Confidence
Added 2020-11-06 12:56:41 +0000 UTCAm i the person that I want to be?
There's an amazing Amanda Palmer song that I was singing at music jams this summer, and it goes like this:
And in my mind
In the faraway here and now
I've become in control somehow
And I never lose my wallet
Because I will be the picture of of discipline
Never fucking up anything
And I'll be a good defensive driver
And it's funny how I imagined
That I would be that person now
But it does not seem to have happened
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
i really relate to this song, now, more than ever. I STILL judge so many parts of myself, and I suddenly woke up to the fact that I am still NOT confident enough in who I am. I am still expecting myself to be someone different! Plus i just got dumped....more on that in my next vlog...but for now, here's what happened on Halloween....
