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sins- office au -comic / -gift - sick- sketches

Added 2024-05-18 21:16:13 +0000 UTC

update: another serious comic! how lilith sti;; tends to go back to his old habits

a serious short comic! idk if you guys like it, but i sometimes dabble in more serious topics, and while these are from aus, i enjoy taking all the worlds i create seriously. (especially if i like the au a whole lot!) its about them in the (in progress) stage where new issues arise (lucy's stress thinking, which feeds into his disordered thinking overall) (Lilith's complex disgust.) (not shown here, but lilith does get worse, before he becomes better, this is a stage where all things he understands will make him feel worse, angry, and very very bitter. hell also feel sad, regretful, and realizes just how complex things have gotten and he can't compartmentalize certain emotions, and questions like 'Should he" and if he does 'does it change anything' and "what does he do next" ) lucy has his own world to get to, such as a lingering paranoia that manifests from his stress, always questioning all his own moves and others, unable to handle even the unknown anymore. but the smart part of him puts a stop to him taking any risky action, only leading to a worse thought complex, since everything is burning in his head. this is partially a communication problem but also a thought disorder created as a survival tactic during his cult days. it worked then, like how lilith's 'going elsewhere' and 'putting an act' worked for him, but will backfire in healthy relationships. as everything in the past really felt like do or die, and these two needed to understand people's intentions and behaviours in order to proceed, and act accordingly. lucy specifically also has that entitlement he's aware of, feeling like he deserves to know everything adding on to the frustration and worry when he is in the dark. lucy in his own way also gets worse, revealing a hidden mental illness, only overshadowed by his bigger flaw- selfishness.