have been back and forth spending our final moments with him. We have still been recording inbetween but there will come a point, I canāt say when but we will be halting recording for a few days to handle everything that comes after. I know yall are understanding but I just wanted to be transparent about everything. Still working on editing in my down time, I also have been working my long shifts on top everything so thats why I am behind. I havenāt gotten much sleep but yall know me, I always push onward. Some things will be posted today, but we got a bunch of videos stock piled so I will continuously keep editing and recording when we can. I know yall will tell me not to work so hard but we knew this was coming for awhile and we have made our peace with everything and honestly donāt want to see my step-father suffer š. I will keep yall informed,
Love yall! And call someone today and tell them you love them!! š§”
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Thank you Ms. Kayla š§”š§”
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-07-25 22:32:20 +0000 UTCSending all my love and prayers to you and your family Tomaj.
Ms Kayla
2024-07-25 22:31:35 +0000 UTCThank you šš¾
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-06-27 18:05:41 +0000 UTCYou deserve the best! good luck š
IRIDYSCENZIA
2024-06-27 17:01:33 +0000 UTCšš¾šš¾
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-06-26 00:53:01 +0000 UTCSending positive energy your way š please take the time you guys need.
Nana-Afia
2024-06-26 00:15:12 +0000 UTCHey Amanda thanks for sharing, definitely can relate to some of that. This actually is the first time I have watched someone slowly pass away. My Aunt is here walking us through it as she has seen this process several times, it helps to have people walk you through it!
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-06-25 23:27:58 +0000 UTCšš¾
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-06-25 23:25:40 +0000 UTCSending ā¤ļø vibes and šš½s for your family.
Eddie
2024-06-25 22:59:56 +0000 UTCSending love - lost my dad in 2015. Knew it was coming. Not sure how many people youāve seen die up close, but something that occurred to me is that no one knows how to die. Like my dad knew they were telling him he wasnāt going to make it much longer, and in the days that followed, there wasnāt a clear time to ālet goā, like weāve been breathing and thinking and being our whole lives, so stopping doesnāt just happen, like by choiceā¦ When he did go, he had just fallen asleep and it was clear he was struggling to breathe, and it felt really odd that we werenāt like, waking him up to help him breathe or keep going, because of the DNR. It was surreal? And then they all say they can hear you for like ten minutes still after death, that the brain is still firing, but it didnāt feel like he was still there. I was appalled at myself for feeling repulsed when they said I could hold his hand or touch him to say goodbye. To me, it was a body and that seemed so gross I had to get out of the room. That said, my dad drank himself to death, so there were probably other underlining feelings mixed in. I invited everyone to dance on his grave with me at the funeral during my eulogy. There were only two other people there though, so, that says something too maybeā¦
Amanda Sargent
2024-06-25 22:30:21 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need. Prayers
Elle Reacts
2024-06-25 17:27:23 +0000 UTCI know how it feels. Lost my father back in 08. Hope the pain doesnt last to long.
Knight Spearhead
2024-06-25 17:05:01 +0000 UTCAppreciate you Derek šš¾
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-06-25 16:51:30 +0000 UTCThanks fam šš¾
Big Bro & Lil Sis Reacts
2024-06-25 16:50:31 +0000 UTCIām so sorry to hear that. No need to explain, keep your head up. I was in a similar situation last year with my mom so I know what youāre going through. Family comes first.
Derek Jones
2024-06-25 15:59:24 +0000 UTCšš¾š«¶š¾ thatās tough, sending love and healing to you and your family bro
Spence______
2024-06-25 15:57:57 +0000 UTC
