Kruggsmash

Thanks for having my back, guys

Added 2017-08-18 10:00:03 +0000 UTC

Hey, dudes. A couple of weeks ago I posted the "Bad shit" video i'm sure you saw (it's no longer up there).

It was because my dad ended up in the hospital very suddenly and 5 days later he passed away.

This entire ordeal has been the single hardest thing i've ever had to go through in my entire life so far and in a way I still feel like i'm in a state of shock. But hey, I guess i'm moving forward regardless, huh?

My dad was the biggest influence on my imagination when I was growing up. He taught me how to play the game "Zork" on our old computer and I always thought it was so fun to picture what was going on in the game and doodle up little pictures of it all. He was an artist and had a rugged, gentle mind.

In the past few months, he'd frequently ask about "How my Youtube was going" and he was excited when I told him about how people loved my videos and about how you guys actually wanted to SUPPORT me.

He worked as an x-ray technician for 40 years, but it's not a job he wanted to do. I'm sure he would have much rather been a painter or a storyteller, an adventurer perhaps. I think that's why he got so excited about this whole Youtube schtick. He wanted me to succeed in something I loved. That's why i'm gonna keep doing this, guys.

Back in March, I had tremendous doubts about the Patreon route. Today I can see that there is a real possibility of me being able to do this full-time one day. My feet are in the door, guys! I just gotta keep wigglin' those toes till I can get the rest of my fatass body in there!

So anyways, thanks for having my back, guys. You all goddamn rock!