This is Suze

Hey Sexy Patrons

Added 2020-07-16 19:32:09 +0000 UTC

I'm keeping you in the loop. Tonight I will be trying out some free tools I discovered to help with brain disregulation, because I've had another Childhood PTSD flashback this week, started Monday around 4am and hasn't left yet. Basically completing tasks goes out the window, I feel like shit i.e intensely sad, full of shame and self hatred and frustration...

Going out on the boat was fine because I was around "safe" people who wouldn't trigger me. Plus I figured I wouldn't get much done, so the best thing I can do is relax, meditate, get in nature, rest, remind myself it will pass.

I did manage to edit a VR video for you $50 patrons which I hope you'll enjoy, and I hope I feel better tomorrow because I do have some AC vlogs for you and of course the uncensored body tour is on its way.

Thank you for your patience.

I have added links in the past for you to have some understanding about what I go through. This is another one I found today if you're interested. Thank you for your support, it is tough, I do hate it, but hey this is my life and it's what I have to live with.

Have a great night

Suze :-)

https://crappychildhoodfairy.com/