AC#31

I have to say i am sharing some very personal personal stuff.

I share the kind of stuff that people don't share in public. I mean this is a chosen few, my public who invest in vulnerability and authenticity and value it, as well as tits. 

And as you know and I have said before, they come for the tits and hopefully come to get over that and see that there is more to a woman than just the physical beauty, which of course is a pleasure, we all love beauty and we are all craving the Divine feminine and not being able to find it, our sexual energy is all over the shop, and we can't quite get the connection, physical intimacy and pleasure we crave, nor can we find the safety or the freedom both of which we crave deeply.

So, here I still am, vlogging with my tits out, wondering why, and of course to me I don't need to get my tits out anymore. I know what I have to say and I think by now most of my followers will be immune to seeing my tits and hopefully be listening to the story..

but....maybe for some it takes time to get used to seeing a woman naked in body mind and spirit and have access to that kind of personal side.

So, for now I still do it, although change is coming, it's not that successful in monetary terms, I don't promote it, I largely rely on my followers popping back from time to time and the odd new face i can only assume come from YouTube, but most never say hello or introduce themselves so I would never know, another reason I want to find a different kind of audience that is less silent and more interactive, because that's what I enjoyed about YouTube at the beginning before i get all these silly comments with "3.54" as a reference to when there's half a nipple showing, and i figure my audience are man boys who never got over their mummy issues (no offense)

I used to love the interaction on YouTube, I love connecting with my fans, but that has slowly stopped since Patreon-partly because Patreon is not that great as a platform, and also because people don't feel they need to once they are paying, it's more like, take and leave, but it lacks the audience participation which makes it a bit soulless sometimes, so I do it for me as much as for you, and hope that you enjoy the stories. 

This latest episode was a really emotional day. But this whole adventure has been quite an epic turning point in my life which I believe is bringing great abundance....

More to come.......