-peaches
self destruction
cus i wanted to draw lilith and his flaw- his issue with protecting himself by ruining his own relationships and himself- unable to handle his own emotions and struggle, he fears the vulnerability and unfamiliarity that comes from it. unable to control his environment, hed rather destroy it to protect his delicate heart rather than open it for others to see.
hence self destruction. annihilation, whatever. its also a form of protection that hurts the host- like thorns at your side, digging into your skin.