RJ Ramblings
Added 2021-07-05 13:25:01 +0000 UTCHello everybody!
I hope you all had a great holiday weekend, whether you were celebrating the holiday or whatever else you might have been doing.
My weekend was pretty normal. I don't really do anything for Independence Day. I used to shoot of fireworks and have cookouts with my friends and family, but throughout the years, I've sort of just lost all my local friends and family that I would do that kind of thing with. So instead, I spent the weekend inside, working, watching movies, cleaning the house, and playing with my Lego.
I've been in a pretty bad mental state lately. I'm not sure exactly what it is. Just feeling like nobody likes me, that I'm annoying to people, that nobody really wants me around, that I have no friends. Yesterday was particularly bad.
I realize that this is depression and that it's not true, but it's hard to make my brain accept that, and then every small thing sort of triggers me and makes me sad. Hoping I'll start feeling better again soon.
Anyways, that's it. I love you all and hope you have a great week. <3
Comments
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Grimtown
2021-07-05 15:01:14 +0000 UTCHope you feel better about yourself and life soon. Not to be simplistic, but rewatching your favorite comedy movie or something similar to remind you of the laughs you've experienced sometimes helps to jump start the way back.
Ignatz
2021-07-05 14:47:56 +0000 UTC
