Good morning!

Okay yall! After some debriefing with friends and other attendees, I unfortunately will not be attending any further Faeted Fantasy events. I apologize if this causes any complications with people who wanted to see me in Vancouver, but I won’t be attending :,)

Please refer to @Deceptology on instagram, as she has made two videos which highlight my every single problem with this event, there’s others I had as I was in the staff room and saw some really unprofessional behaviour (including being spoken down to in a very insulting manner by one of the owners)

This isn’t a lightly made decision as I really do love these evens and I do wish I could work with the company, but the last event left a really poor taste in my mouth. From 45-1hour long lines for getting any kind of drink, to eight dollar waters, to the sheer size of the crowd and the lack of chairs, the list goes on.

By the end of the night, I left close to midnight as opposed to 1AM when the event ended, and as I said goodbye to one of the owners and thanked her, she cut me off mid sentence to say I could leave without telling anyone because I was “just a guest”… when I was under the assumption that we were a group of excited nerds working together. I was an attendee to them. And that really stung in a few ways, I struggle enough with my feelings of imposter syndrome and feeling like I’m not really worthy of everything that I get to do (fantasy balls and all your guys’ support on here, it’s a big thing for me. I work hard to look cool but I am quite literally just a very socially awkward and introverted creature with no friends and nothing else to do but make content for yall😭🫶 I love it and wouldn’t trade it for the world. And your support is life changing to me🫂) but yeah, being told I’m “just a guest” made all of that flare right up and I left pretty sad and feeling very shitty. Not to mention the fact that the friends I did have there (who I only really get to see once a year) had their backs turned to me and had their own conversations/filmed content in front of me but as if I were invisible🙂‍↕️💀 so all around, this group is not one that I want to try and prove myself to. The energy was very out of touch mean girl, and I was very lucky to have my partner with me because I would have left crying at 10pm over how lonely it felt.

With all said and done, I fly home tonight (assuming I’m able to and my flight doesn’t get delayed due to the 5ft of snow we got yesterday 😭😭😭) and I had as much fun as I could. We got to dance and take lovely photos, and I’m sure the videos that Kanopi Creative got will come out beautiful because their work is always stunning🫶 I’ll be updating yall when I reach home!