graphygraphie

Status update, small art upload

Added 2020-11-12 02:57:17 +0000 UTC

I keep wishing I could tell y'all everything's back to normal and I'm going to be uploading art regularly again. Unfortunately, my relationship with my art continues to be difficult and painful. Since art is my ambition and my livelihood, that's uh, not super great. My relationship with myself in general has likewise been poor. I've been told I should look into therapy; I'm working on it, although the sheer array of options and processes remains overwhelming. (I get overwhelmed pretty easily these days. Not a great excuse, as they go, but there it is.) I don't have anything lined up yet but I'm trying to get help with that, so hopefully that'll work. I remain optimistic but can't promise any timeframes for anything. I'd kinda hoped this was gonna be a short-term issue, fixed by like, minor tweaks in medication, and it demonstrably hasn't been.

If you're still here, I want you to know I appreciate it, and also don't want to pressure you to remain. I don't have like... work I'd been making for other people I can aggregate for here, I don't have streams, I'm producing next to nothing, and can't promise any better in any reasonable timeframe.

Bluh, kind of a downer note to leave an update on. I do hold out hope that things'll improve, and that while they are on the road to improving, there will be some good days, maybe even good days with art in them sometimes. Here's some pictures, a couple of them were up on twitter already but one hasn't. Oh hey, the date's fun! 11 11 20 20! Woo.

I hope y'all are keeping it together!