The strangest time in my life
Added 2023-08-21 18:36:09 +0000 UTCTwo weeks ago tomorrow my partner took his life. did I know him? He had so many personalities. We had some beautiful times, but it was short. I've realised that i built my life on sand, chasing dreams, adventures, experiences and now it's all fallen apart and I don;t know what on earth i am meant to be doing.
I moved to the UK, iT wasn't working in Germany I was lonely, i didn't speak German, hardly anyone spoke english, do i regret it? Of course, I left, and soon after my boyfriend committed suicide. I don't know what the universe is telling me. I don;t know why everything crashed, I lost my home, my boyfriend, and i have literally no idea what to do. This is my real authenticity, I literally don't know who I am.
